The Loss of Love of My Husband

The Loss of Love of My Husband
Kidney Failure


"Mother, Mother why? Hiks .. hiks .. hiks," said Nisa while shaking the body of the mother. But unfortunately did not make the Mother open her eyes.


Nisa looks panicked, she screams for help to her neighbor. Because she couldn't have taken her own mother to the hospital. The neighbors who heard, immediately ran over to Nisa who was crying hysterically at the time. He was worried that the mother's life could not be helped.


During Nisa's stay with the Mother, she already felt suspicious to see the Mother who often does not eat and often experience nausea and vomiting. The concentration of the Mother also decreases, many changes that occur in the Mother. Many times also Nisa invites the Mother to check her health. However, the Mother always said that she only got wind or tired.


"Why Nis?" ask Bu Agus, next door neighbor.


"Mother fainted" said Nisa accompanied by sobs.


Nisa is grateful, because her neighbors are kind to her mother and herself. Because Mother Anita is a good person. Although she lives a life of deprivation, she often shares it with neighbors. Every Friday, he always cooks vegetables or cakes in large portions and divides them into nearby neighbors.


"Mother, please hold on! Mother does not want to lose Mother," said Nisa.


Nisa, Khanza, and Bunda Anita are now on their way to the hospital. Rarely home to the hospital far enough, it should take approximately 1 hour. Since then Nisa has continuously checked the pulse of the Mother, she looks agitated because she has not arrived at the hospital.


"Silence Bun! I'm sure Grandma will be strong" Khanza said.


Sure enough, slowly Mother Anita opened her eyes. His face looks pale.


"Nisa ... Where are we Nak?" asked Mother Anita in a voice that sounded weak.


"We're going to the hospital, Bun. Hang on Bun! Please," said Nisa.


Mother Anita seemed to reach the child's hand, making Nisa more crying as she pleased. Her tears kept flowing.


"Only Mother and Khanza, which Nisa has today. Nisa please, do not leave Nisa," said Nisa and Mother Anita seemed to nod her head weakly.


For two years, Mother Anita has kidney failure. Supposedly, once every two weeks he had to wash his blood. But he forgot about it. Until making his current condition drop. He was tired because his condition did not improve. Makes her decide not to care about it anymore.


Mother Anita is actually more eager to find money, especially now there is the child and also his grandson are nearby. Mother Anita chose to cover her illness from the child. He did not want to add to the sadness of the child. Because the child has suffered enough with his life problems.


"You must be strong, son, if Mother is no longer beside you! Remember, there is a Khanza who needs you," said Mother Anita.


"No! Mother must be healthy! Nisa will do anything for Mother. Nisa dear Mother. Nisa please, don't leave Nisa, " said Nisa while hugging the body of the mother. The embrace gets tighter and tighter.


Finally the car that took them had reached the nearest hospital, the hospital where Mother Anita used to check. Nisa will immediately take the Mother to the IGD.


However, Mr. Amir refused the money Nisa gave him. He helps Nisa and her mother. Nisa put fifty grand in the pocket of Mr. Amir's shirt. Nominal that is not big, just as a form of gratitude.


"Please do not be rejected sir, just as a substitute for gasoline for Mr. Amir alone," said Nisa.


Nisa takes the Mother to the IGD. He wants the Mother to stay in the hospital until she recovers. Nisa wants, the Mother does the examination in its entirety. So that he knows the disease suffered by the Mother. At first Mother Anita refused, because she was worried that her secret had been revealed. If he has stage 4 kidney failure. Abhimanyu doctors recommend to do Hemodialysis or commonly known dialysis every 1 week. Because the condition of Mother Anita's kidneys is not functioning properly.


IGD doctors began to do blood tests, to find out the disease suffered by Mother Anita. Mother Anita looked at the face of the child, and asked in her heart.


"Do I have to tell you about Nisa, the disease I'm suffering from right now? I just need to wash my blood, to extend my life," Mother Anita said in her heart.


I don't think he can say this to the child.


"Nis ...," call Mother Anita. However, suddenly his tongue felt faint to continue his speech. Making Nisa look at the Mother confused and think actually what happened with the Mother.


"Yes Bun, what's wrong? Say Bun! No need to hide from me. Although it was very bitter for me," said Nisa who now stared fixedly at the face of the Mother.


Mother Anita looked silent. Hearing his patients enter the IGD, Abhimanyu doctor immediately met Mother Anita when she finished her duty in poly. Making Mother Anita look nervous, she was afraid that Doctor Abhimanyu would explain his illness to the child.


"Anita's mother, how are you? Mother kok ...," Mother Anita tried to stop the words of Doctor Abhimanyu first. Trying to switch the conversation.


"Sorry Doc, just a second. I want to ask my child to buy me a warm sweet tea" said Mother Anita.


"Bun, can't you? I'll buy it later. After I talked to the doctor for a second?" asked Nisa softly.


"Away there! Mother is sure, if Mother is only ordinary pain. Mother asks now, Mother's body is very weak," said Mother Anita makes Nisa feel confused.


"Khanza keep grandma here! Mommy bought sweet tea first for grandma," said Nisa and Khanza assented.


Nisa finally leaves the Mother, to buy her a warm sweet tea.


"Mother, this is a disease Mother is not a disease indiscriminate. You can't wash your blood late. It's going to be like this, right? I can anfal. Please, mom, pay attention! So why did you cover this disease? Supposedly, the mother's child knows about the mother's disease" explained Dr. Abhimanyu.


"Sorry Doc, I don't want to add to my child's burden. He's got a big problem in his life. I can't bear to. I have resigned Doc," said Mother Anita.


Nisa seemed to shed her tears, she was astonished to hear the mother's words with the doctor Abhimanyu. Nisa was about to pick up her phone left on the table. However, he became undo his intentions. He chose not to go inside, he wanted to talk to the Abhimanyu doctor without the very knowledge of Mother.