The Love of the Racer
You Have to Be Responsible

"You fucked Jesslyn without taking responsibility! Since when did you turn into an asshole? Huh uh?!" Anger is really visible behind Jennis's pale face.

Some time ago, Jennis tried to contact Jeaven because she was worried that her brother had not come home for a few days. Unfortunately, the cell phone was instead seen lying on the nightstand in the Jeaven room.

He saw a flat object belonging to Jeaven several times vibrating along with some incoming messages. Encouraged by curiosity, his fingers try to open the message that turns out to be from Monica.

There are three new messages that adorn the screen. And it's all about Monica's expression of anger at Jeaven's actions against Jesslyn. From there Jennis knew what had happened between his sister and the woman of his heart.

Jeaven didn't answer right away. He admitted that Jennis's punch was indeed worthy of being rewarded for his inappropriate actions. He also admitted that he was a cowardly man, for trying to run away from demanding responsibilities.

"Why did you do that?!" Jennis urges Jeaven to open his mouth. His hands rubbed against the rough hair and then bared back his disheveled face. Really, his disappointment rumbled like a storm.

"You know that I don't want to see Jesslyn continue to be hurt by you, but you're getting a scar on her heart. You took away her pride as a woman!" cerca Jennis returned with a devastated feeling.

"Sorry." Only an apology could be released from the tip of Jeaven's tongue for now.

Jennis again scooped up the energy to support the legs carrying his body up. The three weak moves ended with hands clutching the t-shirt that Jeaven was wearing. A pair of red and wet Netra stared intently at the cold face in front of her.

"Not to me but to Jesslyn you should apologize." Jennis is diving into the sister's green pearl. "Tell me, why did you do that? Please explain." His tone was slightly lowered at the end of his sentence which seemed to give Jeaven a chance to defend himself. No matter how angry it is, he still put a lot of hope and trust that the brother is not as bad as he thought.

Can you really make Jesslyn forget you, but without hurting her again? Before I die I want to make myself a person of value to him.

A flash of memory crept into Jennis's mind all of a sudden. He looked back at Jeaven's iris with a conjecture behind his cranium.

"Have you done this to fulfill my request back then? That makes Jesslyn forget you?"

"No." Jeaven quickly slashed Jennis's presumption that was a hundred percent untrue.

"Then?"

A long sigh accompanied the restless feeling of Jeaven. This time it seemed like he had to speak a little more to give clarity. "At that time I intend to help Jesslyn who has been given stimulant drugs by her ex-boyfriend. Damn, I who happened to be under the influence of alcohol just got out of control and we did."

Jeaven's expression is like a wind blow that pits the footrest. Jennis sat down again because she was too tired to stand up. His heart ached like a dagger.

"Then why don't you take responsibility? And you're married to Verlin. Why are you being such a bastard?"

"It was just a small mistake."

Jennis suddenly smiled bitterly. "You can't lie to yourself, Jeav. You just want to keep my feelings." His monohok speech successfully silenced the mouth of the brother. "However, you also have to take responsibility. Don't hurt Jesslyn any further. This is the story of how I died peacefully."

"You better rest now." Jeaven turned the topic around. The generation that was getting weaker also chose not to say much more.

"Well," said Jeaven, who had crouched down to Jennis.

"promise, Jeav. You have to take responsibility" said Jennis, who was already in Jeaven's arms.

"Don't say anything else."

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A bouquet of white roses adorned Jesslyn's current viewing room. Gently felt when the petals touch the tip of the fingers. Among the flowers was a greeting card hiding. She took it and read it in her heart.

Sorry because all this time I only dared to love but was too cowardly to reveal myself.

Truly, this longing is very hard for me to live.

However, I will still enjoy every complaint in my heart.

Again, I'm sorry for this coward.

"Yes, you're a coward. My room is like a dreamcatcher outlet because of what you did, but you're still hiding behind these greeting cards" Jesslyn told a note in her hand, it was as if he was talking directly to his secret admirer figure all this time.

"And you apologized as if you had just made a terrible mistake to me." Jesslyn threw the bouquet of flowers and the greeting card on her bed. I don't know why he suddenly felt annoyed at the figure that had made him hang a big question mark on the head.

This time a box of pastel pink color instead attracted the attention of the beautiful creature. Opened with laziness and occasional grumbling. However, he was instantly shocked as well as amazed at one time.

A photo album about him. Even photos of his teenage years while playing on the beach are also there.

"From the way the photos are taken it seems to be done secretly. Is he a whore?" Jesslyn was instantly stunned when negative thoughts began to roam her brain.

Crossed both hands in front of the chest, the eyes were invited to scan throughout the corner of his room. Just suspect maybe the person in question might be in love with him.

"Stupid! I could have suddenly parno first." Jesslyn suddenly cursed herself for just overreacting.

He continued to take a small box of red color that almost did not realize its existence. His pair of hazel pearls instantly sparkled as sparkling objects filled the eye space.

"This ring looks so pretty. But isn't this overkill?" Her beautiful face was suddenly sad, thinking back to lara who had been sidelined for a while. "I used to expect Jeaven to slip a ring on my finger, but it was actually the finger of another woman who received the ring from him."

He smiled smirkingly, suppressing the disappointment that sliced the heart cynically. "I am the one who fights but the other woman who accepts his love. I'm the one who lost the honor but the other woman he married." Jesslyn was unable to hold back. He was again swept away into the grief of the heart. Her tears did not feel like they were wetting her cheeks.

Jesslyn wiped the rough frame of her wet eyes, not wanting to sink too long into grief. He got down the bed and walked quickly out of the room.

"Mom" Jesslyn said as her face poked out from behind the door.

"Darling, what's the night like you knocking on the door?" Allesya looked astonished.

"Why are you still asking, Allesya dear?" Sela Sean welcomes Jesslyn. His big hand immediately embraced the princess' body and pulled her inside. "He must have missed sleeping with us" he added.

Moved to be mixed with pleasure, Jesslyn increasingly tightened her embrace. "Daddy was my first most understanding love."

"Of course."

"Daddy, I love you."

"So Mommy isn't dear?" Celtap Allesya.

Jesslyn hugged mommy. "Where may not be dear." He slightly broke his embrace and looked towards Sean. "Dad, Jesslyn wants to quit the company."

"Why all of a sudden?" Sean looked surprised as well as Allesya.

"Jesslyn wants to go on vacation until a period that can't be set."

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