
The dusty books beside me, the many novel books I bought when I came here for school and looked for a place where there were no bullies like them, avoiding what I didn't like.
"I seem to like this, thanks Lilian," Diana said
"Why doesn't this guy have a brain?? He cheated on his wife! I think I want to go there to kill him!!"
"Take it easy it's just a novel" I said
"No Lillian, I'm so excited to torture a guy like this, if anything and if in the future I get a typical guy like this, I'd like to play with him for a bit" hehe said" a terrifying killing aura, hopefully all he gets is a good man.
"Very moving" Luna shed tears
"What's wrong? What's up?" Diana asked enthusiastically
"You know? I'd love to have a man like this John, a big but innocent man, a fierce glass-hearted face, he's so very, very type of me,"
"Oh yeah, I think what's going on," Diana lost her taste, she didn't really like talking about men, she liked talking about funny things like telling a little girl who danced because her dad came home, that was like haru for him.
"I've never been so absorbed,"
"What??" They were all surprised
"Because I didn't read it,"
"Geez, I thought Lilian was a heartless creature"
"Well, I want to be like that if I can" I murmured. Actually we're all in my house right now, and I realize this house feels alive, I want them to play here.
"Other times, if you can every day, you play here..." I asked without seeing each one of them
"We must have come here Lilian" said Diana
"Just calm down, I love your house,"
"W-what?"
"In this sense it's convenient," continued Jey
"Don't try to prejudge Lilies" said Luna
"I'm sorry, I want you to go to my house"
"Yeah it's good, your heart is open to us" Diana said
"really?"
"Yeah young man," Diana, she's like a childish and mature at the same time
"Thank you for embracing me,"
"Ah come on, too many thanks will lose their meaning" Jey said
"Yeah you're right,"
"Ohh it's romantic I like this"
"Haha he enjoyed it" Diana said
"It's good that you like it" they nodded happily. Waitaminute! I seem to have forgotten something?
...***...
The next morning, I was confused as to what I had forgotten. Have I forgotten Hanian? Or what? I went to class trying to remember what was important.
"Hay," I said to my friends
"Hay Lilian, I'm reading your book, thanks for this, I really like it," said Luna, she likes romance stories
"Yeah you can borrow more," besides I have a lot of novels that I bought first, I think I will read it because it is free, it was not touched at all, a pile of books forgotten. I sit on the bench.
"Hey Lillian" she said, her seat was behind me.
"Yes?"
"Have you forgotten something?" Ask in doubt
"Oh you're right, I feel like I have something forgotten,"
"You don't remember?"
"Well what?" I'm afraid to cause trouble
"Lilian you, you have an appointment with me," huh? Wh,
"Ohhhh" I was surprised to remember I had a task with him
"Ahaha it turns out Lilian is forgetful?" Oh look at her fake smile, she must have thought I was incompetent!
"Not so, I'm just, just sidetracked,"
"Hmm? How's it?"
"I have a problem to solve, so I forgot, sorry Dion" I apologized to her, it's a shameful mistake!
"Well that's okay, there's plenty of time, our job's easy," I guess I'll be in that easy assignment
"Yeah sorry, I promise you when you get home, why don't you just chat me,"
"Here, maybe you don't see your phone very often," oh right, I don't like to look at my phone because it's gonna suck.
"Sorry, yeah you can chat me, I'll monitor my phone," suddenly heard his little laugh
"Hmm?"
"No need to panic Lilian, I know your problem must be related to your friends right,"
"Yes, it's good that you understand, thank you"
"It's nothing"
"Lilian look,"
"Oh yeah" they showed me the words they liked the most, I was happy when they enjoyed it.
...***...
Not long after, the break bell rang, this is quite worthy of my celebration, I got good friends, they are what friends are.
"I want to treat you guys," I'm tidying up my books and they're no exception
"Lilian," they doubt
"I don't have any prejudices, believe me I'm fixing every feeling and every thought,"
"Yeah whatever," Jey said
"I'll also treat you tomorrow after Lilian" Jey's smile felt warm to a person who was quite rude like her
"Well, what are these alternating? I don't have the money to participate," her tone made us laugh
"True, you're my son's most unfortunate" teased Jey
"Hisss, where do you have money? I'm a little curious hehe," said Luna
"Of course it works,"
"What's? You're still in school!"
"Hehe you won't suspect it,"
"What the fuck is that,"
"Are you guys done? Let's go," I said
"Lili," in front of the classroom door looks gulali
"Wait? Gulali?"
"Gullobes?" Wonderful Diana
"Hanian why are you here?" I approached him
"Why ask?" Ishh he's a hooligan
"May you fall in the bathroom" I swear
"What?"
"And anu mu teputong pi... "
"Hey Stop!" He's smothering my mouth
"So?"
"You're really rude, it's so unexpected again" he rolled his eyes furiously.
"So what's up?"
"I'm just gonna have lunch,"
"The cafeteria's over there,"
"Eat together,"
"Huh?" I saw my friends, they nodded happily, I could hear them telling me to leave.
"Come on," he grabbed my hand
"Friends," I stopped my steps
"Yes?"
"Follow me, this is not going to change" because I can't tell my heart to stop pounding, I know very well it feels alone with her, it feels like dying.
"What, no" my eyes intimidated them
"All right"
"Hahhh" Hanian let out a long sigh lazily, making my friend as if suffocating the atmosphere, we immediately headed for the canteen.
"Ahh this stupid gulali" and I can only curse,"
"Hmm?"
"Ah no,"
"You've thought about that?"
"What?"
"Be my girlfriend,"
"Happp" Lili calmed down, so it wasn't a joke?
"So I want to know," she smiled alluringly at me
"It's not romantic"
"Ohh," now he thought of something, and it felt like my coldness was a bit unsettled.
"He we met at sea with Lilian" Diana said
"And also those famous school thugs" Jey continued
"Whatwhat? I still don't know,"
"Shttttt will be yellow?" the yellow?
"Gdh..." I am am glad to hear it
"What's Lili?"
"It's nothing"
"Hmmm" well now if Hanian is serious, with my heart that also likes him, should I just accept it? But this is embarrassing! I want to be with him, I have to take it, right?! This is driving me crazy!!!