The Love Struggle of Young Miss
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Two weeks passed

After the Aqiqah Baby B event, Febian returned to Bandung because he had left his company too long ago. Febian's heart felt so broken that it had been all this time, but Jasmin had never contacted him at all even if it was just a short message.

"Maybe you're not my soul mate, Jas." Febian stared at his reflection in the mirror. His face looked so sad with eye bags that were clearly visible because lately, he had a hard time falling asleep.

The clock was showing at eight o'clock at night, Febian picked up the jacket hanging not far away and prepared to leave for the nightclub. He wanted to find entertainment so that his brain would not constantly think of Jasmin. Once ready, Febian immediately went out and went using his sports bike.

Nearly twenty minutes into the ride, the bike stopped in front of a nightclub. Febian immediately entered and ordered a private room because he did not want to be disturbed by anyone. Half an hour there, Febian had already consumed half a bottle of alcoholic beverages. However, Febian was not drunk as much as possible.

"You're really driving me crazy, Jas!" Febian put the glass down a little rough.

Suddenly Febian felt his phone vibrate and he immediately pulled the phone out of his pants pocket. Febian's heart pounded as he saw Jasmin's name on the screen.

"Ha-Hallo, Jas." Febian's voice sounded so nervous. There was no word, only Jasmin's cry was heard, which made Febian ungodly.

"Why are you crying, Jas?" febian asked with emphasis.

"Go home, Bi. I'm in the apartment."

The call just got cut off. With a quick movement, Febian put in his cell phone and rushed back home to the apartment. The man was so worried especially when he heard Jasmin's sobbing earlier.

During the trip, Febian continued to try to concentrate on the speed of his motorbike because of the dizziness that was so whack. After parking his bike, Febian ran to Jasmin's apartment.

"Jas!" febian shouted, he walked around the entire room in the apartment. Febian's steps came to a halt when he saw Jasmin crying on the edge of the bed.

"Jas, what's wrong with you?" Febian sat down beside Jasmin and held onto both of the woman's shoulders. However, the girl actually turned her face away by still continuing to sob. "Jas?"

"Bi, I'm sorry." Jasmin's whispers were getting louder. Febian was also worried. He switched half-squat in front of Jasmin and grasped the girl's hand very tightly.

"Tell me what's up, Jas?" Febian was still trying to normalize his voice.

"Sorry, Bi." Only that word kept coming from Jasmin's lips. Suspicion began to sink Febian's heart. She believes something has happened to her ex-boyfriend.

"Jas, tell me everything." Febian spoke with great emphasis.

The grip of Febian's hand came off even the man just sat down. It felt like he was completely in disbelief after hearing the words spoken from the lips of the girl whose name still filled the space of his heart.

"Why?" tanya Febian stamped.

"I'm sorry, Bi. Now forget me. Dirty girls like me don't deserve to be with you." Jasmin wiped away the tears that kept wetting her face.

"Dirty girl? Don't tell me Damian's been tarnishing you, Jas!" hatch Febian with a high voice. Jasmin did not reply, only her cries were heard.

"Fuck!" febian sceptre was full of anger. He stood up and was about to leave, but Jasmin calmed down and hugged Febian's feet tightly.

"Bi, it's not her fault entirely. He and I are both unconscious." Hearing Jasmin's words, Febian's hands clenched tightly with teeth curled up.

"You mean?" Febian was still trying to hold back his emotions.

"Damian is drunk, there's a woman at night who's trying to give her a stimulant. I didn't know it was me who took the medicine and we both did it unconsciously. Even Damian is very sorry and will marry me" Jasmin explained.

Febian tears flowed unconsciously. However, he quickly rubbed it. Febian's heart felt so broken that it was not even at all.

"Bi, I beg you to forgive me." Jasmin was still tightly hugging Febian's legs.

"Jas, thank you for all the hurt you've given me. We are not fools. In the past, I did not ruin you and you were angry and even rejected my proposal, but now you are being desecrated by others. You broke my heart, Jas!" Febian's voice echoed in the room.

"I'm sorry, Bi. Even if you're going to kill me, I'll take it!"

Febian did not reply, only forcibly removing Jasmin's hand and then quickly stepping out of the apartment carrying a heartache that felt so great. Jasmin was just crying sobbing in the room.

"I'm sorry, Bi." Jasmin was still sobbing. He was sick and injured, but he could do nothing. The shadow when he woke up naked with Damian that night so disturbed his mind.

Jasmin got up and headed to the kitchen to look for a knife. He felt unable to live like this. Not being able to keep his honor also deeply hurt the hearts of those he loved.

Jasmin pointed the knife right at the left wrist. His lips smiled bitterly as he saw blood rushing from there. "I'm sorry for everything. I have to get away from you right now" Jasmin muttered before her eyes closed.