The Enchantment of the Primadona
PSP 50: Feeling Guilty

In the afternoon, Dona was getting ready to leave the house. He had changed clothes by wearing a white t-shirt with black boxes shirt exterior buttons left open and combined with dark blue jeans. Dona stepped out of the house saying goodbye to her parents.

"Where are you going?" Ask Ms. Nir. "So he said he was going to lie down?"

"Izin yes Sir, Ma'am. Going out to lunch with Aditya." Dona.

A motorbike with riders wearing ojol jackets stopped in front of the store.

"Tuh, an invitation came. I'm walking, sir, Mom." Dona said to both her parents.

"Don't bring a motor?" Shouted Mr. Edi when Dona had walked out.

"Sir Sir. Males again."

"Yes, be careful."

Dona nodded and the motorcycle drove away from the front of the store. After 20 minutes, Dona finally arrived in front of a restaurant that turned out to be so luxurious.

"Not wrong with this?" Dona asked herself while looking at the address of the location Aditya had sent.

"This is real." Dona then gives the fare to the bully who then leaves Dona. "Where is it?"

Just as Dona said, Aditya was already standing behind him.

"Hey." Sapa Adit who poked Dona's back.

"Goddessa..... Yes, make me hang."

Aditya laughs and invites Dona into the restaurant.

"You didn't choose the wrong restaurant, did you?"

Aditya.

"Play lunch at a fancy restaurant and it's certainly expensive like this."

"It's a special day."

"Special? Is it your birthday? Don't you. Neither is my birthday."

"Our anniversary has been together for 3 years."

"Well!" Dona is confused.

In confusion, Aditya invites Dona to sit down.

"Today, exactly 3 years I know you. Remember the first day we met when you were late for school and couldn't attend the ceremony?" Dona nodded immediately. "Since that day I've been interested in you."

Dona's cheeks flushed red, it felt like Aditya was expressing feelings to her. After a while, the food menu began to be available on the table. There are several types of seafood and meat that are all still raw. A set of combustion devices was in front of the two.

"Where? Do you like the concept of this restaurant?" Ask Aditya who answered Dona's nod of the head.

Both began to put various types of meat and seafood into the combustion device. Dona really enjoyed her lunch this time.

"Cobain, here. This shrimp tastes really mantep and seger," said Aditya while taking a piece of shrimp and put it on Dona's plate.

"It's really good." Speak Dona with a mouth that is slightly smudged because of the sauce that melts.

Aditya laughed and took a tissue and rubbed the corner of Dona's lips. Dona smiled awkwardly then picked up the tissue Aditya was holding.

The table that has two incendiary devices on the right and left makes Dona in the middle. Dona eats more than helps Aditya to burn the meat, because Aditya himself is very dexterous to burn the meat and move it to Dona's plate.

"You want some more squid or chicken?" Ask Aditya again.

Dona shook her head, she liked meat and shrimp more than squid and chicken.

"Night you slept well?" ask again.

"Yes." Yeah." Dona replied briefly.

"Good, continue now can you tell me what problems you faced yesterday?" Ask Aditya again.

"I don't want to talk about it anymore" Dit."

The two were silent for a while, before Aditya finally stood up and left.

The huft!

Soon, Aditya returns with a chocolate drink and puts it in front of Dona.

"Make me?"

"Who else did it to. Who knows, after drinking, your mood will be cheerful again." Aditya.

The two throw a smile at each other until the smile of Dona's lips finally disappeared when his eyes caught the figure of Gilang who was walking along with his Mama accompanied by a beautiful woman who struggled spoiled in his arms.

Aditya who saw Dona dumbstruck came to see where Dona was looking at someone. It seemed Gilang was sitting at a table not far from where the two were sitting.

"That's Gilang, right?" Aditya said spontaneously. "Who is he?"

The woman who was sitting next to Gilang looked so spoiled at him. However, from the look of Gilang's face it was clear that he did not like the situation that was happening to him at this time.

Dona's appetite is gone, she feels very upset.

"Jealous?" Ask Aditya.

"Not that."

"Keep."

"Don't know why every time I see her mom I get upset with myself.

"Why is that?"

"The whole story."

"I'm ready to be a good listener."

"Udah ah, go yuk. It's not fun here."

"Geez, have ordered this much food continues not to be consumed. You also ate two pieces of meat. Time to go home. You're really jealous, right?" Aditya Ejek.

"Not Dit."

"Yes on?"

"I'm ashamed. Yesterday I had a chance to jam Mama Gilang."

"What's? You serious?" Aditya seemed to be in disbelief.

"Why do you see me joking around?" Dona asked back.

"No really. But why did it get to that?"

Dona began to tell the chronology of the incident that happened yesterday, while continuing to chew the food in front of him. Sometimes Aditya holds a smile because he sees Dona's behavior for him which is very funny. Dona who looked annoyed told a story while continuing to chew into a sacred sight for Aditya.

"However, I don't justify the actions you did with Mama Gilang. No matter how bad he is to you, but he is still an old man. Moreover, she is the mother of your ex-boyfriend, yaaa it could be in the future she will also be your in-law."

"What the hell is that." Dona was upset.

