
It has been almost two weeks since Reigha disappeared from the presence of a loved one and his children. Honestly, Reigha couldn't stay far away for too long like this. But what can I do? This is all at Nala's request.
Reigha couldn't force it if someone he loved didn't want to see his face anymore. Reigha is now a quiet and talkative figure. Her heart froze from the pain she felt last time before leaving Nala.
The pain of his love is no longer reciprocated, the pain of someone loved has now hated him. Reigha could not if he had to be the number one of the hated people.
Geck. Geck. Geck.
Reigha's daydreams were blown away when the door of his room was knocked. "Now?" reigha's words were firm and cold.
"Excuse me, Sir. I want to submit the file you asked for" said a man who is one of the staff at Cakrawala company.
Reigha nodded without a word. The man breezed in and handed over his analysis file. When Reigha began to check, the data was less than appropriate. That made Reigha very upset.
"Check again. The data is not correct yet" Reigha said flatly as he threw the file onto the table. His face revealed a cruel aura with a unsheathed look.
"Ba-well, P-Pak," the man replied.
After his staff left, Reigha returned to work on his duties that are still piling up. He tried as much as possible to concern himself with work so that there would be no time for Reigha to think about the children and Nala.
Rolling time. The clock has shown seven o'clock at night past thirty minutes. Reigha came out of his room to go home.
However, Reigha was suddenly startled by the secretary he had chosen, still at his desk.
"Mother is going home?" asked the Secretary who was none other than a beautiful girl whose age had just stepped on the number twenty.
"It." Reigha answered him briefly and left his secretary. However, the yelling of the girl managed to stop Reigha's steps.
"Sir! Please wait for me, sir. I was afraid to get off the elevator alone!" it was the girl who made Reigha grunt slowly.
'Basic boy!' grouse Reigha in heart.
"Quick! Or I'll stay!" answer Reigha ketus.
The girl named Anjani rushed to pack all the belongings and attach a sash of bag on her shoulder. "Already, sir," said Anjani who immediately made Reigha again step ahead of Anjani.
When they were in the elevator, they were silent because Reigha was not interested in saying a word. One thing that makes Reigha interested is the ex-wife who unfortunately, no longer has the same taste.
I don't know if Reigha's guess is right or wrong. Whether Nala still has the rest of the flavor but tries to brush it off or indeed there is nothing left.
All the way down the floor, Reigha knew that the girl beside him was watching him. Evidently when Reigha turned his head, Anjani tsmaok was surprised as if he was being considered wet.
"Don't look at me like that. I don't like it," Reigha recalled flatly.
Anjani swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. The boss was very sniffy and creepy. The process down the floor felt longer than usual.
Once at the bottom floor, Reigha immediately passed leaving Anjani. He got into the car and the sudsh no longer think of Anjani who is currently confused about what vehicle to go home.
Arriving at home, Reigha was immediately greeted by the mother. Reigha smiled faintly and shook his hand.
"Why come home again tonight? Isn't your job done since five o'clock this afternoon?" cecar bu Nilam is not out of thought.
Reigha just smiled. "I went to the room first, Ma," said Reigha without bothering to answer the question. Reigha certainly understood where his mother's talk was so that his father chose a female secretary as a partner of Reigha's work.
Miss Nilam only sighed harshly looking at Reigha who was now so closed.
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The Bu Larasati residence.
"Mommy! Zia misses Daddy. Why now Daddy never picks us up?" zia asked as she went into her room to sleep.
Nala, who had reached the exit, was forced to stop and turn around to look at the Princess. "Kan Mommy told you that your Daddy was working. When the work is done, Daddy will come" answered Nala, who even doubted the truth.
"But why did Daddy never stay with us? Isn't that weird? Other children will usually live with their father and mother. Why do we just stay with Mommy?" Now it was Zio's turn to speak.
Nala was stunned, her eyes blinked several times to find the right answer to be easily understood by the child who was almost four years old.
Nala chose to go back and sit on the chair that was located between Zia and Zio's bed.
"Whose other son does Zio mean?" tanya Nala tried to review the smile.
"That's the girl who lives in front of our house. His father and mother always accompanied the boy to play. Why do Mommy and Daddy take turns? You should play with us without having to take turns" explained Zio at length.
Nala was sour. His son was getting smarter and more sensitive to the things around him.
"You guys go to sleep first? You want to come with Mommy to Jakarta again, right?" tawar Nala tried to divert the conversation.
Nala's efforts succeeded because now Zia and Zio seemed enthusiastic to respond. "You!" answer them both almost simultaneously.
Nala smiled and moved out of her chair. He again kissed Zia and Zio's forehead alternately. "It has. You guys sleep first so that tomorrow does not bad luck. Mommy has to leave in the morning because the show will be held during the day. If you want to come, hurry to sleep," said Nala who was immediately carried out by her two children.
After Zia and Zio closed their eyes, Nala opted out of the room. He went to his own room to sleep.
After closing the door and locking it, Nala stood in front of the large mirror in her room. Nala looked at her own face then sighed tiredly. "It seems like it will be hard to separate the children from her father," monologue Nala as she stared at her reflection in the mirror.
"But I can what? I just want to be selfish. I want to live every life I'm living. Twice losing made me so scared to be in a relationship" she said.
Huuf..
Nala exhaled a rough breath. "For the love that we have ever released, of course there are some wounds that will certainly be imprinted. Either because of the separation done unilaterally or because there is a sense that is still trapped. Everything must have made smeksin's heart feel tight."
"The wound was not bleeding. But the pain still makes us weak."
"Weak makes us aimless. Weakness that leaves us hopeless. To the weak that makes us ungodly."
Nala is monologuing with herself. He often does this to calm himself. Because of every pain that is present, only the self can treat.
"For you, Dandy, thank you for coming and going with such strong waves. The best prayer for you is forging me to be stronger" Nala said with a big heart.
He was sincere and wished Dandy to be calm there. Nala wanted to make peace with herself so that her life would also be peaceful.
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