The Love of the Racer
Night Lamentations

Two full moons have been waving away, Jesslyn has gotten used to living her days now. Her pregnancy was considered a gift to be grateful for. However, there is still one thing that weighs on him that is disappointed in the heart. The name Jeaven is still carved into the wall of hatred today.

Luckily there is Bryan who is always present when he needs a backrest. The man reminds Jesslyn of the late Jennis who is always present in the room of yearning.

For Jesslyn, Bryan and Jennis have almost the same character. Friendly, attentive, and also gives her the comfort she needs. So that he is very easy to accept the presence of the man in his life.

However, that does not mean the figure of the late Jennis can be replaced by others. Nah! For Jesslyn, the late Jennis is irreplaceable and has a place in her heart.

Jee Boutique is a boutique that Jesslyn has founded for the past three years without her family's knowledge. In Switzerland he has 4 subsidiary boutique branches scattered in several cities.

"Jess, eat first."

Jesslyn's attention, which was still centered on cloth and scissors, began to turn toward Bryan. Placed his combat tools on the table further pinned a thin smile on his lips.

"As usual, you always come with a bag of food in your hand" Jesslyn said.

"Because you always forget to fill your stomach if you're not reminded." Bryan put his food on the table and was busy removing the tension device and stethoscope.

"You're as chatty as my Mommy." A pair of hazel pearls Jesslyn moved following Bryan's movements.

"Take it like that" the man replied as he measured Jesslyn's blood pressure, which seemed to take all the treatment he could. The woman was already used to all the attention Bryan could not resist.

Jesslyn smiled faintly and still let Bryan who now seemed focused move the end of the stethoscope on her stomach which was still flat despite the age of the womb almost three months.

"The fetal heart rate is normal. But do you still have pain in your head? Your blood pressure is a little low" asked Bryan, who was still in front of Jesslyn. His gaze implies both attention and anxiety.

"I don't feel dizzy anymore, huh."

"Is it still nauseous?"

Jesslyn shook her head. "It's not."

Bryan also scored a smile of relief. "Thank God. But I'll keep a close eye on your condition and your fetus."

The faint fondness again adorned a pair of faint Jesslyn neutrals. Bryan's attention actually made him chirp. Although he did not deny his gratitude, but still the sadness was shackled.

"Why are you doing all this, Bryan?"

"This is my job." Bryan stared warmly at the face of the woman who always fascinated him.

"How can I repay your kindness?"

Still in a tight position Bryan slightly leaned his body towards Jesslyn. Raised the two tiny hands of the woman while gluing a meaningful gaze.

"Am I being too selfless to ask you to pay for it by accepting my love?" Bryan's words sounded like a heartfelt request.

"I am pregnant with a child from another man. Is it worth it for you?"

"Your current condition cannot be a benchmark for whether you are for me, Jesslyn." The seriousness is clearly highlighted in Bryan's netra.

"Tap-"

"Jess, I beg you."

Jesslyn lowered her gaze in silence. It took him a while to think of an answer. Slowly he again raised his eye bead and the two's vision immediately intertwined.

"Well, I'll try to open my heart."

Jesslyn managed to score a smile on Bryan's lips. Instantly hugged the tiny body in front of him with a haru feeling. "Thank you, I'm so happy. How about we get married soon?"

"What?!" Jesslyn suddenly breaks Bryan's embrace in surprise. "Don't joke, Bryan."

Jesslyn seemed to be diving into the eyes of the man. And he found sincerity unblemished. Although the woman found it difficult to believe, but she did not intend to deny when the heart said that what the man in front of her was sincere.

"Bryan," Jesslyn was actually worried.

"Yes, honey." Bryan gently kissed each of Jesslyn's knuckles and then brought her face closer to the kiss on the woman's lips. However, her ideals must be dashed because the beautiful face in front of her eyes dodged by looking to the side. "Sorry," regretted Bryan because of his actions are classified as grusa-grusu and unable to resist the desire.

"I'm not ready to do that." Jesslyn slightly lowered her gaze.

"Too fast huh?"

Jesslyn nodded slowly along with her lips in short reply. "Yes." Yeah."

"Just hit if next time I act outside your comfort limits."

"All right, I'm gonna hit you with a dipper" Jesslyn said.

"You took a shower, where did you get the dipper?" Bryan's claw that can't hold his soft patch.

"Mothers of the neighbor. I've often seen him watering delinquents wearing his dipper."

"You really want to hit me with a dipper." Bryan was laughing.

"I'm hungry" Jesslyn said with her hands rubbing her stomach, which began to rumble.

"Yes, I forgot. Sorry." Bryan immediately moved from his quarrel and then took the food menu from the table. "I'm a bribe?" bargained for.

"I can eat by myself" Jesslyn refused. Frankly, he felt awkward.

"Please ...." Bryan forced.

"All right" answered the woman.

"Smart kid." Bryan rubbed a squeeze on Jesslyn's head before feeding her.

The night began to show off the luster of starlight on the expanse of the sky. After eating dinner together, Bryan drove Jesslyn home to get some rest.

Jesslyn's legs run uninspired, towards the beloved bed to drive away the tired. It snuck into its warm thick covering. And in that moment also the sadness in the heart again sculpted. Tears at the end of the net began to squirm.

Really, Jesslyn can't be completely fine yet. He still could not escape the disappointment that dragged him into the pit of suffering. Without anyone knowing every night he cried lamenting the fate of his feelings.

The gray cloudy face looked down, until his tiny body curled up slightly. His hands fold over his stomach as if he were taking his future son into a hug.

"My son, I'm sorry about your crybaby mother." Jesslyn increasingly touched with the increasingly free taste whipping hearts.

During pregnancy, Jesslyn often drifts into feelings of shame. Pregnancy hormones are very involved in mood changes that often change erratically.

"Your father is having fun there."

Not without reason Jesslyn said that. The last few days he was very disturbed by a news spread on social media. The content of the news broadcast about the issue of the closeness of Jeaven with a female fan.

"Basic bastards. Isn't she Verlin's husband, but she still plays naughty with other women."

Angry, disappointed, and sad are struggling in the chest. Jesslyn sobbed with tears. "Jeeavens! I really hate you!"

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