The Loss of Love of My Husband
Curse to the Mother
The train carrying Nisa and Khanza has been running through station after station. Khanza had fallen asleep, while Nisa chose to see the view out the window. He looked dreamy, thinking of his marriage which was on the edge.
The more days she felt, if her husband cheated. Not feeling her tears dripping one by one, Nisa was no longer able to stem the feelings of her heart. The longer his tears were getting heavier, his chest felt tight.
"I'm sad Mas, why did Mas betray me? Is it my fault, Mas? Mas made me fall in love, and Mas also made me finally hate Mas," Nisa said in her heart.
Nisa looked at the face of her little daughter who was asleep, her hands stroking her son's hair with tenderness. He could not bear, if Khanza later had to be a victim of divorce of his parents. But he also has principles. Choosing to separate, rather than having to live sharing with honey. If it's any other problem, maybe Nisa can still tolerate it.
Unlike the case with Nisa who actually felt sad during the trip. Reynaldi had just finished having an intimate relationship with Viona. Now he is hugging Viona's body, while adjusting his breath.
"When did you marry me and divorce Nisa? I'm tired, being your affair continues. I want to have you all," whined Viona.
"Yes, be patient! When it comes to feelings, I'm not really in love with him. Ever since you came back in my life, my feelings went back to you. It's just that I still feel unbearable with Khanza" explained Reynaldi.
"Yes, how long do I wait for him? Until I'm old like a granny, and you finally leave me? I also want to have a child with you. If the problem of children is easy, enough you live for him, he will not forget you" Viona cerocos.
After traveling approximately eight hours, finally Nisa and Khanza have arrived at Yogyakarta station. Nisa immediately put on Khanza's bag, and took Khanza while pulling a suitcase to get out of the train.
For hours she was gone, no phone calls or chat messages from her husband. However, Nisa tried not to care. She tried to be able to live independently, no matter what her husband did in Jakarta.
"Alhamdulillah. Finally, I arrived at my hometown. I can meet Mother," said Nisa, now her face looks happy. He was intent on finding his own happiness, enjoying this holiday.
"Mother, Nisa kangen," said Nisa who immediately embraced the body of the mother. It feels like he is spilling his willingness, but he does not want to make the Mother worried.
Same with the mother, Khanza also hugged the grandmother. Khanza loves Anita's grandmother.
"Grandma's cooked a special meal for you, you're hungry, aren't you?" mother of Anita.
"Ashik, Khanza likes chicken opor made by grandma," said Khanza who looks very happy.
Although it was only chicken and crackers, Khanza and Nisa ate very voraciously. Even when they arrived, they ate right away.
Khanza said that his father could not come with him, because he had to work. He also told his grandmother the greetings from his father.
"From now on we have to get used to it, Bun. Do not get used to depending on your husband. Must be able to be independent, I want to be like Mother," said Nisa who is still fun eating her mother's cuisine.
"I gave up my life to go with you, leaving my own mother in the village. Even I have to be patient with your mother's attitude that never be nice to me. Why do you still hurt me? Betraying my love? Though I have sacrificed a lot to be at that point," said Nisa softly in her heart.
Suddenly he remembered the problems of his household, his chest felt tight. As much as Nisa's energy trying to hold back her crying.
After talking to her mother, they decided to go to sleep. Nisa and Khanza slept in Nisa's room and her older sister's room, while still living with her mother. The mother's house is very far from the word luxury, but can provide peace for her.
Nisa looked at the face of her sleeping little princess. He chose to wake up again for the prayer of Isha. In her prayer, Nisa shed her tears. Nisa felt fragile, but she chose to keep it to herself.
Her tears kept dripping, and soaked her face. It turned out that the mother had not fallen asleep at that time, at first she only wanted to see her children and grandchildren. However, he actually saw his son who was crying in his prostration.
Mother Anita stroked her son's back gently, but it only added a sense of tightness in Nisa's chest. Nisa was unable to hold back her feelings anymore. He immediately embraced his mother's body, and vented his grief.
"We're talking outside yuk! Poor Khanza is sleeping, afraid of being disturbed," Mother Anita asked the child.
Nisa opened the face she was still wearing and looked at it. After that he came out of the room, following his mother. Mother Anita was waiting for her daughter outside. Mothers are the best place for a child who needs life support.
"Here sit down, tell me how you feel right now! Hopefully, by telling stories, you can calm down a little. Do not hesitate to tell stories, because Mother will always be there for you and your sister," said Mother Anita. Mother Anita is always wise in dealing with life's problems, life lessons make her strong. It is not easy to take care of both of his own children. At that time Nisa was just sitting in the 1st grade of High School and Rania the older sister was sitting in college.
"Mas Reynaldi Bun, I suspect that Mas Reynaldi has other dream women," said Annisa who was immediately accompanied by sobs. It hurts the heart of Nisa, when she revealed it to the Mother.
"Prophe Nis, keep praying with God! For God is the best place we complain, compared to man. Reynaldi's time like that? Wasn't she very nice to you all along? Mother did not believe to hear it. Mother believes Reynaldi is a good and responsible man, it is impossible to betray you. After all, this Mother's daughter is very beautiful. Not even having a shortage, Mommy is not sure if there are other women who are better than you," said the mother.
"Nisa believes Bun, this is not just Nisa's feelings. Nisa believes that Mas Reynaldi is cheating on her behind Nisa's back. Although until now Nisa does not know, the truth. Nisa has no evidence of her affair. But Nisa is not desperate. Nisa keeps praying, may Allah show all the same Nisa," said Nisa.