The Enchantment of the Primadona
PSP 45: About Feelings

What Dona had in mind about the figure of an old man named Herbowo was in fact wrong. Dona, who from his previous life, thought that the man named Herbowo was a bad person, causing him to die, the fact is that the real person wants to save himself from the crimes committed by his parents.

The most painful fact that Dona knows next is that her parents in her previous life were not her biological parents. Dona is an adopted child who was taken from an orphanage.

All these facts were eventually known to Dona because he met Opa Herbowo directly after lunch with Gilang. At first Dona did not immediately believe it, he still thought that Opa Herbowo was lying to him. However, when Opa Herbowo showed evidence in the form of photographs of the youth of Opa Herbowo with the two adoptive parents Dona in the past. In addition, Opa Herbowo also showed other evidence in the form of accounts payable of Pak Wijaya, the Papa raised Dona against the mafia.

Dona looked down he really did not think that the reality was completely inversely proportional to what he believed.

"Oh yeah that makes Opa was surprised, Dona who used to be a child from an orphanage. Then how can she be your aunt?" Ask Opa Herbowo.

Dona fell silent, never thinking that Opa Herbowo would ask that.

'What do I have to answer?'

"Pak Wijaya and his wife also have no relatives. So, you're this....."

"Tante Dona and my mother were best friends. So it's like a brother. That's why my mom named me Dona because my mom always remembers Aunt Dona." Dona tried to lie as much as she could.

Opa Herbowo stared fixedly at Dona. The old man seemed to be in disbelief at what Dona said. He felt that Dona was hiding something.

"Oh yeah, Opa knows not the address of the orphanage where Aunt Dona was adopted?"

"If that Opa knows less. But as I recall Opa the orphanage was in the S city area, only from what Mr. Wijaya said in the past, the home had moved because the place of the establishment of the building of the home was a land of dispute. After that Opa doesn't know anything else."

Dona took a long breath.

'Been already. Maybe this is why God gave me a second life. So I can feel what it's like to have a biological parent who loves me completely.'

"Are you okay?" Tanya Gilang who faithfully sat beside Dona heard the talk of the girl he loved was with the Opa.

Dona just smiled. After that he left home and was escorted by Gilang followed by a bodyguard who carried Dona's motorbike behind a car driven by Gilang.

Along the way, Dona can only be pensive. To see everything that has happened to him. Remembering every incident in his past since he was a child until the accident happened. The fact that he was not the biological child of Mr. Wijaya made him realize that it was appropriate that the two parents did not love him since childhood. His life is guaranteed by luxury, but in fact luxury is obtained by way of debt.

Dona's memory goes back to the jewelry she sold for her life in the present. Jewelry given by the Oma, the parents of Mr. Wijaya. The old woman who had always been gentle with Dona since childhood. The old woman who was always there when Dona was sad.

'Oma certainly knows that I'm not their real child.'

Dona arrived home, he immediately scattered in the arms of Bu Nir. While Mr. Edi can only look at Dona full of astonishment. After hugging Bu Nir, Dona switched to hug Mr. Edi. He hugged Edi so tightly as if he did not want to let go.

"Why Nak?" Tanya Bu Nir stroked Dona's head.

"It's okay. Dona just wants to hug." Reply Dona smiled.

After driving Dona home, Gilang immediately said goodbye without greeting Mr. Edi or Bu Nir first. He still has other important business.

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Two weeks later, Ayu and Billy's wedding was held after Billy's parents returned from abroad. The wedding ceremony was simple, only attended by family and close relatives including friends Ayu and Billy.

Dona, Gilang and Aditya sit side by side, the three attend the wedding process of Ayu and Billy with the white decoration. Ayu and Billy were previously married religiously. This time the two repeated their marriage procession to be legalized by the state.

Dona's tears trickled when she saw Ayu doing a sungkeman procession on both parents with sobbing.

"Ssshhhh don't have to be moved by that, the marriage is Ayu not us." Biik Gilang's.

Aditya shook his head while giving the handkerchief he took from his pants pocket to Dona.

"Awas your make up faded when crying." Goda Aditya's.

"Thank you." Dona.

Gilang became arrogant because he saw Dona who chose to smile towards Aditya. While Aditya refocused on his phone screen, which showed the face of Raka who was making a video call with him since.

