The Former Cassanova
Distrusting

"Come now story!"

"Wait, yeah!" Deka went to the nightstand and opened the drawers one by one.

"What's the crap on?" ask Ririn.

"From the lab results," Deka replied still with the activity of looking for laboratory results the other day.

"Laboratory results?" Ririn frowned. "What's sick?" tanyakanya.

Deka sat down next to Ririn. "Yes, Rin. I'm sick."

"What pain?"

"Later you will read the results of the hospital laboratory. But, I forgot where naro is?" Deka's index finger tapped on her chin.

"Rin, I'll tell you later. I looked for the letter first, maybe slipped in the office," said Deka.

Ririn exhaled a disappointed breath.

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During the break Deka and Fery ate lunch in the office cafeteria. They sat at the VIP table in a semi-open room. There is a special table for the board of directors.

“Why Bro, your face is very sad. Like Faiz's face if again scolded his mother,” as well as Fery. Because all day he saw a moody look on Deka's face.

“Faiz who?” deka Lontar.

“Faiz bang me. He tuh if told to the stall, his return must be scolded by his mother, because it is wrong mulu. What is asked what is bought. I told you, his mouth does not stop talking about the things you want to buy so it is not wrong. Yes he did, from home to the stalls doing ketchup soy sauce soy sauce soy sauce soy sauce soy sauce soy sauce soy sauce, eh fit home brought soap makeup, not soy sauce. It's just wrong."

“That means that you inherited your folly of haqiqi," quipped Deka.

“Gue is not stupid even I'm sincerity. Ever ‘kan when I was a child I was told to buy a lightsun dishwashing soap, in the packaging ‘kan there is a torn write-up here, yes I tear it directly just right in the stall.

Back home I was scolded the same as nyokap because the soap ran out. You see, I brought it back, the soap I had torn was spilled on the road.

I broke up, my guy didn't feel wrong. I said to nyokap, Mommy was angry at the factory! Why pake written torn here, should be written, torn at home!”

Deka giggled amused to hear the story of Fery. Since long ago his best friend was known as a solace. Always able to create laughter when the heart is upset. After laughing, the look on Deka's face dimmed back from thinking about the problem.

“What's up, Bro? Don't tell me that your household is now a lot of drama," Fery said.

“I think I did a lot of drama.”

Fery laughs. “Since when have you had a lot of drama? Usually lo ‘kan kayak Physics lesson .. many styles. Haha."

“Ish, I ain't much style just too handsome doang. Most of life is not much style if one style is delicious," as always Deka.

“The most delicious Indian style of dance under the rain while swiping your back against the tree. Especially if the narration is the same Shahruk Khan."

Deka reviews the smile of responsibility. His authority smiled.

“Nih.” Fery thrusts a pack of cigarettes at Deka even though he knows Deka is not a smoker.

“No,” reject Deka.

“Who knows can reduce the mind load lo.”

“Smoking can cause dry bags, smelly mouth, wrinkled face, angry wife, evicted mall guards, air police and mattress fire!" deka.

“The last one was the reason Fera sugat divorce me, because my cigarette has burned his mattress. Huaaa .. huaaa.” Fery acting cry.

“Udah anyway, mending lo stop smoking deh, let your life healthy. What are you afraid to die?”

“No, I brought a match. If dead, live again. Haha."

“Not his dead cigarette. Your maimed you!”

“Ah, theory. Warning on cigarette packs less serem. Try if in the pack of cigarettes is given a more cool warning for example, smoking can cause singles for life. Sure enough, no one else wants to smoke," he licked Fery.

“After you deh!” Deka clucking.

“Btw what's up, Bro?”

Deka was silent for a moment staring at his best friend. He took a slow breath before speaking. “Gue infected with HIV virus,” he said.

Deka's remark made Fery surprised.

“Aw aw aw aw.” Surprised, Fery slipped a cigarette into his lips. The side of the cigarette that had been ignited by the fire was instead tucked into his lips. Making him jump in the heat, his lips seemed to burn with fire.

“Lo kayak Physics, many styles!” deca murmur.

“Sori sori, I'm really shocked,” said Fery. “Yang earlier you said it was serious?”

“Lo remember .. a few days before marriage, I was sick.” Deka started to tell stories slowly and carefully. He doesn't want anyone eavesdropping on his conversation. Fery listened carefully.

“So I go to the doctor ‘kan. I was told to get a blood check. Well, it was discovered that I was infected,” said Deka.

“Is there any possibility that the test result is wrong?”

Deka raises his shoulders. “Gue don't know.”

“Soalya lo ‘kan long ago .... “ Fery signals quotes with fingers.

“Perhaps I have been infected for a long time, only just discovered now.”

“Try lo remember-remember, did you first do it lo ga use safety?”

“I used to use safety every time I did, because I also did not want to take risks, because of the bad possibilities that occurred from my wildness at that time. Except for the time with Clara, because I didn't do it on purpose. It's out of my control" Deka said.

“Well, that's why I don't believe it. Do you have to check again, worried there is an error. It could have been a wrong test result" Fery thought.

“If it turns out the test results are correct? If I'm really infected, how?” deka Lontar.

“Ririn know about this problem?” Fery asked back.

“Gue hasn't told Ririn. I'm scared.”

“Fear what?”

“Gue was afraid, Ririn would leave me if she knew I was like this, Fer.”

“If he loves you. If he loves you, of course he will not leave lo.”

“Entahlah. I have not dared to tell this to Ririn.”

“Keep all this time, how do you guys do husband and wife relations?” ask Fery. A fact that almost everyone knows that the HIV virus can be transmitted through intimate contact.

“Never. Let alone that, even a kiss I did not dare," said Deka.

“Hah, what? So you haven't done it all this time?" Fery's mouth opened open.

“Iya. And Ririn felt I was ignoring her. Though I'm afraid to transmit this virus.”

“Ririn must be angry, if your attitude is like that. The woman her heart is sensitive.”

“This body he was angry, and had time to leave, want to go home to his parents," said Deka.

“Lo must be honest and forthright. Don't make your wife feel neglected. Anyway, as far as I know, if you get the virus it is still safe to have sex as long as using security. How strong you are to refrain from doing it."

“Gue is strong, forced. What if Ririn wants a child? I don't want to transmit this virus to my wife and children.”

“Important you tell me first the problem. Ririn must know your problem, then you can find a solution. Ririn is a good woman, I'm sure she'll be wise to respond to your problems. Don't think about it that much first. Don't think Ririn will leave you. Don't worry too much like that" Fery suggested.

Deka sobbed when she imagined Ririn would leave her. “Hiks hiks hiks .. why my life gini very, Fer.”

Fery rubbed his best friend's back. “Sabar Deca's. Now let you go home. Lo outin jurus alay lo first. You buy flowers, chocolates, dolls, keep writing sweet words to Ririn. Once home, hug Ririn from behind and love the flower. You will definitely see a happy smile and a shady face of your wife.  Well, after looking calm, new lo story, slowly from the heart.”

Fery patted Deka's shoulder. “Gue trust the same lo. I believe in Ririn. I'm sure your marriage will be happy.”

“Amin.”

“One more. My advice, you better do a blood check again. Because I'm not sure the same results that you said earlier,” concluded Fery.

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 Fery passing by, hitchhiking.

Wait until chapter 44. Cepet really, God willing I will double up as long as I can. 🤗🤗

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