The Married To My Childhood Friend
Eps.01 Hair Gulali

- prolog

Right, I like it. Look at that golden hair, bright, warm and beautiful, a face with her beautiful smile, her naughty side, her cleverness, something she has, all I admire. Hanian is friends with anyone, he is friendly and kind to anyone, and I was his childhood friend, a person who might be a little different because he paid more attention to me, should I not like him because of that? she fascinated me, I hated how I felt about her, because how could we have had a relationship that was more than just a childhood friend, I hated my selfish feelings of having her. My name is Liliana Rashley, often called Lilian, but my mother and Hanian like to call me Lili.

"Lilian," look at how she charmed me with her smile

"I'm hungry, treat me," how can there be such a beautiful man?

"Lillian? The lili? hey??"

"Ah sorry," calm down Lilian

"To the canteen now yuk, I will treat you"

"Aren't you the one who asked for the deal?"

"So you heard? Haha I'm just kidding"

"I don't mind,"

"really?"

"When did I lie?"

"Ahh you don't realize there are so many lies" he mocked

"What's? When'nnn?"

"Haha "

"When do I lie when?"

"Haha why are you so adorable?" he pinched my cheek

"Akhhhh off!!" actually I'm happy with the joke

"Haha let's go, let's go," and on the way he didn't stop teasing me, why did I like him more and more? I hate this! on the way to the cafeteria, as usual he greeted everyone who passed by.

"Why?" my question is unfounded

"What's the reason?"

"Yes why?"

"Lillian?" be puzzled

"Why the hell?" why do I like you?

"Lilian what's the matter?"

"Huhhh why the hell am I?"

"You got a problem?"

"Looks like that?"

"What's? What's the problem???" worriedly

"What does that mean? I'll help! say!!" That's you fool, how do I say it?

"I don't know,"

"Are you kidding me?"

"Yes"

"Don't joke, I'm really worried"

"Don't worry" that makes me even more enamored

"What?"

"That's the problem, I love gulali hair"

"Whatchu mean? Cotton candy? It's like hair, right?"

"Ah forget!"

A few hours later, it was time to go home.

"Hmm? Why are you standing here?"

"I'm waiting for you to come home together" hey don't torture me so dong

"I told you, it's time for me to be independent, now,"

"No, now it doesn't seem to be possible" he said

"Later I can be spoiled, loh,"

"I don't care" well, it's getting harder for me

"You'll be sorry" I laughed

"No no, you're my most precious friend" friend heh? Yeah right, you should have pierced my feelings.

"All right," I hope my feelings diminish

"Come on" she extended her hand with that smile again!!

"I want to hit your heart,"

"Are you a psychopath?"

"I can't be a psychopath"

"Yes, you're an alarming loner" he shook his head.

...***...

Tonight was cold and silent, it seemed like half my soul was lost to loneliness, my father and mother had long been divorced, and I chose to be with my mother, not because she was the best, she said, but it was my choice that at least with him I could breathe more, than with my father with the pressure of a stifling family, well my mother did give me what I wanted, mad mother works so well with father, father occasionally visit me, but at the end of this it seems he forgot his daughter, I don't know now I'm tired of my thoughts. If I said I wasn't their son, what life would I live? meanwhile I was still thinking of the man I shouldn't have put this ridiculous feeling on, but anyhow I wished, wishing I could do more than this with him, only he would be able to make me accept this world.