The Loss of Love of My Husband
Viona's Suffering

"I left first Ay," said Viona to her husband.

Viona alternates with the husband taking care of the mother-in-law. Because he had to check his health condition to the hospital. Viona left by using an online motorcycle taxi to the hospital. After he immediately registered himself using a referral letter from the puskesmas.

Of course, the process is more complicated than using general health insurance. But Viona must realize it. Because he now lives from the lower middle class, he has to be patient through the process to be examined.

"Prophe Vi, you can definitely pass it," said Viona who gave her spirit.

It had been two more hours that he had waited, but had yet to get his turn to call. Until finally, Viona was summoned inside to be examined.

Viona began to recount the complaints she had been feeling all along. The doctor suggested that he do a detailed examination, to make things clearer. What Viona told me led to cancer.

Doctors advised Viona to do an MRI (Magnetic resonance imaging). MRI is a test that serves to find the location and spread of cancer in the body. In addition, these tests also help your doctor consider a treatment plan, such as surgery or radiotherapy.

In addition, the doctor also told Viona to do a Galleri blood test. This test looks for abnormal DNA in the blood. Blood tested through this method can provide a signal when there is cancer.

"So my doctor thinks this is cancer?" ask Viona.

"I can't confirm it yet, so it needs to be done the examination" explained the doctor.

Viona's tears dripped one by one and began to wet her face. Viona was afraid that she would get cancer. He still hoped that it was all just his fear. Will suffer more and more of his life.maybe all this is a karma that he got for his actions so far to Nisa.

All the examinations have been done, tomorrow Viona will get the results of the examination. Viona walks out of the hospital, her heart breaking.

"God, why is my life so miserable? I also want to live happily," said Viona lirih.

Viona ordered an online motorcycle taxi to go home, and tomorrow she will return to the hospital. He looked uninspired and his face looked gloomy.

"Where have you been so long, not to go home so quickly?" reynaldi asked when Viona had just arrived home, stepping her foot inside.

"There is important business" said Viona briefly. He chose to go straight into the room. He changed his clothes and laid his body on the bed.

"Great son of you to go straight to sleep, already there quickly feed Mama!" Reynaldi.

"Why wait for me to feed Mama, you will be able to feed Mama. I'm tired of just getting home, I want to rest first" said Viona ketus.

Namu, Renaldi doesn't care what Viona says. She kept asking Viona to feed her mother a meal. Until finally Viona was forced to obey her husband's wishes.

"I don't want to eat!" mama Ratih.

Mama Ratih directly poked the plate of food held by Viona, until finally fell and scattered on the floor. It makes Viona very angry.

"Yes already if Mama does not want to, basic people know themselves. Mama should be grateful, because I still want to take care of a chatty person like Mama," said Viona ketus.

"You can be rude to Mama. Where does your respect for my mother lie? I don't accept it, you treat my Mama like that. Mama I was sick again, try dong you understand, and try to be patient! He needs our support, to stay alive. What if you are a mother who feels paralyzed and can only sleep in bed. Surely you will not be able and strong to deal with it," snapped Viona.

Mama Ratih used to be so good with Viona. Now he will backfire on Viona and Reynaldi's marriage. She even secretly told Reynaldi to divorce Viona.

However, Renaldi refused on the grounds that Viona still serves to take care of the house and himself. His current condition does not allow any woman to be with him.

"Well, are you angry with me anyway? This is all because of your mom. You should be mad at your mom, not me. You see, the floor was strewn with broken plates and all the food for it spilled. If he doesn't want to eat, dong! Don't be this way! I'm tired again, coupled with his behavior like this" Viona cerocos. He felt he did not accept Renaldi's treatment of him.

"I'm tired of being so tired, now I'm turning to you. If indeed you do not want to be with me, we have separated. I'm tired of being the one who keeps getting blamed" Viona said. Viona's tears dripped one by one, she was already unable to contain her feelings anymore.

Of course this makes Renaldi look panicked, because if Viona divorced from him. Who will take care of her mother, because she cannot take care of her own mother.

"I'm sorry emotions. I admit wrong, I'm sorry, Ay! I don't want to split with you" said Reynaldi pleading, holding Viona's hand. Viona's emotional condition was unstable at the time, she was afraid that she really had cancer.

"Yes I'm sorry. But the next time you do that again, I will not hesitate to leave you. I'm sure there won't be a woman who wants to be with you, has to feel hard, and suffers," Viona and Reynaldi nodded their heads.

Tonight Viona looked restless, since then she could not close her eyes. Reynaldi was asleep. That time the clock showed at 01:00 p.m. His heart felt uneasy, to read the results of his examination yesterday.

Viona wakes up early in the morning she only sleeps a few hours, she wants to cook and tidy up the house from morning. So that he can immediately go to the hospital to take the results of yesterday's examination.

"Ma, Mama eat first yes, so Viona can feed mama first. You see, after this Viona wants to go out first for a while there is business. Viona wants Mama to take a bath together to eat, so that Viona feels calm living in her mother," said Viona. Viona was trying to be patient.

"Later take a shower! I'm not hungry either, if you want to go, you're gone! Later, if I'm hungry, I can yell out to Reynaldi. I want my child to feed me" said Mama Ratih Ketus.

"But Reynaldi is still sleeping. I'm afraid Mama's starving and Reynaldi's still sleeping, not hearing Mama call him," said Viona. Viona tried to sigh long in holding him back.

"If I say I don't want to, I won't! You must not force me! Do I want to throw the food again like yesterday? It's there, you better go, you don't have to take care of me!" mama Ratih.

"Please Vi, you have to be patient with it! Do not let you fight again with your husband," said Viona in her heart. Mama Ratih remained adamant with her stance.

Finally Viona complied with Mama Ratih's wishes, she immediately left Mama Ratih, and went into her room. Trying to wake her husband.

"Ay, wakeup! I tried to seduce Mama to eat. But he still did not want to eat with me, he said he wanted to eat with you. I'm gonna go for a second, I have an appointment. There are important things that I have to take care of, because yesterday has not finished his business. Once my business is done, I'll be right back. Let's get up, change to take care of Mama first," said Viona.

Reynaldi finally woke up.

"Actually you have some business? From yesterday, keep busy," protested Reynaldi.

"Sorry, I can't tell you now. My business isn't done yet" said Viona.

"Yes, it's gone now! When you're done, go home soon!" pinta Reynaldi, Viona nods her head and agrees with her husband.