THE DESTRUCTION OF LOYALTY
BECOME A WRITER

From here the beginning of Jia's life change. She was determined to find her own income even though it was not important to be able to fulfill her son's wishes without having to ask for money from her husband who seemed stingy. He does not want to continue to feel the humiliation of the husband that will even make him hurt.

But the problem is that Jia is in confusion, he wants to work but he is not allowed to work by Alex. What kind of work can you do in your home without going anywhere?

Jia walked back and forth in her room. Room size three times four and filled with a bed that is only enough to be occupied alone. Along with the husband's desk located in the corner next to his wardrobe.

Jia sat on the edge of the bed, she opened her phone. He tried to open the Pl@ystore application looking for an application that opened up income opportunities for him, maybe he could find it. He continues to scroll while reading the usefulness of the application that is being marketed at the pl@ystore.

Suddenly his hand stopped on an online novel application in blue. He read every review of the people who downloaded the app. The application is much in interest by lovers of novels because it is free to read it. Without a second thought, he immediately downloaded the application.

After downloading, Jia opened the application and logged in using her facebook account. He began reading a novel by a superstar author on the app. About fifteen minutes he read, he opened his own profile and learned what the content in the profile is.

" Typing script." Mumbled Jia.

" Yes, I can start from here. But can I be as good as that senior writer? What if on the way I lose my inspiration?" Jia hesitated to start.

Understandably, he is only a graduate of Junior High who does not have extensive knowledge like other writers. Let alone vast knowledge of the general, of every surrounding area he did not know. His whole life was spent at home. He doesn't know what it's like to wander or work. Finished Junior High School, he was directly betrothed by Alex at the time.

In addition to love, economic factors also trigger the second young marriage. Jia's parents could not afford high school at that time, let alone once there was no help from the government so it requires a lot of costs. In addition, Alex is indeed Jia's girlfriend since second grade Junior High. At that time, was the moment when he was afraid of losing, feeling there was a chance to have Alex, Jia immediately accepted his proposal without thinking long ahead.

" Bismillah, I intend to write a novel for myself. The windfall will surely follow, if God makes this my field of income, then I am sure there will be readers who will stop by my novel even though not as many as other writers. Sustenance no one knows, who knows from here I can get a decent result to meet Valle's needs."

" Bless my decision, Robbi. For the sake of my son, for the happiness of my son, may you give me the sustenance that flows here. Amen." Monologue Jia.

Jia began writing her first novel entitled The disabled man was my husband. Inspired by his daughter's friendship with a man who has a hand defect. He writes word by word until it becomes a perfect series of paragraphs. Although he was only a graduate of Junior High but from a small age he did like to make up stories. This was where Jia began to pour down a long-buried hobby.

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After dinner, Alex and Jia return to their room. Alex sits on the bed leaning against the head board while playing his online game. Jia immediately approached him, he sat down beside Alex.

" Mad." Oh." Call Jia.

Alex did not budge, he focused on the game that was running as usual.

" Mad." Oh." Said Jia with more time.

" Hm." Muttered Alex.

" I'm trying to be an online novel writer. I ask your prayers that the novel I created will be successful like any other novel." Jia.

At first Jia did not want to tell Alex, but she thought that Alex was her husband. Alex must know what Jia did. And the husband's ridho is important to his current business. He is still waiting for an answer from Alex, even if Alex forbids it, he will still rebel. Enough for him to have been what Alex said.

" Why are you wasting your time. You won't get much money from there. Take care of your homework, especially in addition to writing a novel. All day long you just play the phone without doing any work. The house will be a mess if you're a busy man. Not to mention if your migraine relapses, already know can not think hard even want to write a novel. You'll feel tired later." Said Alex.

Jia had guessed before, Alex's answer must have always been like this if he had alluded to her desire to work. I don't know what the real reason for Alex is, either because of his love with Jia so he does not want Jia to be exhausted or because Alex is afraid Jia will not respect him anymore if Jia has his own income.

Especially during this time Alex always let Jia be independent. Any work Jia always did on her own, like lifting gallons, installing gas cylinders. Even buying a few sacks of rice alone Jia did it herself because Alex would say Jia was spoiled if he dared to ask for her help.

Jia seemed to be breathing slowly.

" It's always been this way, preventing me from working but not wanting to meet our needs. Then what should I do? The more I get here I feel more and more squeezed by the circumstances. On the other hand I want to make my son happy but on the other hand I am always restrained by my husband. Oh my... Give me the patience to face his difficult attitude." Jia could only grumble in his heart. There could have been a second world war if he dared to take it out directly on Alex.

" I'll split my time Mas, I promise I won't put my homework aside." Jia.

" It's up to you, I don't want to know that. And yes.. Teach Valle to do homework so she knows the job. It is not usual to just lock yourself in the room. Already entered Junior High still do not know homework. What's he gonna be." Alex said to Jia's heart.

Again Jia could only sigh slowly. Whereas Valle always helps Jia do homework such as sweeping, washing dishes, even cooking rice was Valle did since the fourth grade of SD despite using magic com.

Alex could not see all of that. He always humbled Valle as he pleased. What he said was a slacker, a fool is not like his friend. That made Valle go further and further with her papa. He always locked himself in his room if his father was at home. He was too lazy to face a father who never appreciated his mother. Valle is not a child anymore, she knows what her mother really feels during her life with her father.

Jia lay on her back to Alex. No tears just fell on her cheeks. Knowing that his wife was crying, didn't make Alex want to calm her down. He is more fun to squeeze the screen on his phone to win the game.

For Jia this was common. All this time whatever he did never got the support of Alex. Only Valle is a child and friend who always accompanies and supports him.

Vice versa, Jia always supports Valle alone. For Valle's sake whatever he did. He even made Valle feel comfortable in any way possible. For Jia, as long as he was alive Valle would not lack one whatsoever.

Already satisfied with letting out a lot of tears, Jia got out of bed. He took his cell phone, he returned to make a new chapter in his novel.

" I'll show you Mas, if someday I'll succeed. And I can buy whatever my son wants without having to ask you for money." Inner Jia.

Valle... Beautiful isn't?

Not sad, anyway? It must be sad..

Thank you for all your support..

Miss U All's...

TBC...