The Married To My Childhood Friend

The Married To My Childhood Friend
Eps.02 Mama I miss


"Would we have dinner together tonight? I don't like to eat alone" I complained


"What's? Mama can't love, I'm sorry you know that, it's all for you,"


"Right," I don't know


"Geez, you're not really alone, are you?"


"Yes, there's an aunt,"


"Hmmm mama will do something later, mamah close yes there is a meeting,"


"Bye mom,"


"Bye my little girl, have a nice dream" she closed gently. Yeah, my mom's not mean she's not the one I should blame completely, she's the one who fights for my decent life the most, but still less, and she doesn't realize it, I miss her, I miss her, I wanted to hug her, or maybe I could sleep with her because I missed her. Tonight is empty again like the nights yesterday, if I could just replace the people I love easily, but it's evil because my mother's affection seems deeper than I imagined it to be, he did it for my comfort, my freedom, my happiness, so I have to understand that one flaw, yes... That lack is its existence.


"You must understand that Lilian, think positively," my tears were inevitable, I let it go because it helped a little.


...***...


In the morning as usual I forced my face to be cheerful, cheerful if in front of the hair gulali, his worries made my feelings increase, and that should not happen.


"Hey,"


"Huh? Whahuh? I told you,"


"Yeah I don't think I can let this go, I don't know your problem for this one, so"


"Wait, you know I have a problem?"


"Yeah"


"You're so sensitive" I smiled


"So what else?"


"Just feeling lonely" I laughed


"Your laugh is a lie, you don't have to push yourself, but you have to know you're not alone, I'm still there for you," if she knows how I feel, I'm sure he'll heartily keep his word, right?


"Haha"


"What's? what's so funny?" hernia


"No, I'm laughing at myself,"


"Superficial,"


"I've been weird a long time"


"Haha, you know," he stroked my head


"Stop me being big,"


"How big? you're shorter than me, and also smaller" he sneered


"Akhhhh noisy"


"Haha... "


"I'm already 1st High School now!"


"Yes, big boy,"


"You're mocking ya!"


"Lili, come with us, we're talking about the game later,"


"Oh, what match?"


"Here sit here" he enthusiastically asked


"Ah no,"


"Come come... " I remember this girl, Diana.


"What's? Ehhh" he pulled me to join


"It's okay to relax," she always approached me


"Next week you know?"


"Games?"


"Yes!!!" looks very enthusiastic


"so?"


"Come on, everyone here is always talking about this,"


"Well, who are you?" I asked, and they were surprised


"I-I mean I forgot your names, sorry?"


"Oww baby,"


"Jey don't say that, she must feel weird,"


"It's okay next time we're gonna be friends, right??" he said with emphasis


"Is that a friendly voice?" he said, it's a little funny so I smiled.


"Oh he's smiling!" diana said with her cherry


"Oh right,"


"Well it's my blessing"


"What does that mean?"


"You're all funny" Again they were surprised


"What's? What's up???" I'm certainly confused too


"Haha you look adorable" Diana said


"You seem shy" what??


"Should we add one member?" you, ah who are you?


"Of course," they smiled, and it made me uncomfortable, the three of them were strange but pleasant children, I just smiled because for the first time I got this feeling. The feeling of having friends.


"My name is Luna," ah Luna, she's a pretty tall girl, her eyes are clear and don't forget, she's very sweet with exotic skin.


"Dianaaaa" she said cheerfully, she was a beautiful girl


"Jey," Tomboy girl, that's it, and we ended up friends.