THE DESTRUCTION OF LOYALTY
OBEY EGO

Until Jia regained control of her point of consciousness, she took off her pagutan then looked at Revelation with a glare. Revelation looked at him in wonder.

" why? Do you regret it?" Ask Wahyu to cupped Jia's face.

" Hix... " Jia hugged Revelation again while crying. It makes the Revelation confused.

" Jia, why? Why are you crying? I'm sorry, I'm sorry if I hurt you. Please don't cry please! I can't see your tears Jia. Please don't cry." The Apocalypse hugged Jia tightly.

" Hix... " Jia is getting sobbing. He could not hold tightness in his chest.

Be ill.... Loving but not being able to have it is very painful. Jia's feeling grew even greater towards Revelation, the more heavily he let go of Revelation for his wife. She was confused as to how clearly she felt at this time to be the most despicable woman in the world because she was willing to be touched by a man who was not her husband.

" Jia... Stop crying! I'm sorry I hurt your heart." The words of Revelation shed their tears. From the beginning he could at least see Jia crying. When the school used to be if Revelation saw Jia crying, she would also cry. They cry together. Not only that, if Jia is sick Revelation must also be sick. Either it's a cold cough, or just in the usual. I don't know what bond is between them, but that's how their lives were before they parted.

" Jia... " Say Revelation.

Jia took off her embrace, she wiped her tears.

" I was worried about my own feelings Yu. I think I just want you because of the comfort you're giving me. But it was not Yu. L'm.. Ilove you. My heart has moved to you, a. I feel the most despicable woman for betraying the love of my own husband..." Jia back sobbing.

The revelation revealed a smile at the corner of her lips negating Jia's expression. He pulled Jia into his arms.

" I'm happy Jia, I'm happy because you've finally reciprocated the feeling that has been clapping one hand all this time. I'm happy Jia, although we can't be together but I'm happy to be like this. Never feel low because love is present with His permission. It's not our heart and love that's wrong but it's just Jia's inexact circumstances." Revelation kissed Jia's forehead.

" Why did I just return your feelings now that we have a partner? Why don't I reply and realize how I feel about you. Hix... I feel tormented by this feeling of Revelation. I should how?" Jia said asking for the best solution to Revelation.

" There is no need to regret Jia, everything has happened. Just walk around casually. I'm happy to see you happy. Moreover, we can continue like this." Revelation.

Jia looked up at the Revelation.

" Does that mean we're going to have this kind of relationship forever?" Ask Jia.

" Yes." Sahut Revelation.

" When?" Jia asked again.

" Until we've been uncomfortable with each other, until we can forget how we feel about each other." Sahut Revelation.

" What if I can't? What if the more we get here the more we bond with each other? What if we don't or I can't forget you?" Many questions Jia asked Revelation. Revelation smiled, she kissed Jia's lips gently.

Revelations kissed Jia again gently, he sucked his tongue into Jia's mouth exposing every inch of her. Jia felt washed away by the tenderness that Revelation gave her. The tenderness that Jia had never gotten from Leon all this time. Let alone kissing Jia's lips with a friendly, to complete his desire Alex is always quickly finished. Sometimes makes Jia feel upset, if Jia filed a protest the reason is always because tired of working. According to Jia, Alex has always been selfish towards him.

After feeling out of oxygen, Revelation released her pagutan. He gently rubbed Jia's lips with his thumb. He still appreciated Jia by not doing anything further. He does not want Jia to feel humbled by him, he wants Jia to feel glorified by Revelation so as to make Jia comfortable with him.

Revelation clung her forehead to Jia's forehead, the two of them looking into each other's eyes.

" I'm going to make this the most beautiful memory of Jia's life. I hope you will never forget me. Forgetting my love for you is truly sincere from my heart." Speech Revelation.

" I'm sorry I was late to return your feelings. Thank you for being an encouragement in my life. Thank you for being my greatest inspiration. I will not forget you, I will also make this moment the fondest memory of both of us." Jia.

" From now on let's carve out another wonderful memory." Speak the Revelation in the nod of the head by Jia.

" I think it's enough to get here, you sleep well. Don't think of anything that'll weigh on your mind hmm." Revelation clings to Jia's nose.

" Hm." Mummed Jia nodded her head.

" I'll go home first." Speech Revelation.

" Bet the heart." Sahut Jia is nodding his head by Revelation.

Reveling out of Jia's house, Jia closes the door and returns to her room. In the room, he laid his body on the bed. He touched his lips that felt numb, the kiss of Revelation still felt on his lips. Jia smiled happily considering the kiss of Revelation earlier.

" O Lord, let me be happy, though I know this is a sin, but this sin feels so beautiful to me." Inner Jia.

A second later he remembered Alex. A shadow of Alex's smile flashed across his head, a shadow of the attention Alex gave him when he was sick. The shadow of Alex's possessive attitude if it was far outside the city danced in Jia's mind. Jia should have felt guilty for betraying her husband, but she did not feel that way at all.

" I'm sorry Mas, all this happened because of your cold attitude towards me. If you could just be a little warm to me, I wouldn't do it. I've kept my loyalty all this time, I'm sorry if I'm selfish this time. I also want to feel how happy I am to be spoiled by the people I love. And unfortunately that person is no longer you, but revelation. The friend who loved me before you." Monologue Jia looked at the sky of her room.

Wrongfully...

Yep... Jia knew that what he was doing was a mistake, but at the moment he did not care about it. Whether what demons are now penetrating into his sacred soul, may be true. There will be a phase where patience becomes fed up. Caring to be indifferent, faithful to be shaky if patient, caring, and loyal are not appreciated.

It looks like Alex is reaping all that.

TBC....