"Hehehe yes sorry. But I want you to control your emotions next time. Don't make it...."

"Yes bauble. Yuk just went. The food is also spent, I don't want to be seen here as well as them."

"Are you really not jealous?" Goda Aditya's.

"No." Dona's reply was upset.

"Related?"

"Bawel really. Yes, yes, I am jealous. But not much, that much shame if I meet here."

Dona looked towards Gilang who was also staring at him. The evil Dona immediately turned her eyes away hoping that Gilang would not recognize her.

"Why you?" Ask Aditya who saw Dona looking down.

When Aditya was about to look back, Dona immediately restrained her chin so as not to turn around.

"Don't. Please come back now." Dona Pinta.

"Yes, come on."

After she finished paying, Dona immediately stood up and turned around, Aditya walked over to her. Donna swiftly wrapped her arm around Aditya's arm. Aditya tries to hold back the laughter from seeing Dona misbehaving. Both are walking

"I didn't expect to see Gilang here" Aditya said as the two walked side by side towards the exit.

However, Dona's steps suddenly swallowed upon hearing a loud shout from someone who called her name.

"Donaaa..... Ilove you....."

That voice, is the voice of Gilang. Dona shook her head strongly.

"Sabrina Dona Amelia, marry me....." Shouted Gilang again who ended up being the center of everyone's attention.

'No! Nah! Don't turn around just because of that voice, Dona! dona said in my heart.

"Say, what the hell are you? Shame on Mama." Mama Gilang tried to pull Gilang back to sit down.

While the woman in front of Gilang looks upset and looks for a woman whose name is called Gilang. The woman named Audy caught the figure of Dona who was still standing at the door with her back to them all.

"Donaa....." Again Gilang shouted, but Dona chose to walk quickly out of the restaurant by holding Aditya's hand.

"Dona." This time Gilang's voice sounded raucous.

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This time, Aditya brought a car, he seemed serious driving his car to drive Dona home. The car drove slowly in the middle of the afternoon jam, which in fact the workers began to go home.

With her head leaning, Dona's gaze straightened out of the car. The shadow of Gilang when calling his name just now kept ringing, but Dona did not care about it and chose to leave the restaurant without looking a bit.

Dona let out a long sigh with an ungodly feeling. He closed his eyes, he felt so heavy if he continued to be near Gilang, because he knew there was nothing more that could be done to maintain their relationship.

"The world is cramped, Don." Aditya's voice made Dona open her eyes. "When trying to get away from someone, but he is always present around us. My advice, you meet and sit together. Let him explain what needs to be explained. It's up to you to decide what." Aditya said with his eyes that continued to focus on the highway.

Dona took a long breath. "I wonder at you. Not that you said you loved me. Why even tell me to keep meeting Gilang? Shouldn't you be happy if I stay away from him. So you can...."

"Don, I'm not that kind of person. I love you and I hope you will return this feeling. But I'm sure you yourself would know better that now is not the right time for me to have your heart, let alone you just broke up from Gilang. In your heart you must be worried. Maybe as time goes on, everything will return to normal, but still, the spikes that were plucked, must have left marks there. Unless there's something new, to seal the nail. And you yourself are ready to accept the presence of the new nail to cover the old hole. And I'm sure, you'll definitely take good care of your wounds yourself, without looking for a new figure just to be an impingement. And I want you to fall in love with me at the right time, not because it's fast."

Afterwards Dona did not answer and they drifted away in silence until they finally reached home.

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Dona blinked a few times as she felt the sunlight as if piercing the eyes. His hand was trying to find any object to block the beam, but the next second he immediately regained his senses and sat down quickly.

Dona circulated a glance and glanced at the clock on the wall showing the number nine. A little laugh at the incident a moment ago, thinking hard why suddenly he was in the room and changed into clean clothes.

With a soft sneak peep Dona slowly remembered, somehow the story, because the last one remembered was getting off Aditya's car and his eyes felt heavy and slowly closed.

'What Aditya picked me up?'

Dona slowly started to get out of bed, then headed for the bathroom.

'Thou shalt I am too late.'

After taking a shower, Dona just realized there was a note from Bu Nir on the bedside table.

[So you woke up for breakfast and went to college, uh you even made a kebo sound. It was eaten with porridge as well as the medicine, yesterday you passed out when you came home with Aditya and last night your body was a bit hot. Today do not need to go to college first, I have asked Aditya to tell your campus. Your mom and dad are going to the market to get stuff. From: Your mother, the most beautiful mother in the complex.]

Dona smiled reading the writing. A rumbling stomach makes Dona open the chicken porridge and devour it quickly, while seeing some incoming WA messages, one of them from Aditya.

[Sorry, Dit Overnight overslept.] Reply Dona.

The next second Aditya called straight away.

"Would you be better off Don?" ask Aditya from across the street.

"It's still a little dizzy Dit."

"Don't be tired. Last night your mother told me you had a fever. Also yesterday you suddenly fainted when you got out of the car. Is it because you can't stand my bad breath?." Aditya tries to joke around making Dona laugh.

"Your mouth smells fish ******."

There was Aditya's laughter.

