THE DESTRUCTION OF LOYALTY
ADMITTING MISTAKES

The day passed by not feeling six months had the forbidden relationship between Jia and Revelation running. Although only establish an online relationship without meeting, but make both equally happy. Both are aware of each other's position, for that one of them never demands for this relationship.

Tonight Alex came home from out of town, finished bathing he approached Jia who was sitting leaning on the head board while playing his phone. More precisely typing a new chapter in his novel. Jia only glanced at Alex at a glance after which he returned focus to his cellphone screen, suddenly Alex embraced Jia with affection. Jia knows what Alex wants right now. Because it is usual after returning from out of town, Alex's desire continues to burn for several days.

" Jia." Alex sucked his face into the recess of Jia's neck to make Jia's body crumble because of Alex's breath that hit his neck.

" Hm." Mumbled Jia.

" I want you." Said Alex.

As Jia had previously thought. Jia is eager to refuse him but isn't serving Alex still her duty?

Actually Jia was really upset, his passion for Alex is no longer there because it has been replaced by Revelation. But he nodded his head so that Alex did not suspect if he had no taste for him.

Without waiting for Jia's reply, Alex pushed Jia's body slowly. He overstretched Jia's body as he continued to look at her. Jia closed her eyes as Alex gently stroked her cheek. Suddenly the shadow of Revelation appeared in his mind. Jia tries to remove the shadow but the more Alex approaches it the clearer the shadow of Revelation dominates his mind.

" Oh my God, what am I thinking right now? Alex touched me, but why is there a shadow of Revelation? Oh God.. Would I be guilty if I were like this? " Batin Jia was really crying. He is at war with his own mind.

Alex is busy with his activities, he sips Jia's neck making some ownership stamps there. Jia closed her eyes restraining the turmoil in her heart. Arrive arrive...

" I'm sorry I can't." Alex was really surprised by Jia's words. The desire that had originally peaked suddenly disappeared for a moment. He looked at Jia with a probing look.

" Why Jia?" Ask Alex.

Jia...

Jia smiled wryly hearing Alex say his name. Jia had never heard the word affection coming out of Alex's lips.

Alex descends from Jia's body, Jia again sits on the edge of the bed hanging both her legs.

" Say Jia! Why are you rejecting me?" Alex asked who was sitting behind Jia.

Jia could only shut up, he did not know what to answer. If he answers the truth, he's afraid Alex will get hurt. Not only Alex, the one Jia thinks about is Valle. How would Valle feel if she knew that her mother loved another man? How would Valle feel if her relationship with Alex could not be saved? What would be Valle's fate if he and Alex could not be together again?

Various questions were lodged inside Jia's head. Being late? It was indeed too late if Jia thought about that now. But he does not regret his love for Revelation because it is a gift. At least he can feel happy even for a moment.

" Jia why are you quiet?" Alex pulls Jia's arm making Jia look at him.

" Is it because you have another man?" Investigate Alex.

" Yes."

Jedeurrrr.....

Like in a lightning strike in broad daylight, Alex's body really feels stiff can not be moved. His tongue feels ugly. How could the wife he had loved all this time betray him?

Alex got off the bed, he stood in front of Jia while looking at her sharply.

" How did this happen, Jia? I know I have a lot of flaws. But all this time I've never betrayed you, I've always kept our love until this second Jia. Why are you looking for my flaws and covering them with the advantages of other men? Why Jia?" Alex shook both of Jia's shoulders.

" I'm sorry!" That was all Jia could say.

Alex pulls her hair rough. He did not understand Jia's attitude at all.

Alex vented his anger at that innocent thing. Which husband wouldn't be upset to hear his wife has another man in her life? Which husband will accept all of this? Likewise with Alexia really feel angry and disappointed with Jia.

" Why Jia???" Shouted Alex staring fiercely at Jia.

" You ignored me too much all this time, Mas, you're just busy working. When I need support, you're not there. When I need a backrest, you're not there either. And when I need comfort, you just give me pressure. Then what should I do when a man gives me his attention? In the moment that man was always there for me, and in the moment that man has made me feel good about being with him. I have to how Mas?" Jia looked at Alex. No tears just fell on her cheeks.

Actually Jia did not have the heart to hurt Alex like this, but if he did not say it now then Alex would be even more hurt if he found out from others. Because as smart as hiding the carcass, it will definitely smell too.

Degs...

Alex's heart stopped beating. Is it true that he does not care about Jia until Jia feels all that?

" I feel miserable with all your attitude. You always blame me in everything, you've always held me in check all this time, you never even gave your nudity to me. Hix... I feel alone. I feel like I have no friends to share with. My heart aches when it gets treated like that from you."

" But he... He was present treating this pain, he was present giving me spirit, he was present giving me strength in the face of all this. At first I resisted this feeling, but the more I rejected it the more I felt for her." Jia is heartbreaking for Alex.

" I'm sorry Jia, I'm sorry if all my life with me turns out you're unhappy. All this time I felt like a responsible husband to my family. All this time I thought I was giving my best to you. But I was wrong, and I couldn't recognize my own wife. I can't see your sadness. I don't know if my attitude all this time made you suffer Jia. I'm sorry!" Alex cupped Jia's face.

" It's not just you who's wrong, but me too. We just can't understand each other. Nor can I express my heart to you because of the lack of courage in my heart. I'm sorry for you." Jia.

Grep...

Alex pulls Jia into his arms. There is no comfort in it anymore. There was only a bland taste that permeated into Jia's day.

" Hix... " The two equally sobbed regretting their actions and behavior.

After feeling lightened, Alex took off his embrace. He wiped the tears flowing down Jia's cheek.

" Say! Who is Jia? Who is the man who made you turn away from me!" Alex said, issuing his word.

" You don't need to know who that man is Mas, which is clear now my heart is no longer yours." I don't know where the courage Jia could say that line.

" Why can't I know? Do you intend to end it?" Alex's question made Jia surprised. He looked at Alex and vice versa.

" I'll forgive you if you want to end your relationship with him. Don't think about me! But think about Valle! She would have been hurt so much if she knew her mother had a relationship with another man. Especially until we part Jia, I beg you! Don't rule Valle for both of us." Alex holds Jia's hand.

Jia is feeling indecisive at the moment, she does intend to end her relationship with Revelation. But he did not expect Alex's response would be like this. She felt very guilty about her husband.

" Why are you paying attention like this right now, Mom? Why haven't you been like this before? Why did you do it after I moved to another heart? Did you intentionally make me feel guilty?" Instead of answering, Jia asked back.

" I'm sorry if this is too late for you Jia, from now on I will change my attitude a little so that I become perfect in your eyes. I don't want you to be with another man besides me Jia. I beg! Don't leave me!" Said Alex.

" Oh my God, what should I do? I'd rather Mas Alex scold me than beg like this. I wanted to stay with him but this heart rejected him, I have to how about Rob?"

Well loh... Won't you be confused if you are Jia? What do you want to continue breaking up?

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