The Love Struggle of Young Miss
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Jasmin was speechless at Erlando's words, for some reason he felt his blood rustling violently as Erlando said those words. Even Erlando's gaze looked completely different from usual. Jasmin fell silent as Erlando pulled his body into his arms.

"I know you're very fragile and hurt because of Damian. I know you are never okay and until now only Bi is in your heart. I'd love to treat your pain, but I realize only Bi can make you happy." Erlando stopped his words for a moment, while Jasmin only sobbed in his arms.

"I want to comfort your heart, create a rainbow after your great storm. But I realized that I could never and only Bi could do it. I will try to unite you at all costs, for I would love to see a beautiful smile etched on your sweet lips, Jas."

Erlando closed his eyes as tears unknowingly escaped. Injured? Of course his heart was hurt. For a long time he could only hold feelings for the woman, and when Jasmin was injured, Erlando felt very guilty for not being able to make the woman happy again.

"Er, why have you always been kind and considerate of my feelings?" jasmin asked on his sobs.

Because I love you, Jas. However, Erlando only dared to say that inwardly. He did not have the courage to say it all.

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After the incident that they did not realize, now Ara and Febian both feel so awkward. In their hearts, they cursed their stupidity. Febian finally drove Ara home to Om Ardian because until this time, the girl still lived there.

Arriving in the courtyard of Ardian's house, Febian is shocked to see Orlando coming out with Jasmin holding a sleeping Aruna also carrying a large suitcase. Febian is uncaring and leads Ara into the house without greeting when faced.

"Bi!" call Erlando, but Febian seems to be paying attention to his ears.

"Bi, stop because I want to talk to you maybe for the last." Febian stopped his steps when he heard Jasmin who no longer spoke formally to him.

"Bi, have you forgiven me?" ask Jasmin lirih.

"If that's all you're gonna say, trust me that I've forgiven you before you even apologize." Febian answered without turning his body.

"Jas, all about us is just memories that incised wounds and somehow healed. From this moment on I will completely erase my feelings for you that are still left," said Febian.

"Bi, you still have feelings for Jasmin and vice versa. Why are you not united anymore? I'm sure you can live happily." Erlando interjected, next to the corner of Febian's lips raised when he heard it. Jasmin and Ara were silent.

"Are you sure of what you said, Er?" the Febian circus that made Erlando shut up for a moment. "What if Jasmin is happier living with you? With a man who loves him sincerely."

"You mean?" jasmin interrupted.

"Jas, try to understand the people near you. There may be someone who loves you silently, and secretly tries to make you always live happily even though his own heart must be hurt."

"Shut up, Bi!" erlando. He didn't want Febian to take it all down.

"Why are you telling me to shut up? You're afraid Jasmin will know that you're harboring feelings for her?" Febian turned around and looked at Erlando who looked very nervous. Even the man looked even more nervous as Jasmin also looked at him.

"Er, what does Bi mean?" jasmin asked for an answer.

"Jas, don't listen to him" said Erlando pleading, but Jasmin grew suspicious.

"I've been here too long. May you always live happily, Jas." Febian turns around and invites Ara into the house leaving Jasmin and Erlando.

"Can you explain everything, Er? Is it true that Bi said that you kept feelings for me?" jasmin asked so demandingly. Erlando fell silent because he was confused as to what to answer.

"Tell me the truth, Er!" Jasmin's voice was rising.

"Why are you apologizing? Didn't you make any mistakes?" Jasmin asked so demandingly. Orlando went back to silence and just looked at Jasmin meaningfully.

"Why don't you say everything, Er?" ask Jasmin lirih.

"I'm not going to ruin your happiness with Bi, nor do I want our relationship to stretch if you know I love you. I'd rather keep my feelings in check as long as our relationship is okay, Jas," said Erlando.

"I'm sorry, Er." This time, it was Jasmin who said an apology. "I'm sorry I hurt you so much all this time."

"No! You didn't hurt me at all, Jas," said Erlando quickly.

"Er, let me get out of your life." Jasmin spoke very heavily.

"Wherever you go, I'll come, Jas." Erlando was so afraid that Jasmin would leave him again. She was afraid that she would end up living the life of Jasmin that she thought was already happy.

"Er, if you really love me. Please let me go far without you or anyone. I'm just gonna go with Aruna." Jasmin turned her face away because she didn't want Erlando to know that she was about to cry at this moment.

"Jas—"

"Er, didn't you know that the ribs would definitely return to their owners. No matter how far the love goes, it will return to its place. Now let me go and if we're both partners, I'm sure we'll be reunited" Jasmin said without looking at Erlando.

Erlando was silent for a moment, "Alright, but please let me take you all the way to the airport."

At first Jasmin was about to refuse, but seeing the look in Orlando's eyes that were so pleading, Jasmin finally nodded in agreement. Orlando drove them to the airport.

"Jas, promise me you'll take good care of yourself and Aruna." Erlando looked at Jasmin softly. It felt so heavy, but he was trying to appreciate Jasmin's decision.

"Sure!" Jasmin hugged Orlando without taking off her hand grip on Aruna. The man was so surprised, but he quickly returned the hug. After being satisfied with each other, Jasmin took Aruna's hand and invited her to board the plane without looking back.

A few minutes later, Erlando walked out and stared at the plane Jasmin and Aruna were on.

"I really hope that one day we will meet again and I also hope that when that time comes, our feelings can be united and I am one of the reasons that can make your lips smile happily."

Erlando wiped a drop of tears that soaked the corner of his eyes before he finally returned to the car and drove it to a place that could make his heart calm.

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Othor apologized to Gaes

it's been enough here for Jasmin

sorry Othor has disappointed Jasmin Febian supporters.

believe me, Othor just wants to adjust to the reality that not everything that fits us, will be ours.

God's destiny is beautiful, gaes

Don't forget the support for Othor.