The Married To My Childhood Friend
Eps.08 Shallow trust
"Hold tight,"
"L-yes... "
" ... " why not walk?
"Emm you want to stop for a minute?"
"We're still in place"
"On the road, to eat maybe?"
"No," I should have said yes!!!
"Alright, I think you're hungry,"
"Why am I hungry?" Stupid Lilian!
"Well, because of the long time in class? I don't know," then the bike went pretty fast.
" ... "
...***...
Not long after that we arrived
"Thank you Hanian,"
"Yes, you're the same,"
"Wanna play a minute?"
"Yes" he said with a smile
"I still like it" I murmured
"Hmm what?" tannya
"It's nothing"
"Well, can I now act shameless?"
"Whatever," that's not the right image for you
"I'm not ashamed,"
"Why should you be ashamed, right? We've known you for a long time"
"But long time no see"
"Hmm" I nodded
"Miss, miss is here? The lady driver was just about to pick up the lady," Bi Nina
"Ahh just call bi,"
"Well lady, do you want to eat?"
"Yes, and so is he" Hanian smiled
"Ohh that time,"
"Hi aunty," she said, bi Nina simply nodded in a smile, she was as quiet as me
"Sit down, Hanian, I'm going to get changed,"
"All right," crazy crazy crazy crazy!! The person I like is now in my house! I quickly went to the room, prepared myself quickly, rushed quickly, ahh stairs, I was afraid that there would be such an incident at that time, just slow down.
"Okay" Hanian smiled at me
"You live alone?" His smile felt empty
"No, there's aunty and uncle driver,"
"Mother's dad?" He was still smiling, but there was a sense of pity in his words
"There's another part of the world,"
"Haha another world hmm?" muttered
"Yes, I'm waiting for you,"
"Hmm everything looks delicious"
"You look so happy,"
"Of course"
"Because there's me?" Godasiah
"No, I'm happy to see the food!"
"Ohhh you like to eat yes"
"What's? It's not what you are,"
"If you like to eat why you're so skinny," at first glance I saw his eyes so cold, what the hell is that?
"I didn't say I like to eat"
"Hmm, when are you coming to my house?" He put on a cheerful face again
"When"
"When is that when?"
"When" he sighed
...***...
If I go back to the night, I can remember everything I felt, what I wanted to forget and what I wanted to remember. In the past if he didn't leave, it was possible that my mentality wasn't formed like this, either because what happened to me wasn't part of my life with him.
"If, Hanian existed" what solid will not fill my life?
"Miss food is ready, it's dinner time," aunt, she's not good at talking, have I told you we're quiet? While my driver was the opposite, asked without hesitation, a lot of humor, more active.
"Yes I'm there," but I know aunt's worried about me, I'm also late in this stop asking her about my mother.
"Hmm it smells good," the aunt just smiled in satisfaction
"Eat already?"
"I'm sorry?"
"Let's eat together"
"But,"
"I don't like eating alone,"
"Then, excuse me," I smiled and my aunt smiled, and I thought if she was my mother, she would always be there for me, but I realized she was working here for her family, my mom did the same thing, I always fixed my mindset.
Trings....
"Chat group?"
'Boring!' said Jey
'Yeah, I think we can go to Karauke's? The mall?' Luna
'What? the mall? You have a lot of money haha You always can't stand if you don't buy something Jey
'If anyone had given me a lot of money, I would be very grateful!' Luna
'You crazy? Dreams" Diana
'Hahaha' as I read this, my chest is tight, my tears are dripping, my aunt is surprised to see me
"Why is she crying?" Worriedly
"No, it's nothing" I continued with the dinner. You know what I feel? It reminds me of the guy who asked for my money under the pretext of friendship, then left me for not giving me anything, yeah in that I'm not good at making friends, I don't know how to make friends, I don't know how to make friends, I don't know what to do with a friend.
"Ukh." my tears did not stop dripping.
"Miss... "
"Eat it, don't look at me" I wanted to calm down, my trust in someone was shallow.