The Married To My Childhood Friend
Eps.14 Make Up

Time seemed to stop, what he said was still ringing in this silence, 'I like you' is not an easy thing for me to say.

"You're haha if you're joking there's a limit too haha, it's better to just drop me haha this is ridiculous, really.." I don't know really don't know, my body is limp.

"Oh you mean to reject me?" Sorrowfully

"What?" I may have liked you for years

"I'm serious Lili, think about it" you said it too soon! ah no, it's true that we were separated long enough, but this is still too soon for us who have just met again!

"I.." tring... The bell went in

"It's not time? All right next time," Hanian wasn't kidding.

...***...

How'this? Hows it? I liked her but hesitated to date her, something was wrong, my feelings remained the same but hesitated to be with her, what does this mean Lili?

"Hey," Diana approached me

"Yes?" Well, this one I have to handle too

"You've been alone this whole time?" You don't have eyes, do you?

"Did you see me with the others?"

"No," he did not bring up the incident in the cafeteria, well it was strange that the incident was forgotten like nothing happened, but good

"Yes that way,"

"Ukh I intend to invite you back to be friends" he said hesitantly

"After what did I do?"

"Yeah, that's kind of problematic, but we all got each story in this friendship,"

"What does that mean?"

"Maybe you don't have so many happy memories just yet" Jey interjected

"Jey... " Diana was moved

"It's because of Diana, I don't know but it seems like we do have a complicated past with some friends, wait! Do they deserve to be called friends?" and Luna was present

"You know Lilian? We were friends not immediately friends and familiar, we went through the same process, still can not trust each other"

"Huh?" I just heard that

"Me and Jey were the ones who started this friendship, then Luna and you Lili" Diana said

"Jey is a kid who used to be bullied, now his personality gets tough and, uh,"

"Hey,"

"Haha sorry, then Luna she's the girl who hated the girl in her class for her beauty,"

"That's so childish! Destroying me because their men like me" Sela Luna angrily

"And me, I was an isolated person, who often wanted to join but they rejected me even subtly, but I was lonely, their world was different, poya-poya was part of his life, he said, while I cannot, ahh his poverty. "he is lamenting?

"Oh I don't know that," I don't know what to react to

"And you're Lili? I want to know what you're going through,"

"Me?"

"Yes"

"I used to be.. "it used to be very sad, mom went to work, and I was with the nanny's aunt, it used to feel lonely and very gloomy, what was happy? How does it feel to be happy? I forgot about happiness. If the dead musing arrived, it felt like someone died in my life, like there was no ambition and like the accumulated hope never materialized. When I was 6 years old.

"I want to go with Mama" I cried for my mother who did not feel her presence

"Please lady, Miss is at work, this is also for miss,"

"Forku?"

"Yes" she smiled soothingly

"Like a luxurious lady's life, whatever the lady wants can definitely be obtained, the lady can buy a doll, the lady can eat chocolate, is that not the result of the hard work of the lady?" Right, I get what I want, until any friendship can be bought, right? When I was 10 years old, I paid them to be my friends, that's what I mean, but it felt like they were too submissive, that's when I knew they had fun together without me, they talked about what they got from me and wanted more.

"He gave me a lot of money,"

"I was given a nice snack haha,"

"Let's have fun"

"Come on!"

"But he never came with us for fun,"

"What are you talking about? He's like a robot, he doesn't talk much and he's hard to joke with, he's so stiff,"

"True, I survived because of the money, not because I wanted to make friends,"

"Hahaha this is very profitable,"

"Haha right," That's how, it feels claustrophobic to hear that, I want to be friends but uncomfortable, I don't want to be lonely, however, even though there are them it turns out my heart remains empty.

"Lilian, I don't have any money next time to the cafeteria?" Smilingly

"Oh well"

"What?"

"Hmm?"

"Ah nothing" I'm fed up, they suck. They talked about me in the back.

"Sir, he would usually buy me a meal,"

"Yeah when I want to borrow an eraser, he says 'you don't have an eraser?' I thought he was going to give me an eraser, he mocked me 'Are you that poor?' that Arghhhh makes me upset!"

"What's? How dare he!"

"We'll teach him a lesson, leave him alone," from then on, they've never wanted to be friends with me, ever since, until everyone there heard the rumor that I was arrogant and arrogant because I had a lot of money. That's story.

"I'm not comfortable like that,"

"Lili, hiks.." is he crying?

"Hahhh Diana is a crybaby, yeah now is the time for us all to not be driven by the past!" said Jey

"But I'm not a fun person,"

"Shuttt!" as usual

"Everything has to accept what it is, nothing" Jey said, he's a pretty rough personality but he's very kind.

"Is everything all right?" ask Diana Luna

"Hmm hmm yes" Diana nodded happily

"Diana is the one who cares about you the most, she asked us to make up with you,"

"I just don't like to see someone myself" she still cried

"Haha Diana was indeed such a person, she was the one who invited me to be friends, she was so persistent that it made me uncomfortable,"

"I-I just feel like we're both the same, both lonely, so I..."

"Haha yes,"

"Jey is not easy to handle," he grumbled

" You're great Diana, man,"

"What do you mean," Diana blushed in embarrassment

"You always embrace others, Luna and Lilian you feel lucky right," I and Luna nodded confirming

"Ahhh don't embarrass me," seeing Diana's shy demeanor, we all laughed at her, until everyone laughed at this unexpected friendship.