"Where is our Primadona? I want to see her face crying. What's the nose of a kempis?" Raka.

Dona grabs Aditya's phone and points it at his face.

"What are you talking about?" Dona. "Let's cry like this my nose stays pointed. I'm still pretty."

Raka was heard laughing, Gilang suddenly close his head with Dona's head.

"But you have to go home when I'm married to Dona." Silang.

"Lo wants to marry Dona? I thought Dona was married to Adit."

Hearing Raka's words, Gilang's countenance turned sour.

"Hahaha, I have no thoughts of marriage yet. Maybe you're first Ka." Reply Dona.

"If I had." Aditya Sahut. "As long as my Dona is ready." Connect Aditya while pointing his face at his phone.

"Hahahaha, I support you Dit. As long as the yellow janur hasn't curved, you can still grab Dona's heart." Raka.

"Damn." Gilang Umpat. "What kind of friend are you two."

"Friend eat friend." Reply Raka was accompanied by a crisp laugh.

Ayu and Billy's wedding is finally over. Dona tells Billy to always take care of Ayu because after this Ayu will start living in Billy's house.

"Bill, all I know is that Ayu has always been spoiled by her parents. I'm not asking you to keep Ayu as her parents did. Because as a wife Ayu can not be spoiled. But, I just ask you to take good care of him. Love him, never hurt him."

"Douh Don, you're like Mama Ayu. Even your message is longer than what my in-laws say." Billy Protest. "You just calm down. I will always love Ayu and take good care of her."

Ayu hugged Dona tightly. With his new status, Ayu certainly can not be free as usual to meet with Dona. It made his heart a little sad. However, despite that, he was happy because his fear of the blessing of Billy's parents finally disappeared with the marriage that had been done. In fact, Billy's parents want to accept him as their daughter-in-law.

"Blessed..." Dona said to Ayu.

"I will also continue to pray for your happiness. May you have the best man who will be your life partner." Reply Ayu.

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Day after day goes by changing to week to week to month to month. Three months have passed since Ayu's marriage, she decided to take a break from college because she focused on her pregnancy. While Billy still continues his studies while working to become a businessman.

Dona's life goes well, as well as her romance and friendship. His days are always decorated by two men who both love him, Gilang and Aditya. Dona does love Gilang, but it cannot be denied that she feels comfortable with Aditya. Even he himself sometimes feels jealous when he sees Aditya close to other women.

As it is today. Aditya was sitting next to a woman in the campus cafeteria. Both of them seemed to be discussing something important. Dona, who has just left class, finds Aditya in her class and finds none. Dona tried to contact Aditya but his phone could not be reached.

"Where is the child." Said Dona as she continued walking through the campus hallway.

"Hi, sorry to bother. You guys seen Aditya?" Ask Dona.

"If I'm not mistaken, I saw him again in the cafeteria with Gladys."

"Oh that. Okay, thanks ya." Dona then walked away.

'The 'Gladys? Who huh?' thought Dona.

Dona arrives at the cafeteria, where she sees Aditya laughing with a woman who is seen holding Aditya's cell phone. From afar, Dona already knew that the phone held by the woman was Aditya's because the case of the phone is metallic blue is a gift from Dona.

For some reason, Dona felt a pain in her chest. Dona wants to go and not get close to Aditya. However, his heart was different from what his body was doing. Dona walked closer to Aditya's seat. He stood right in front of Aditya's table with a look that looked like a girl who found her lover was having an affair with another woman.

Aditya looked at Dona, and his laughter stopped. The woman next to him stopped laughing and looked at Dona.

"Don....."

"Oh, so this is the reason why you haven't been active I called from earlier. From now on I mutter-muter nyariin you, not yearya you're dating." Dona felt her tears about to come out, she immediately raised her head trying to hold back her tears. "Welcome to Dit." Dona said and left Aditya.

Dona ran to the parking lot and sat on the bike. The tears she had been trying to hold back since just fell. He quickly put on his helmet and covered his face and then ran his bike out of the campus hoping that no one would see him crying. From a distance Aditya kept shouting calling out his name. Dona who did not hear continued to push his motorbike away from the campus.

"Eye, why are you crying anyway." Dona. "Hi! Why you should feel pain too. Aditya that's not your girlfriend, he's just a friend no more. Your boyfriend is Gilang. Why are you even sad to see Aditya with another girl." Dona continued to grumble along the way with her tears still flowing.

