The Loss of Love of My Husband
Rejection of Khanza
"What my religious teacher said turned out to be true. Ustadzah Fatimah told us, Do not lie or do anything bad in this world. Though others do not see it, Allah is All-seeing, and he will not hesitate to punish those who have done wrong. The word is cool, karma. Right now God is punishing you, because you are not grateful. Not only that, I also lied to Mother a lot and did what God did not like" said Khanza.
Nisa was stunned to hear that, that little child could speak at such length. Nisa was surprised to see Khanza's reaction, when she heard the story about her father.
"So dad said he wanted to see you. He misses you," said Nisa.
"Know that, father? Tumben he remembers me. I can't believe he misses me. Hasn't he forgotten me. If it's like this, then he remembers me. Where did he go yesterday? When he was upstairs, he didn't remember me at all. Be it bun, let it go. Let him feel, if in cuekin and forgotten what it's like" said Khanza.
Khanza's disappointment with his father was so great. The father who had forgotten himself first.
Hearing the conversation of Nisa and Khanza, Abi joined them. Abi sat down next to Khanza while rubbing Khanza's back.
"Sister, you can't be like that. We can't take revenge. After all, Rey's father is Brother's biological father. If there wasn't Rey's father, brother wouldn't be in this world. Forgive him, Brother! He already realized his mistake, he wanted to meet brother, "Abi tried to give understanding to Khanza.
"I never asked to be born to him" Khanza said. Khanza immediately left Nisa and Abi just like that to his room, and immediately laid his body on the bed.
Khanza wouldn't be like this, if Rey hadn't been so bad to him. The bad attitude of the father is so imprinted in the heart of Khanza. Makes him feel vengeful. Khanza was so disappointed in him. Rey had forgotten herself all along. Khanza's relationship with his father was very close. Rey loves her child so much.
"Bad fuck! I hate daddy! You don't care about me, why I care about you. Dad's turn is hard now, Dad just remembered me. Long ago, when dad was jaya. I don't care how I feel and mom, I care more about Aunt Viona. Hiks .. hiks .. hiks," Khanza expressed her feelings. His heart ached, remembering what his father had done to him.
Abi appears to embrace Nisa, and rubs her hair.
"What do I do?" Nisa asked her husband.
"Let Khanza calm down first. He needs time to get rid of the disappointment in his father. All this because of your ex-husband, maybe this is what makes Khanza harbored feelings of disappointment that are so deep to him. He had once felt that he was an unlucky person, born into the world. Until he talks like that" said Abi trying to give understanding to the wife.
Days passed, but Khanza was still reluctant to forgive his father. The decision is still the same. He still refused to meet his father. Although Abi and Nisa, have given understanding to Khanza.
Every time Rey contacts him, Khanza never responds. Even now he has blocked his father's phone number. He doesn't want to care about his father anymore. Closing his heart to his father's name.
His future is so bleak, even his only son hates him. He would have no children if he did not marry again. If he marries again. He felt unbearable to Viona.
"Why do I see these days my husband looks different? What happened to her?" Viona monologues. Her marriage relationship with her husband is so bland. Rey is quieter.
Though the current clock has shown at 23:00 Wib. But Rey still chose to sit on the terrace, accompanied by cigarettes and a cup of coffee.
"You haven't slept?" Viona asked who came suddenly to her husband. Viona immediately sat down next to her husband, and looked at the face of the man who was still her husband.
"Kok you up?" Ask Reynaldi.
"Yes, I woke up and didn't see you next to me. Actually, what happened to you? I noticed, your face looks wrinkled. Are you having trouble at work?" Ask Viona.
"Actually, there are important things that have plagued my life. Nisa and Khanza now live in Jakarta. You know, Nisa's married to Doctor Abhimanyu. The doctor at the hospital where I work. That time I had a chance to meet, when Nisa wanted to check the contents. She approached her husband first" Rey explained.
Heard the name of Doctor Abhimanyu. Viona remembered the same name her ex-husband used to be. Makes her wonder if the doctor was her ex-husband.
Viona became curious. He intends to see Doctor Abhimanyu tomorrow. She wants to go to the hospital, after her husband works. It just so happens that tomorrow she's on chemotherapy.
"Why are you like that? Do you want to come back with him?" Viona asked, she was afraid that her husband would leave her. Moreover, she is now sick, while the ex-wife of her husband is now more everything.
"Yes no. Ngaco. Where does he want to come back as a kere man like me, especially he has got everything. I've let her down, seen her happy I'm happy too. Yach .. although I actually feel sorry. If only I hadn't cheated on you, I would still be living happily with Nisa and my son. I can still have a child with him. But, yeah, that's it. How about it again. Everything has happened, the rice has become porridge. Only regrets I feel. Especially now, my only child hates me. Khanza hates me. That's what I regret. All this time I've forgotten her, because I thought I could have a child of yours. But God says otherwise, you are sick, and you cannot have children. The only way to have a child, only one. I have to remarry, and have another woman's child" Rey said. Makes Viona's eyes perfectly round.
"Ma-you mean? You want to marry again? No Ay, I don't want honey! I'd rather just die," said Viona in a sobbing. Viona immediately shed her tears.