
Time seems slow to roll. The unconscious Ms. Dian immediately followed to the room where Dandy was being handled.
Bu Laras has also come to the hospital and said that Zia and Zio were entrusted to his sister, Rika.
Everyone waited for the door to open restlessly. Ms. Dian hasn't told me anything about Dandy's illness. She didn't expect that Dandy would drop on her wedding day.
Tears like Dian ma'am reluctant to recede when watching the Son is fighting death in there. While Miss Laras, she faithfully hugged Miss Dian and stroked her shoulders to channel calmness.
"Dandy will definitely be fine," said Bu Laras calming. In reality, he is the same.
While Nala, she was still loyal to the starting position, which was to sit on the floor by hugging her knees.
Not long after, the door of the room opened. All stood up and hurriedly approached the male doctor who was treating Dandy. With the exception of Nala. Seeing the doctor's face that was so moody and showed a tired look, making Nala can no longer think clearly anymore.
Will his fear be solved?
"I'm sorry," said the doctor for the first time who made Ms. Dian scream hysterically while Ms. Laras tried to calm down.
Nala closed her ears tightly as if she knew what the doctor would say next. Nala is not ready and will never be ready. Her tears flowed more and more as Nala actually heard the bad news.
"Sir Dandy came home five minutes ago. We've tried our best. However, we cannot save Mr. Dandy. The disease has become increasingly malignant to attack the brain and body resistance," said the doctor again who increasingly makes Nala unguided.
What the fuck? Why does it all feel like a dream? Nala had not noticed around anymore because her gaze was darkening and Nala fainted.
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Nala stared at the pus on the still wet mound of earth sprinkled with red and white rose petals. Her tears had not dried up since this morning.
Today, right on her happy day, today was also the worst day and a very sad day. Dandy leaves before he actually binds Nala with a sacred promise.
Ms. Dian fainted again when Dandy's body was just put in a burrow. Likewise with the Baras bu suddenly drop. All have gone home first including Nanta who must take care of his mother.
Nala is still faithful at the cemetery where Dandy is buried. Nala's condition is still like this morning, which is wearing a bride's kebaya. However, it is now very messy. Nala did not care that because her mental state was currently being shaken.
Nala stared at the frame on display above Dandy's tomb. It was a picture of Dandy who seemed to carve out his warm smile. Nala was getting sobbing in tears.
"What is this, Mom? Why is it all like a comedy? You joke but it's too much that I can't say my heart anymore. The feeling you always wanted to hear from my mouth," raved Nala who was now gathered in front of the mound of earth.
Nala repeatedly convinced herself that everything was just a dream. However, no matter how hard Nala lies, the reality is more real and haunting. Dandy was gone without saying a word. Dandy had left without even having a chance to tie Nala up.
"You should have told me about your illness. Why are you so good at hiding? Do you know, I'm so sorry," Nala said so grievously.
Nala pulled and exhaled several times to kill the tightness that was currently squeezing her chest cavity.
"I love you, Mas. I love you with all my soul and body. I know I'm late. It's even too late. Whether you hear it or not, I hope it's delivered," raced Nala again in despair.
"What about my days without you again? What about Zia and Zio? Didn't you think about them? They will ask where you are. What am I supposed to talk about?" nala asked and her hand moved to hit her chest, hoping that the tightness would lessen a little.
"They will ask where the Uncle idol went. Uncle who said he'd be his daddy. However, all of this has not happened and will never happen. Why did you leave such deep regrets, Mom? Why are you when I haven't told you my heart? I don't know what you mean." It was as if there was still something Nala wanted to say so that she would not leave.
Until someone's voice dawned on Nala that she wasn't alone. "Nala? It's late afternoon and soon it'll be evening. We'd better go home" said a voice that belonged to Reigha.
Yes, he came and took a hit for the departure of the friend. Although Reigha knew that his relationship with Dandy was not okay the last time. However, all his memories with Dandy will never be forgotten.
About how Dandy always accompanies Reigha on his downtrodden day and Dandy who has become a light to someone he loves, namely Nala and and the children.
Seeing that everyone was so lost in grief that he did not notice Nala being hit the same way, Reigha chose to accompany his ex-wife. Reigha realized, Nala was in need of someone to accompany her.
Nala looked like it. "Go home by yourself. I don't want to go home" Nala replied in a weakened voice.
Reigha sighed, also feeling the tightness of seeing Nala's current state. "Don't be like that. Dandy would be sad to see you like that. There are still Zia and Zio who need your attention" Reigha said.
Nala fell silent and wiped her tears. Nala also confirmed Reigha's remark that Dandy certainly did not want to see himself as pathetic as he is now.
Nala got up and stared once more at Dandy's navel. "I'll go home first, Mom. Tomorrow I'll come again" said Nala as if Dandy could hear her.
Nala closed her eyes with a look up at the sky that looked orange. Nala could feel the wind blowing through her face so gently. For some reason, Nala thought that the wind was Dandy who was sweeping away.
Nala cried again with lips that revealed a smile.
'You're no longer sick there, Mom. You are free from the lara that you endure during life. I love you as Dandy Atmajaya, I love you' Nala's inner heart is as sincere.
After that, Nala started to step up. Reigha let Nala walk first through the rows of mounds. In the afternoon of that day, Nala left the funeral with a feeling of tightness and pain.
The birds seemed to be flying in the air accompanying his steps and the air was blowing gently as if to calm Nala's chest that was rumbling.
Nala turned her head once more at Dandy's grave from a distance before she actually got into the car. For some reason Nala felt Dandy standing at the side of her tomb with a smile that grew perfectly.
Dandy has calmed down in nature there. In a different world and far away from it. Nala wiped away the tears and smiled full of wounds.
"I'm sure you'll be happy there. God loves you more" Nala murmured and got into the car and returned home empty.
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