The Love of the Racer
Dive into your Heart

Outside the treatment room Jesslyn was agitated. He just stuck to the footing without even stepping. Wanting once he entered the room to see the mommy even ended up resigned, because it was always prevented.

Prevented? Wh why? Yes, Allesya was reluctant to meet muoa with him because he was still disappointed.

A few hours ago Allesya was actually conscious of her stupor. But his body was still weak as if it was powerless. The doctor explained that no serious symptoms attacked his health. Vertigo accompanied by fatigue is the main factor.

Jesslyn is not alone. There is a faithful Jeaven accompanying. The handsome man had several times persuaded the woman to go home to relax, but not responded.

Until, the handsome figure that came out from behind the door of the treatment room suddenly attracted all his attention. The feet that were originally still fixated began to take one small step along with a worried look in the face.

"Daddy, how's mommy doing?" A question of anxiety abounds that was the first to be thrown from Jesslyn's lips.

"Your mommy is better. Just need a lot of rest." Sean ended his answer with a long breath. Gaze upon the face of the princess who still looks unsettled. "You go home first to rest. He hasn't wanted to see you yet" he added with a heavy heart.

"But, Dad. Jesslyn wants to see mommy." He begged.

"You need to rest, honey. Go home. Your mommy needs to rest too."

"Mommy really didn't want to see me, did she?" His face was covered with sadness when he asked.

"He just needs time to calm down. Trust me, your mom loves you very much. She was also very worried about the fate of her daughter and future granddaughter." Sean did not tire of giving understanding to the princess.

"And that's why mommy's in this hospital right now." Down weak, Jesslyn is getting hot. "Mommy's sick because of me. Yeah, I better not be here." He cursed himself because of guilt.

Can't bear to see the face of the beloved princess constantly dammed gray, sean pulled the small body in front of him into the arms. "Don't keep blaming yourself. Your mommy is sick, yes it is sick," he said again without slipping a single word that is blaming Jesslyn.

"Sorry, Sir. Patient said she wanted to see her daughter." The voice of a nurse who had just walked out of the room where Allesya was being treated instantly attracted the attention of all of them simultaneously. "I'm sorry then." He left after delivering a message.

The feeling of pleasure was immediately felt by Jesslyn when Allesya changed her mind and wanted to see her. Without many words he immediately brought himself into the room. While Sean and Jeaven chose to wait outside, letting the two women speak with four eyes.

"Sorry, Uncle. It's all because of me." Jeaven's regretful sentence made Sean sigh.

"Quite I was made dizzy by Jesslyn's guilt. So you don't have to blame yourself either. Uncle could get dizzy."

"Mom," said Jesslyn a little slowly while staring at the nanar Allesya who seemed to choose the scenery outside the window as an object of view rather than her. He had not even heard the voice of the woman who gave birth to him.

"How are things, Mommy?" Jesslyn was trying to be patient and understand even though her heart ached because of Mommy's cold attitude.

Allesya started to herd her pale face then looked seriously at the princess. "You're still in agreement with your decision?" He deliberately ignored a question of concern Jesslyn and asked her back.

Jesslyn seemed to bow without a sound. His gaze was straight on the two hands placed on the thighs. It was as if he was looking for an answer to a decision there. Honestly, the situation of the mommy shook his stance. A few seconds later, he raised his face.

"Well, Jesslyn was willing to marry," she broke in a steady voice, but from the glare of the eyes it was obvious that there was coercion.

The curved lines of smiles were thinly imprinted on Allesya's lips. But not a form of non-verbal language that explains that he is happy or relieved, but a wry smile because of dislike.

"You want to get married for Mommy. Keep thinking Mommy would be happy? That's not Mommy's hope."

Jesslyn was silent because she was speechless. It was unexpected that Allesya could easily read the intention of his goal. He was even seen avoiding the gaze of the other person. As if afraid his mind could be read again.

He thought the Mommy would be the same as the characters of parents who are in the world of traveling. That is not to waste the opportunity in narrowness, taking advantage of the pain so that the child is willing to accept marriage.

"Try diving deeper into your heart without including the mind. Because the mind can still lie but not with the conscience." Allesya continued to say.

"Mom, Jesslyn-" Jesslyn who was intent on denying had to swallow her voice because Allesya interrupted.

"Don't sacrifice everything including your feelings for the sake of the ego of the mind that silences the screams of the heart. The tormented one will be not only you but also my future grandchildren." Allesya who was originally sitting leaning on the headboard of the bed began to lie down. "You can get out now. And don't meet Mommy before you can think wisely."

No objection or self-defense, Jesslyn seems to prefer to obey the orders of the mother. Heavy but want to how else. Although he actually could not deny, his heart was now starting to cuddle all the words he heard earlier.

Jesslyn started to get up from her seat and was ready to leave, but still had time to say a few words out of her attention. "Mommy's healing fast, yeah. Don't stay here long." Leaned a little of his body to kiss Allesya's cheek fondly."Jesslyn go first."

"Bas with the wayward child" Allesya grumbled after the princess' body sank behind the door.

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