
Hi Nala.
Maybe when you read this letter, I was already in a faraway realm. I deliberately prepared before I actually left, simply because I wanted to thank you.
Thank you for being a part of my life. I don't know if my time will be until the moment I'm married to you. I'm not sure because lately I've been dizzy and nosebleed a lot.
I'm sorry that I chose to go forward for my happiness before I was completely absent in this world.
I don't know if after this you will be sad and feel lost. I just hope you get up soon when you fall. I wouldn't like to see you from a different place, just cry all day.
Your life must go on until it comes to an end.
I know that you've started to have that taste. The taste I always look forward to is said from your lips.
But you never said it. If you love me, please tell me in your heart that you love me.
After that, close your eyes and feel the wind blowing through your smooth face. It's me, Nala.
Be happy and spend your long time in the world with your loved ones. Because it will soon disappear when we are gone or those who left first. All that remains is regret when we cannot make good use of time.
I love you until the end of my life.
Dandy.
Nala wiped her tears reading the mingled letter Dandy left behind. Nala held him tightly in her arms, as if the letter was a piece of Dandy.
Despite trying to stop her, her tears seemed reluctant to stop. That's right Dandy said. Only regret when we can't make good use of time. Just like Nala felt right now.
Nala regretted not listening to the advice of the readers who gave her advice.
Today, at exactly nine o'clock in the morning, Nala, Nanta, and her mother will return home from Dian's mother's residence. They will return to Bogor after staying at Dian's house for almost three days.
Luckily Zia and Zio have Reigha taking care of them. The day after Dandy died, Reigha brought Zia and Zio to come and say condolences. Although both of them do not really understand, their presence is able to comfort Dian who is in a period of mourning.
They've put stuff in the car. Bu Dian was already standing near the three.
"We go home first. If you need something or a friend to tell you, just come to me. I'm ready to accept" said Ms. Laras while hugging the warm Dian mom.
"certain. Thank you for helping me a lot and accompanying me," replied Bu Dian whose eyes began to glaze over.
"Don't daydream too much. Try a lot of activities not to dissolve. Sad may be, as long as not excessive," said bu Laras issued his advice.
Bu Dian nodded. Now it is Nala's turn to say goodbye. "Tante—" Nala immediately hugged Dian bu by spilling her tears again.
Nala still can't believe it. It all happened so quickly that it was a dream during the day. Mama Dian finally cried. In addition to her, Nala has also lost Dandy who will soon become her husband. But all of that never happened.
Nanta who saw that immediately turned around and rubbed his eyes wet. Mum Baras did the same. They both know that Dandy's departure is still difficult to understand.
After quite a while in the embrace, Nala let go slowly. His hand moved to hold Dian's fingers.
"Aunty if you feel lonely can ask me and the children to come. I will definitely take the time so that Auntie does not need to feel lonely," said Nala Berushs commenting on the smile.
Bu Dian nodded then stroked Nala's hair gently. "certain. Thank you for accompanying Aunty," said Miss Dian then her gaze turned to Nanta and Miss Laras.
After the farewell session was over, Nanta drove his car across the street.
Before actually returning, they picked up Zia and Zio first who are currently still at the house of Prabu and Nilam.
Zia and Zio were so happy when almost two nights of sleeping in Oma and Opanya's house. Moreover, they said that Reigha accompanied the two to sleep.
Not long after, the car stopped in front of the large house owned by Reigha's parents. Only ma'am Laras came down to call his two grandchildren.
Nala and Nanta chose to stay in the car. Nanta reasoned that he wanted to keep his new car. As for Nala, the reason was clear to avoid Reigha.
Perhaps, yesterday Nala did not care much when Reigha accompanied her in Dandy's tomb. Because it was in a mess at the time.
Not long after, the figures of Zia and Zio finally appeared guided by Bu Laras. Nala smiled looking at her two children and then took the initiative to open the door.
"Mommy!" zia and Zio were almost at the same time. Nala smiled and got out of the car and hugged her two children.
"Mommy! Oma says if we're gonna pay a visit to Dandy's new uncle's house? Is that true?" ask Zio antuasias.
"Yes, that's right. Mommy will take you to visit Dandy's new uncle's house." There was a tightness that suddenly returned to attack the chest cavity when Nala mentioned the name of the man who was now in her heart.
"Yeah! I can't wait to be carried," Zia exclaimed.
Nala was suddenly gloomy and immediately told the children to come in.
Bu Laras held Nala's wrist as her son was about to enter.
"Are you sure to take them to Dandy's tomb?" ask ma'am Laras to make sure. Because, while at the house of Dian, Zia and Zio like confusion.
They both do not know what life and death are.
Nala smiled. "I'm sure, Mom. Sooner or later they will realize it" Nala replied in a low tone.
Bu Laras nodded resignedly then rushed to turn half the body of the car to be able to sit in the seat beside the steering wheel.
When Nala was about to close the car glass, from ten meters away Nala could see the existence of Reigha who was now standing staring at him.
The eyes of the two met but it did not last long as Zia and Zio's voice resuscitated the two.
"Daddy! Let's go home first! Daddy's going home tomorrow, huh?" zia shouted as she waved her hand, understanding that her father was taking her home.
Zio did the same. Reigha who was not far from there, waved and commented a smile.
Simultaneously, Nanta started the car engine and drove it. Nala closed the glass and no longer looked.
And it managed to make Reigha feel neglected again. Reigha sighed harshly, understanding Nala's still cold attitude towards her.
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