The Love Struggle of Young Miss
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The atmosphere at the dining table at the Saputra residence was so crowded because all family members gathered. However, Nadira feels something is different with Cacha's attitude towards her. The girl was impressed so cute.

"You're resting again, Nad. Mom and dad are going to see Baby JJ." Mila said in between her chews.

"Nadira's coming, Bun." Nadira spoke enthusiastically. Baby JJ's adorable face shadow made her impatient to see her two nieces soon.

"You rest first, baby. We'll be there when you're fully recovered." Nathan forbade, he could not bear to see the face of Nadira who still looked pale.

"But, Mas—" Nadira was about to whine, but seeing the look of her husband's eyes that planted, finally Nadira can only obey to stay at home.

"Don't forget to take care of your health, Nad." Johan opened his voice. Nadira just nodded.

While Cacha was looking at it, just squeezing the tightly held spoon. The girl's heart was heated to see her family so attentive with Nadira.

Without Cacha noticing, Nadira's tail glanced at him. He knew that Cacha must be angry with him. They are friends not only from yesterday, even they were born on the same day making Nadira very familiar with how Cacha.

Cacha chews his food roughly, even swallowing it before the food is smooth. The clanking sound of the spoon that Cacha had placed down violently, instantly distracted them.

Before anyone asked, Cacha had first risen to his feet and bailed from there. He didn't care even though his parents called his name.

"Cacha why?" ask Mila wonder.

"Maybe he is still sad because of last night, Bun," said Rayhan who had just been silent.

Nadira was mute, the food that was still in the chew was increasingly tasteless.

"Leave it first. He needs time to calm down." Johan spoke calmly.

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After breakfast, Johan and Mila leave for the hospital with Rayhan who will take Queen and visit Baby JJ. Nadira wants to come along, but Nathan insists on banning him.

After the car that Rayhan drove left the Saputra Residence, now the house is so quiet. Nathan invites Nadira to go to the room to get back to rest so that his wife will recover.

"Mas, can you buy me something? But I want you to buy it." Nadira displays her cute face which makes Nathan so anxious.

"What do you want to buy? Are you cravings?" nathan asked enthusiastically. In reflex, Nadira hit Nathan's arm despite not being tight.

"You don't ngaco! We've only been pregnant for a week. My mouth tastes bitter, wants to eat fresh" said Nadira with a whine.

"Ruby?" Nadira responded with a nod of the head. "All right, let me find him. Who knows, my tadpole has reached the end of the cave and now it's bearing fruit."

"Good, Mom! You always suck!" cebik Nadira's.

"I love you so much too, dear." Nathan lands a kiss on the top of Nadira's head, then rushes off to find his wife's order.

After Nathan's departure, Nadira steps no longer into the room, but she instead heads to Cacha's room. Nadira knocks on Cacha's bedroom door, but there is no word. Slowly, Nadira opened the door of the room. He looked at Cacha who was sitting on the bed by playing a cell phone.

"Why do you ask permission, if you have entered" said Cacha. Nadira's face suddenly sad. He kept walking closer to the bed even though Cacha was being indifferent to him.

"How are you doing?" ask Nadira. He tried to ask as gently as possible.

"Aren't you still able to see well?" Cacha asked back with a slight snarl.

Nadira breathed a long sigh. "If I'm wrong with you, I'm sorry, Cha."

"Go, Nad! You are satisfied now, right? It could take everyone's attention away from me!" Cacha's voice was heard rising.

Nadira stared at the face of Cacha's face that was so flat. "I didn't grab anyone's attention, Cha!" Nadira.

"Don't act stupid, Nad." Cacha pulled next to the corner of her lips, smiling obliquely. "Like your life, Nad! You were noticed by them, while I? My body and my heart are hurt, no one cares!"

"You sure they don't care?" tanya Nadira was full of emphasis. "Get in the habit of thinking before you speak, Cha!"

"You're jealous of their attention to me?" nadira asked, but this time her voice started to go down.

"Yes! Even Rendra loves you so much! He proposed to me just to be a pardon!" snapped Cacha. His voice sounded blaring.

"I didn't know that Mas Rendra loved me, Cha!"

"Lied!" sideline Cacha quickly. "You're not so stupid as not to know who loves you or not, Nad!"

"How do you want now? You want me to get out of here?" nadira asked with a voice that began to rise, while Cacha was silent. "If that's what you want, I'll go, Cha!"

Cacha was still silent, her fingers squeezing each other strongly. Honestly, deep down, Cacha felt guilty for speaking so loudly to Nadira. But he was too embarrassed to apologize.

"I'm going to get out of here, Cha. You just calm down. Because my house is not here. I deliberately came back from Lombok straight here because I was so worried about you." Nadira paused his words, he tried hard to hold back his tears so as not to fall.

"But you don't like it when I worry about you. I'm sorry, Cha. If all this time I've been wrong with you. Whether I know intentionally or not I realize. After this, I'll be away from your life, Cha. You must believe that I have no intention whatsoever to grab anyone's attention from you."

Nadira stared fixedly at the face of Cacha who had turned away earlier. He knew that Cacha must be very angry with him.

"If you want to hate and be angry. Enough for me, Cha. Not your family, especially your parents." Nadira wiped away the tears that slowly washed his face.

"You won't know how tormented it is when you're sick, none of your parents are with you. There is no mother who painstakingly feeds you food, nor a father who rubs your head while praying for you." Nadira's tears flowed more and more, while Cacha squeezed her chest strongly as she felt a pain there.

"I was wrong, even wrong. I'm sorry, Cha. But really, I had no intention of seeking or seizing their attention. Maybe I'd better go, because here I can only be troublesome and make you angry. I'm sorry, Cha."

Nadira stepped wide out of Cacha's room, while Cacha was only fixated on staring at Nadira's departure. Recalling all Nadira said earlier, without realizing the tears of Cacha also flowed soaked her beautiful face.

I'm sorry I went too far with you, Nad.