"Had breakfast? I told you about the lecturer who came to your class."

"This is breakfast again. Thanks to ya."

"Yes, if you have a lot of rest. Do not forget to take medication. I'm going to class first. I stopped by in the afternoon."

"okay."

The call ended.

Dona went back to enjoying the food while seeing another message. This time from the number.

[I love you Don. Give our relationship a chance once.].

Dona let out a long sigh, the phone back he put down, because he did not intend to reply to the message. After eating, Dona left the house to get some fresh air. When opening the door, how surprised Dona saw the figure of Gilang sitting by leaning on the terrace chair with his eyes closed.

'Since when is he here?'

Gilang's shoulders were seen rising and falling regularly, while his hands were folded on his chest. Gilang seemed to be soundly asleep. For a moment Dona watched his face that was clean from that fine fur.

'What fate is really coming at us?'

"Donaaaaaaaa ...!"

Shouts from the direction of the gate made Dona jump in shock, along with Gilang who was awakened and immediately stood up.

"Eh, Don. I overslept, huh? Sorry."

Dona only nodded faintly, then turned to the fat mothers who were shouting earlier.

His name is Bu Sukma, a neighbor three houses away from Dona's house. Mothers with the status of widows with the age of 35 years is famous for frenzy and likes to shout when coming to the house of Dona.

"Well, early in the morning diapelin, huh? Cie cie finally want to marry too," said Bu Sukma with a coquettish tone. "Be careful Don, don't be alone, said Bu Ustadzah the third demon."

"This is the third dateng" replied Dona.

"Oh, yes, yes. Means I'm a dong demon? Ish, you could have. Uh, but not what a demon. If the guy is handsome like Arya Saloka gini anyway, all day godain is also willing," said Bu Sukma as he winked at Gilang who looked confused.

'Maybe his life has not been collected perfectly.'

"Hush!" Dona nudged Bu Sukma's arm slowly.

Bu Sukma looked up, while Gilang only smiled faintly.

"What's wrong?" ask Dona to Bu Sukma.

"Ah yes, so forget the purpose here. You want to buy sugar and sugar in two packets of instant noodles, Don, make breakfast."

"Oh, budar. I'll take it, wait a minute, Miss Suk." Dona said as she walked in through the back door of the store.

"But shitty shit?"

"Kan Bu Sukma, yes abbreviated as Bu Suk." Dona.

"Looks changed names. Then I'll change her name to mine, can I not?" Said Bu Sukma pointing at Gilang.

"Udah is still aged with young leaves." Dona laughed while Gilang sat back on the porch of Dona's house.

Dona came out of the store and gave the plastic containing sugar and instant noodles to Bu Sukma.

"How much Don?"

"Fifteen thousand."

Bu Sukma gave the money to Dona and then went back to see Gilang.

"I'm Sukma, Mas, good neighbor of the best here. Masnya ... Dona's boyfriend, huh? Whose name?" suddenly he thrust his hand towards Gilang.

"Said."

"Uwuw, Mas is very handsome, make my heart immediately pause jedug. By the way, who is Dona, Mas?"

"Calon–"

"Presidential RT." Dona cut off Gilang's speech while embracing Lola's shoulder, then led her to walk towards the gate.

"Seriously our new RT chairman, Don? I have to be prepared if you want to have a RT chairman, starting from acquaintance with the RT chairman, who knows later can mother RT."

Dona laughed at the grim widow's chattering. "Oh yes."

"Later to the next mintain dong, Don."

"Make?"

"Make nyicil installed in the marriage book."

"Hadeh, learn the real makeup first. I can cover up old age." Dona Ejek.

"Salamin, yes, Don. Tell me not to miss." Bu Sukma continued to steal a glance towards Gilang.

When he was leaving, Bu Sukma first turned his head and waved at Gilang, not forgetting to do a long-distance kiss bye with him.

Dona who saw that could only laugh while shaking her head. When turning around and going back to the terrace, Dona's smile that had been expanding immediately faded. Instantly changed to wrong behavior because Gilang was paying attention to him.

"You're beautiful, Don."

Dona fell silent.

"Sorry, Don. I came here to apologize and I want to make you fall in love with me again. I'm not giving up."

Dona massaged the base of the nose many times, the head back dizzy if you remember the words Gilang before finally leaving. Gilang leaves behind two large plastics containing fruits and some foods, as well as health supplements.

'How did he know I was sick?'

It had been almost two hours that Dona was pensive in the living room while laying down her body on the long sofa with her eyes closed, but her mind was everywhere.

"Not all that broken stuff has to be thrown away, Don. There are some that can still be repaired, as well as a relationship. If there is a problem, which must be eliminated and resolved it is not the problem of the relationship" said Bu Nir when Dona told all his complaints.

Dona heard Bu Nir's words seriously.

"But there's something to be missed, Don. As powerful as anything fixing, it would definitely never be the same as it was originally. So, as much as possible do not put too much heart, because if one day the item is damaged again your heart is still intact you hold," continued Bu Nir while stroking Dona's head gently.

Dona looked at Bu Nir fixedly and hugged him tightly.

'Mom, always be healthy. I loved you.'

Seriate....