The Loss of Love of My Husband

The Loss of Love of My Husband
Nisa's Suspicion


"Actually where are you? Why are you lying to me? What are you doing out there? Please contact me, so that my suspicions are erased," Nisa said in her heart. 


Her tears had been flowing ever since, Nisa wished that all this was just her feelings. She hoped her husband would never betray her marriage. 


"Well, I can call Nisa first! Please just once! I just wanted to tell her I'm here. Must have been waiting for a call from me, I didn't want her to be suspicious about our relationship" Reynaldi's pinta made her lover pout. 


"I promise you, there are no warm words for him! Just to give you news."


The status is only as a lover, Viona has begun to master Reynaldi. Reynaldi had to beg, just to tell his wife. Stupid, Reynaldi is stupid. Having a perfect family does not make him a grateful person. 


"Mass? This you? Where have you been? Mas, you're boho—" Nisa's speech should stop. 


"No need to talk much, I don't have much time! I just want to tell you, that I have arrived in Yogyakarta by now. I'm sorry I just got in touch with you, because right up to here I went straight to the branch office. Yes, I go ahead! Assalamu'alaikum" said Reynaldi. He didn't even give his wife a chance to talk. 


"Why are you lying to me, Mom? Though I already know from Adi, if you do not go to Yogyakarta. Where are you, Mom? Why would you lie to your own wife?"


Nisa seemed disappointed by the attitude of the husband who lied to her. During his five years of marriage, Reynaldi never lied to him. This time she felt lied to by her husband. Though they had promised each other, there were no lies and secrets in their marriage. That's what makes their households never spiced up in fights. 


Reynaldi and Viona seemed to enjoy the cold atmosphere at the Peak. Viona leaned her head against Reynaldi's shoulder, they told each other about their past lives. 


"I'm sorry Ay, because I once left you. I regretted, tempted with him. Even though our relationship used to be fine, it was all my fault that I could not live a long distance relationship. Until I finally decided to have an affair, to fill my emptiness," said Viona. 


"No need to talk about it anymore, what is important is that we are together now" said Reynaldi. 


Reynaldi still does not know the end of his relationship with Viona. He was happy, because he could come back with the woman he loved first. However, he also did not want to separate from Nisa. Reynaldi doesn't want Khanza to be a victim. 


"Yes, but I don't want this kind of relationship to continue. I don't want to be in a secret relationship, I don't want to always be second!" cerocos Viona's. 


This is what makes Reynaldi most confused, if faced in a position like this. Reynaldi looked speechless, he was at a loss as to what to answer. Of course, Reynaldi's attitude made Viona feel annoyed. 


"Please don't ask me to do it!" pinta Reynaldi's. 


Anger is useless, because he is in the wrong position. Inevitably he must understand, because Reynaldi now has children and also a wife. Not like before. 


"Ay, kangen! Play, yuk!" take Viona. 


A man is like a cat given a fish, of course, will not refuse. He made himself forget his wife at home. Eventually, they had a forbidden relationship. The cold weather adds to the passion of both. Until they finally feel tired. 


"You are indeed mighty darling, from the past until now never changed," praised Viona made Reynaldi smile. 


Last night for them to pass together, they did many times. However, Reynaldi asked Viona first if she was using KB. Because Reynaldi doesn't want to have any problems, Viona gets pregnant. 


Now both of them are asleep, sleeping while hugging. They just stopped making love, when the clock shows at 03.00 WIB. Unlike the case with Nisa who just woke up from her sleep. He chose to perform the tahajud prayer, to reduce the anxiety he felt at this time. 


"Oh my God, I beg you! Please show me what really happened to my husband! Why would he lie to me, and lately I feel like he's changed? Is it possible out there, she's with another woman?"


Nisa prostrated herself for a third of the night, praying and expressing the heart she felt at that moment. It is only God where he complains and guides. May the uneasiness he felt at this moment, be merely unreasonable anxiety. 


"Usually you always contact me many times, if you leave. Ask me what I'm doing at home, tell me that you miss me and Khanza, and ask Khanza what you're doing. This time I felt, you changed," said Nisa Lirih. 


Nisa tries to contact her husband, but Reynaldi's phone is off. All this time, if Reynaldi's out of town. He never turned off his phone. 


The clock has shown at 04.19 WIB, Nisa rushed for dawn prayers. He woke up when he heard the sound of the azan on his phone. He fell asleep, mostly crying. After the dawn prayer, Nisa chose to read the Quran to win her heart. All he gave to God. 


Nisa's eyes looked swollen, from crying too much. Although Reynaldi is absent, Nisa still cooks to eat one house. He can't be lazy, even if it's a holiday. 


"Well, have you cried? Don't think about it! I'm sure Reynaldi is happy with another woman. Be honest, or you accept polygamy, "said Mama Ratih. 


"What does Mama mean talk like that? I'm sure Mas Reynaldi can't be like that! Mr. Reynaldi, husband and father in charge. He can't betray me" Nisa said in a trembling voice. 


"Look at it later! You see, who's right! Me, or you," said Mama Ratih arrogantly. She conveniently left just like that, leaving pain in her daughter-in-law's heart because of her words. 


Nisa's heart's feeling is getting worse. It was inappropriate for a father-in-law to behave like that, towards his daughter-in-law. As you know, Mama Ratih never wanted Nisa to be her daughter-in-law. With Viona coming back, she hopes that Viona will replace Nisa as her daughter-in-law. She doesn't care, even though Nisa and Reynaldi have children. A grandmother would do that to her granddaughter.