The Former Cassanova
Pathetic

"If you think a lot, can you?” Deka brought her face closer to Ririn.

Ririn swallowed saliva to neutralize her nervousness. Deka's attitude that stared fixedly at his face no doubt made his heart beat with a hammer. His blood rippled warmly through the entire body.

Although this is not her first marriage. However, this kind of feeling was a first for him. Really am.

Her marriage to Jefri used to be a hellhole to Ririn. Jefri often tortured him before having a husband and wife relationship. Relationships that should be worth worship become a disaster of his life.

Sadomasochism is the perversion that Jefri experienced. Sek*sual activity involving torture on his partner. Lucky before long he lived with the man ‘sakit’, because Jefri often enter bui.

He never intended to not build a household again because of trauma. However, it also finally collapsed when the handsome, charming, beautiful, not panuan, not kadasan and not kelapan and charming man really wanted to marry her.

Like a Cinderella proposed by the Prince. He felt flattered, like being lifted up high up to a collection of stars.

Maybe it was his life destiny. Suffering at his first marriage used to be a beautiful reply to his second marriage now with Deka.

May this wedding be filled with beauty, happiness and blessings. So his hope is in the heart.

The distance between the two is getting closer. Deka's warm breath hit her face. The smell of mint from Deka's mouth is inhaled by her sense of smell. Maybe the man who has now become his priest just brushed his teeth or ate candy. How thought. Because he knew Deka didn't smoke.

Deka looked up at her face and gently kissed Ririn's forehead.

“Sleep, yuk!” bring Deka. “Today you must be tired. Tomorrow will be even more exhausting. Tomorrow we leave for Jakarta for the reception,” he said later.

Ririn gave a small nod as she stared fixedly at Deka's eyeballs to look for something there. This was not really as expected. Just a kiss on the forehead that Deka gave. What was? Inner wonders.

“Yuk, sleep!” bring Deka again.

Ririn spread her body, and so did Deka. They lay facing each other. Throwing each other smiles.

Deka gently rubbed Ririn's cheek with her thumb. “I'm sorry yes,” he said softly.

“No apologies for this beautiful night.” Ririn clasped Deka's hand which was rubbing her cheek.

I think Deka just wanted to cry. The beautiful night was not beautiful because of the problem. Do not do the duty as husband and wife. Kissing*man lips he did not dare.

The HIV virus has not been shown to be transmitted by saliva. But he didn't want to take the risk. If one of them is thrush, of course, it has the potential to transmit.

According to what he read, HIV transmission can occur if kissing activity causes injury to the lip area or oral cavity resulting in the presence of open blood vessels.

Oh, that's so sad. Inner Deka was crying.

“Udah night. Sleep, Honey. And don't forget to pray,” Deka said while carving a smile. Sad smile.

Deka drowned Ririn's face into his chest so that his wife could not catch the sadness that might radiate from the look in his eyes.

While Ririn, her heart was guessing what happened to Deka? Seen from the look in his eyes, the man who has now become her husband is harboring a problem.

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Unique guarantee with the theme of Doraemon is the center of attention of guests. Some guests even deliberately take selfies to capture it and upload it to their social media accounts.

The guests who attended were Deka's friends at school and college, as well as business partners. What is special is that Deka invites hundreds of orphans to share their happiness together.

The execution time is divided into two sessions. Afternoon is for his orphaned children, while the evening is for general invited guests.

“Hahaha, he said ex to sea aja. Uh, now being held here,” led Deka by whispering in Fery's ear, when her best friend went up to the stage to greet her and Ririn.

Fery came with his ex-wife. The ex-husband and wife appeared compact wearing a couple fashion.

Bugs ...

Fery punched Deka's arm slowly. “Don't sneak!”

“Rin, know this Fera,” said Fery introduced his ex-wife.

Ririn shines a light on Fera. Both of them shook hands warmly.

“Fery and Fera if you have a son his name is Fermen,” joked Deka. Ririn laughed in response to Deka's joke.

“Fer, you go down first. I want to give advice first to Brobos about how to form a family that is sadinah mawaddah warahmah,”, Fery told Fera.

“My time if you are horrified from lo! You alone are only a corn. That's what marriage khilaf men ngerjain KUA,” kelakar Deka after Fera down.

“But look, dong! My relationship as sweet as this try the same ex,” said Fery.

“So the story, the former who was thrown into the sea was hit by the sun and then evaporated into the atmosphere to form a black cloud and then fell back with rain to your lap. That's it,” seloroh Deka.

“Alah, say aja lo can not forget, want to remember constantly. Ex what hero kok remembered continue,” joked Deka.

Fery doesn't make Deka jokes. He chose to go down to enjoy a variety of dishes with his ex.

The night is getting late. The party's excitement is over. The newlyweds have now laid on the contest.

The contest was supposed to be a hot spot for a couple on their first night. However, it becomes cold like ice because of Deka's attitude.

The two of them just stuck their bodies in their arms. Deka buried Ririn's face into her chest. Maybe this will be his habit. He did not want Ririn to see the sad look that emanated from his eyes.

It's sad because he's like a weak man who can't do anything. She stroked Ririn's black hair and then kissed the top of her head. “Sleep, it's late,” he said.

“Kok sleep, Bang? It's our first night. Do you want to do that first?” Ririn's question was only spoken to in the heart. He did not dare to say it directly out of embarrassment.

“Ya.” Ririn flatly. He really didn't understand what was going on with Deka. At the reception, her husband looked happy, but now he seemed to be suffering.

What's up, Bang? If you have a problem, the story is the same as me. Don't make me think of the no-no. His inner.

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The sky changed light because the sun had come. The morning air is still cool to the body. All the new family members finished performing the Fajr prayer.

Ririn is in the kitchen making coffee for Deka. Bi Siti who taught him to make Deka's favorite coffee.

After making coffee, Ririn approached Deka who was sitting in front of the television.

“Abang, here's the coffee.” Ririn put down a cup of coffee and a snack.

“Still, Dear.” Deka smile. “Sit here!” he patted her beside her seat.

Ririn moved obediently, sitting next to Deka. Soon, Mama approached and sat with them.

“You leave when?” ask Mama.

“Depart to where, Mah?” sahut Deka's.

“Honeymoon, dong. Where are you going for your honeymoon?”

“Neg, Mah. At home aja.”

“Loh, how the hell?! You are newlyweds on your honeymoon. To Europe, to Venice, Cappadocia or want to be close to the island of Maldives.”

“Neg, Mah. It will be his honeymoon. Deka still much work,” kilah Deka.

“So today you want to work?”

“No, Mah. I mean I can't go far, worried there's something important in the office that needs to be dealt with.”

“Then, you're on a honeymoon first. To Bali for example.”

“Neg, Mah. No honeymoon event,” sahutnya flat.

Deka's statement makes Ririn more convinced, something is wrong with Deka.

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