Dona was surprised by the figure of Aditya who stopped him by overtaking Dona and blocking the pace of Dona's motorbike. Almost the second motor is in contact if Dona does not immediately brake suddenly.

"What the hell are you?" Shouted Dona annoyed.

Aditya got off the bike and approached Dona.

"You're the one who's just playing away." Aditya yells and tries to open the glass helmet Dona's face cover.

Dona holds Aditya's hand so as not to open it. He did not want Aditya to see himself crying. However, Aditya finally manages to open Dona's helmet glass. Aditya was pensive, he saw Dona's eyes and nose blushing like she had just cried. Even in Dona's eyes there are still tears still standing.

"Let's follow me." Pinta Aditya riding his bike again. "Well, if you don't come. I swear you won't be married for life." Continue Aditya while turning on the engine of the motor.

The two arrived at a park not so far from where they had stopped earlier. Dona sits on a park bench, while Aditya is away buying drinks at a mini market that is located right opposite the park. Soon Aditya returned with two bottles of drink, a large bar of chocolate and a small pack of tissue.

"It's for you." Aditya puts it all on Dona.

Dona could only stand still, he received a bottle of Aditya's proffered drink and drank it with a straight forward view.

"Now obviously with me, why did you run away?" Ask Aditya after Dona finished drinking the water.

"I don't know." Dona's reply was brief.

"Don't know how to try? Then, why are you crying?"

"Don't know." Reply Dona again.

Aditya took a long breath.

"Don, I'm the same Gladys has nothing to do. We only discussed the tasks given by the lecturer. The problem of my cell phone that is not active may be because the network in the cafeteria is ugly again. I'm anyway....."

"Whether you're clear it's all to me." Cut Dona.

"Because I thought...."

"I don't care, you want a cake deck, a cake courtship, or even marriage with that Gladys guy. I just don't like it because I have to be tired of going around your nose and never know you're laughing with your dream girl again."

Aditya looked at Dona's face from the side. Dona had spoken from the beginning without looking at Aditya. Aditya smiled too.

"Are you jealous?"

Dona stares at Aditya sharply.

"Who is jealous? If you want to be close to anyone, I don't care. Obviously I just don't like it...."

"Ooh. Yes, if so I accept his love Gladys. He repeatedly said he liked it the same. It's just me...."

"Yes, just accept it. There go... Why are you still here. Go to your Gladys." Shouted Dona pushing Aditya's body.

Aditya got up from his seat and walked slowly. Just a few steps Aditya walked, Dona's tears back pouring.

"Fucking tears." Dona Umbat.

From behind, Aditya hugged Dona. The shocked Dona could only sculpt.

"Other in the mouth, another in the heart." Aditya Ejek.

Dona cries again, Aditya sits next to her and holds Dona in her chest. Dona sobbed, she occasionally hit Aditya's chest.

"I'm sorry. I'm a selfish person. Though I have been dating Gilang and we both just suhabatan. But I don't know why I don't want to see you with other people. I'm really selfish Dit. Sorry." Issue Dona.

Aditya smiles and kisses Dona's head. Dona who felt her head being kissed froze.

"Don, I love you. I told you from the beginning, I just love you. Although I know your heart is already owned by Gilang, but I never want to retreat to fight for my love. I never vilified Gilang in your eyes just to get your heart. I can only give my attention and love through our friendship status."

"I know." Reply Dona. "But Dit, I was confused by my own feelings. Honestly, I love you. But I also love Gilang. I'm....."

"Don, by being your best friend, I am happy. Especially now that I hear the word dear from you it has made me more like floating in the air Don."

Dona pinches Aditya's stomach.

"Aawww... I'm serious." Aditya grimacing. "Although, you don't have to feel bad about me. We remain in office and you can remain a dating status with Gilang. Let the time that answers in the end you will choose to dock with whom." Aditya.

"But Dit, it's not fair to you."

"Everything is fair in war and love." Aditya pinches Dona's nose.

"What the hell!"

Aditya hugged Dona tightly. He just wants to show Dona, even though he is only a friend he will show how much he loves Dona as sincerely without having to force the feelings of Dona.

'Dit, swear to God. You're the coolest guy I've ever known.'

Seriate......