
Time passed quickly, we did nothing, I couldn't move because nervousness bothered me.
"we didn't do anything" he lamented
"really"
"We only see the blue sea while eating melted ice cream,"
"You're right" you love ice cream so much, you bought it a few times
"It's because you don't want to do anything,"
" yes it is"
"It's a bit of a fuss, why did it end this way?"
"True" I also regretted it
"Hey Lili since when have you been such a bitch?" he pinched me a little harder
"Ah sick fool! the sea is far away, we are long on the road and arrive at the sea with a rapidly changing atmosphere" I said
"I don't think that's why Lili," is still pinching
"Stop this stupid gulali!!"
"Don't call me so basic"
"You can call me by nickname too,"
"What's? A kitten?"
"What's? no, it's too cute"
"Fine, kitten" god
"Nooo." that's adorable.
"Kitten"
"I'd rather be called Lili," yeah honestly
"True, Lili suits you fragile haha" he sneered
"Courage"
"Yes? " silence between us
"Am I pretty?" why am I asking that?!!
"Of course, your figure looks soft until I'm afraid you're easily broken haha"
"Ahh sucks" that's a disappointing answer
"Of course you're beautiful, your eyes are beautiful and.." she stopped her words while looking at me for a long time.
"And?"
"Beautiful"
"And what?"
"I said pretty"
"Beautiful eyes and what?"
"Your lips are also pretty satisfied?" Oh no, what a flushed face, no no, look at Hanian, she's more adorable, she's blushing too, I want to tease her but I can't tease her with my situation right now, siaalll.
"Ekhemm forget it, let's go back," what? We home?? Date completed?!!
"Okay, I'm quite enjoying the atmosphere here, very relaxed and right too, a suitable place to vacation and relax without doing anything, regardless of all the problems that exist" he was relieved of something
" ... "
"Thank you Lili, thank you for accompanying me" I thanked Hanian!
"Not really, you're asking me because you want me to forget what I'm thinking about, right?"
"Yeah, but instead I feel my burden is gone, no, not disappearing, just temporarily forgotten,"
"Don't talk about it Hanian, you'll remember it back,"
"Haha you're right, let's go home" we went back to the villa to eat before leaving. On a long journey I think I fell asleep, to pieces of memory only until we eat together, am I selfish to have it? Or is this enough? But if it wasn't me, he would have had someone else and we wouldn't be as close as we are today.
...***...
" ... " I opened my eyes slowly, what? Why did the car stop? Have we arrived yet? Where's Hanian?
"Hey you're up, sorry I went to the supermarket, you're thirsty?"
"No, just go home"
"You okay?"
"No,"
"You fell asleep to sleep" he laughed lightly
"Courage"
"Yes?" why do you make me comfortable and, and many more points than you.
"It's nothing"
"You're so easy to make me curious,"
"Don't be curious"
"I want to know"
"Don't want to know,"
"Why?"
"You'll be confused"
"Huh? what the hell is that?" he laughed inadmissively
"Trust me Hanian,"
"It could be that's not what you think Lili is,"
"Oh yeah you're right," maybe? But I can't believe her reaction will be the same as I wanted
"I want you to be more open, slowly, you should know, I'm on my side,"
"Then on the contrary, I'm on your side too, you should also tell me,"
" ... " what? He didn't answer?
"That's even if you believe me"
"Yes Lily I understand, what you think is just like most people, you and I are one of them,"
"Yeah" a story that is reluctant to be told, just want to be pendam and try to be forgotten forever but will also always be remembered forever.