THE DESTRUCTION OF LOYALTY
A LEANED HEART

The day passed, without Jia noticing her connection to Revelation was getting closer. They often exchanged messages, even every night the Revelation accompanied Jia typing the script by sending chat and encouraging Jia to work. Without them slowly realizing the feeling of comfort, interdependence, fear of loss and anxiety if one of them no news penetrated into the soul of the two. Although wrong but both live comfortably and happily.

Like tonight, as always. In the room and on the bed, Jia sat leaning against a pile of pillows. He typed the script of his novel while chatting with Revelation. Somehow Jia felt the Revelation was her current source of inspiration. His imagination is always smooth surfing the highway when replying to messages with Revelation, different if only a day of Revelation there is no news, Jia's imagination is instantaneous. He could not even date the script at all.

Ting...

Jia opened the message of Revelation while smiling her own smile.

Jia there is something I want to tell you ~ Apocalypse

What ~Jia

My feelings for you are still the same as before, I still love you ~ Revelation

Jia was surprised by the message that Revelation sent her. He thought, how can Revelation still hold feelings for him? But he already has a wife.

Jia just stared at the screen of her phone that was still on. He was confused as to what to answer.

No need to think about it, I'm just telling you. Even though I am married, but the feeling is still embedded clearly in the depths of my heart. For years I tried to forget you, but I still couldn't. You are still in my heart ~Revelation

Sorry, I can't reply ~Jia

No problem, I'm aware of both of us. We both have families. Just like this I've been happy Jia ~ Apocalypse

Hmm ~ Jia

Still writing novels? ~Revelation

Yes ~ Jia

Don't sleep again, it will hurt. I don't want to until you get sick ~ Revelation

Jia developed her smile to get a little attention from the Apocalypse. But a second later her smile was gone because she realized that it was not her husband who was paying attention to her.

Jia ~ Apocalypse

Yes ~ Jia

I guess the sleep study ~ Revelation

Wait a minute, it's done. Thank you for accompanying me ~ Jia

I am happy to be able to accompany you ~ Apocalypse

Yes, yes, I want to revise my novel before I date it. I want to go straight to sleep, too. Adios.. Night ~ Jia

Okay.. Met dreams beautiful Jia..

Night too ~Revelation

Jia ends her message to Revelation because she remembers her husband who is still out of town. She sought out her husband's contacts and she immediately typed in a message for him.

Mas Night.. What again?

As usual, even if the message was sent but the check mark is only black. Alex was just online. Jia waited for five minutes hoping the color of the tick on her phone turned blue. Five minutes later, the color was the same.

Are you asleep already? Yes, go to sleep! May the good dream ~Jia

Jia sends a message back to Alex but it's still the same. Check black without turning blue.

Jia breathed slowly.

" It's always like this, if I chat it will never be opened directly. Turns open only in read doank. Later it's my turn to be comfortable with others, just confused you Mas." Monologue Jia.

It's always like that, if Jia chat Alex to just ask the news or tell Alex something the checkmark is always black. I don't know why the checkmark is so hard to turn blue. Even if it's on the phone, Alex must be in a hurry to hang up. Sometimes Jia to be confused with Alex's attitude is too indifferent.

" Mama looks so happy, reading messages until she is as comfortable as smiling herself. I'm sure the message wasn't from papa. Because papa won't make mom this happy. May you find your own happiness after this." Inner Valle passed from the front of Jia's room.

Unwilling to think more about her super-cuckold husband, Jia lays her body on her bed. He smiled considering the attention that Revelation gave him. He closed his eyes to dreamland.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

Two days passed, today Alex came home from out of town. As soon as he entered the house, he went straight into his room. Jia was astonished by Alex's attitude, he followed Alex all the way inside.

" Why are you?" Jia's question approached Alex who was lying on the bed covering her entire body with a blanket.

" I don't know Jia, my body is shivering. I feel cold." Said Alex.

" You're sick Mas, I made ginger tea for you huh." Jia.

" Hm." Muttered Alex.

Jia comes out of her room to the kitchen, in the kitchen she crosses paths with Valle.

" Have you come home, Ma?" Ask Valle.

" Dear, your father is sick." Jia Sahut.

" If the sick papa asks for forgiveness, the sick mama's turn is always indifferent." Said Valle sitting at the dining table.

Not without reason Valle said that. It's normal that Jia is sick Alex behaves indifferently. Instead of taking care of Jia, Alex instead went to gather with his friends. Valle is the one who takes care of Jia. He made a warm tea for Jia, he incandescent all over his mother's body. Even Valle's homework was all that worked on it. Her papa? Where cares.

" Not papa cuek dear, but papa tired. Papa works from morning to afternoon, if you add to take care of Mama who is sick, papa you can also follow the pain dear." Jia said as much as possible to cover the behavior of her husband.

Valle is very memorized by the answer given by Jia. He knew that Jia was trying to make Valle not hate her papa. But a child of Valle's age, can already judge how his parents behave.

Jia brought a glass of warm ginger tea to her room. He gave it to Alex who seemed to be shivering in the cold. After drinking the tea, Alex wrestled back inside his blanket while Jia sat in bed playing her phone.

Jia suddenly remembered with Revelation. He opened the green application on his phone and then staked out the contact of Revelation that appeared online.

" Why did I become like this? Next to me is my husband but why do I remember another man? What's the matter with me exactly? Why is it that the more I come here I don't want to lose Revelation? I knew we couldn't be together. Huh.. My heart is really fucked right now. I love my husband but I also want to be always close to Revelation. All his attention makes me comfortable. His always patient attitude towards my attitude made me want to continue with him. What is happening to you, God... Did I betray my own husband." Inner Jia is at war with her inner being.

Can't stand just looking at the online writing in the contact of Revelation, finally the finger lentik Jia typing something.

Revelation ~Jia

Jia sent a message to Revelation, it only took one second that the check mark that was originally black turned blue. Jia smiled waiting for a reply from Revelation with a thumping heart.

Yes there is what~ Revelation

Just wanted to say hello ~ Jia

Ow.. Your husband has returned ~ Apocalypse

Hmm ~Jia

Yes already accompany your husband first, later if he knows you chat I can misunderstand him ~Wahyu

Okay ~Jia

Like an ABG who just fell in love, Jia's heart seemed happy with just a simple sentence. Jia begins to compare the nature of Revelation and Alex that seems very different. The feeling of not being afraid of loss began to be embedded in Jia's heart.

Is it wrong for Jia to feel that way? Which woman will not move to another heart if another man is more attentive and can fill the emptiness of his heart during this time?

Who said wrong comment in the comments column.

TBC....