The Love Struggle of Young Miss
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Rendra immediately got up to his feet when he saw Nathan almost approaching the bed. Looking at Nathan, the look on Nadira's face looks so flat. There was not a single smile on her beautiful face. Rendra came out because he wanted to give the two people space to talk to each other.

Nathan looked at Nadira very closely, he rubbed the top of his wife's head gently. Nadira was silent, had he not been hurt, he would have avoided the man who had hurt him so much.

Nadira was still silent, even though Nathan was smiling at her. His heart was already too sore, given the wounds Nathan had inflicted. Without saying much, Nathan kissed Nadira's forehead very gently. Spreading all the love and affection he had for the girl. Nadira just closed his eyes, enjoying the kiss of affection that was able to make his heart beat fast.

"I love you, Nad." As Nathan said that, Nadira's tears flowed from both corners of his eyes. "I'm sorry, Nad." Nathan's voice sounded raucous.

Nadira still did not open her voice, but her tears still flowed down her beautiful face. "I'm sorry I hurt you so much, but trust me, I did everything to protect you."

Nadira was still silent, she did not look at Nathan at all. Nathan wiped the tears on his wife's face very gently.

"Nad ...."

"Go, Brother. Don't come near me anymore." Nathan fell silent. Nadira removes Nathan's hand from his face. "I've forgiven you, but I need some alone time, brother. Don't ever come near me again."

Nathan's heart rippled when he heard Nadira's words. "Nad." Nathan looked at Nadira pleading.

"Sister, I love you too, but I just realized that this love hurt me. The two of us have never been together, brother. Perhaps the best way to be happy is for us to walk with each other's lives."

"But, Nad ...."

"Thank you for loving me, sacrificing everything for me. But I'm sorry Brother..my heart is already too sick, even though I know you just want to protect me." Nadira returned to wipe his tears. Nathan was unable to speak anymore, only tears represented his current feelings.

"Please get out of my life, brother. I need time alone to heal the wounds you inflicted yesterday. If indeed we are a match, we will definitely reunite, but if you are not my soul mate. At least I don't get too sick when I let go of my feelings." Nadira started to sound hard.

"Can't you forgive me?" nathan asked with a glass.

"I've forgiven you, brother. But I still need time to be alone. I beg ... understand."

Nathan let out a long sigh, he could no longer ask for this moment. He tried to obey what Nadira wanted for the girl. Nathan wakes up and Nadira pretends not to see the man.

Once satisfied, Nathan immediately exited the room without saying another word. Nadira squeezed her blanket as she felt a pain that seemed to hit her heart. He stared at Nathan's back slowly away from him.

It turns out that your love is only that shallow, you easily accept without asking me to stay or you stay by my side even though I refuse your presence. Even you just left.

***

One day had passed, Nadira was so disappointed because Nathan really no longer came even if just to visit him. The man was completely invisible. Nadira never knew that Nathan would come when he fell asleep.

"Nad," call Alvino while she's waiting for her sister. "Can't you forgive Nathan?"

Alvino climbed into the top of the gurney and slept next to his sister. He hugged his sister very tightly. Alvino realized, after the departure of both parents, now the responsibility of happiness of his sisters is in his hands.

"Nadira doesn't want to get hurt anymore, brother." Nadira's voice rattled with tears.

"Then you want a divorce from Nathan? Let Brother take care of everything" Alvino bargained, but Nadira was silent. Alvino knows Nadira must be very worried at the moment.

"If you're not happy with your marriage, you'll be helped by your divorce. After daddy and mommy left, your happiness and Bi became the responsibility of Brother, Nad. Brother doesn't want daddy and mommy to be disappointed that your life isn't happy." Both Alvino and Nadira cried when they remembered the shadow of their parents who had not left them long ago.

The heart wounds from their loss are still gaping wide until now. Even the memories left behind were still vividly remembered in the memories.

"Sister, I need time" Nadira said in between sobs.

"Alright, Brother give you a month. Go with Cacha and Rendra. Rest assured your feelings still want to continue or end everything. After a month, Brother will ask for your answer." Alvino made an offer. Nadira was initially silent, but then she nodded in agreement.

"Alright, Brother. I'll go with Rendra and Cacha." Nadira tried to convince himself.

"Prepare, one more week after your wound has healed. Brother will take you to the airport" Alvino said. Nadira just nodded.