
“Ya, what's up?” said Binar was nervous, but still took the phone.
“Mas why? How nervous is that?” tanya Isyana can recognize the difference in the intonation of the talk of Binar, the tumben of the tone is fast and short, usually naughty.
“Sorry, Mas leahin later, quickly clear what is it?” binar said again really serious.
“Yes already if it is critical, Isyana type whastap aja. Call later. Careful Mas,” said Isyana understanding and giving up.
As wives, we must be understanding and positive. The problem he was about to tell was not too critical that had to be answered right then and there.
“Ya!” answer the brief Binar
“Assalam...,” until Isyana wants to say hello by Binar has been turned off.
Isyana also throbbed, looked at the cellphone in her hand, then glanced at Princess and Dina who were still actively playing.
“Hmmm yes. Mas Binar seems to be, busy again?” isyana's mummy put down her phone.
Isyana then laid her body on the sofa. Watching and accompanying the Princess play.
Isyana herself faced the laptop and some science books, her college eyes were on the desk.
Yes Isyana is not an employee or pns. If you want to graduate on time, Isyana must pursue courses.
Although puerperal and after giving birth, Isyana did not apply for leave, only a few days sick permit.
Not prioritizing the child. Isyana's son has not been able to get out of the incubator. Instead of Isyana dissolving in sadness, Isyana prefers to pray and fill her brain with useful things.
Isyana asked her themes to send all the lagging tasks of Isyana.
At home while ngasuh child, the Princess, while milking breast milk for the baby as well, Isyana still doing college assignments.
After becoming the mistress of Binar, make it easier because there are many arts that help Isyana.
“Hah...” Isyana sighed, looking at any direction of daydreaming. “So Mika did it? Why would he do that? At that time, they were happy. Then where is he now, hhhh... What made Mas Lana leave him? Does Lana really love me more? Ck. ck. kasian once.. Is Mika also being treated the same as I used to?” isyana Mummings.
Isyana doesn't hate Lana or Mika at all. Isyana is even messianic and sad with what happened to people in the past who hurt her.
Apparently Tuti just called, some police came to Isyana's former contract and gave her a yellow line.
The police asked for someone named Adnan and Mika. The police also asked Isyana where she was, they needed information from Isyana as the person who was occupying the contract.
Police also said they were looking for news about Mika because she was not known.
That's why Isyana called Binar. As a wife, Isyana honors Binar and obeys him. Isyana must have permission and communication with Binar.
Because the departure is still tomorrow, Isyana also relented to deliver later tonight or tomorrow morning if Binar is now busy.
“Mommiii,” shouted Princess ran then splashed spoiled into Isyana's embrace and disperse the reverie of Isyana.
“Awww..., what the hell is running? Unfortunately Mommy is now getting heavier.” strangled Isyana warmly received the Princess who started heavy on her lap.
“Hihihi?" The princess chuckled then turned to Dina.
The princess hugged Isyana.
"Aawass... awaaas.., Sister Dina nakaal!” the Princess shouted continuously to Isyana and raised both her legs up.
The princess was no awkward at all, directly sitting on Isyana's lap and curled up.
Apparently Dina and Putri were playing the chase by playing the cartoon character Naga-Dagaan and rats, which were placed in the palm of the hand.
“Huoooaaam where you are tikuus, I am hungry.” said Dina with a voice mimicking a character in a fairy tale ready to eat the rats in the Princess' pocket. And Dina's hand moved like a dragon's chaff.
“Aak... takuut. takuut,” shouted The Princess lived directly hugging Isyana tight.
“Dii... Diiin, already, later to sleep you know!” lerai Isyana warmly defended the Princess.
Dina also throbbed.
“Issshhh cheats... run time to Mommy! It's just a toy. Rats must be eradicated so that Pak Tani plants do not fail to harvest!” tease Dina to the Princess.
They seem to be reading fairy tales.
“Mommy let's fight Kak Dina, the time of all the Princess' children eaten Kak Dina, come Mom against Kak Dina!” princess Rengek wants to have supporters.
“Huummm?” cebik Isyana raised her eyebrows.
“Yes already if the Princess does not like this toy, if the same Mommy changes the others just let three!” dina's Proposal.
“OK! Good idea? What do you want?” toys answer Isyana
Isyana's job is done, her husband called too busy.
Finally Isyana went down to join the Princess and Dina. The three of them also played and laughed warmly enliven the house of Binar. I changed toys until nightfall.
****
In the hospital.
Binar immediately put in her phone and ran towards Lana's room.
“Braaak!” Binar opened the door to Lana's room quickly.
“Hap..,”
“Do not!”
At the same time, the cold sweat Amanda tried to pull the melted chocolate, but at the same time also in a matter of seconds, Bu Mutia's hand was moved to feed a scoop of melted chocolate into her mouth.
Bu Mutia's hand movements were faster than Amanda's, who was frightened and confused.
“Hum....,” throttled Bu Mutia was shocked by the arrival of Binar and the strange Amanda, her spoon still stuck in her mouth.
Amanda dryethan was confused and held the hand of Bu Mutia, while Binar opened the door hard with a hunting breath. Amanda was also surprised to see Binar.
“Binar?” tekik Amanda was equally confused, why Binar came there.
“Blow Up Aunt!” binar shouted quickly no matter Amanda and Bu Mutia looked at him.
Ms. Mutia was still dumb not chewing her food but also not swallowing.
“Ya Spit! Aunt... maaf!” isak Amanda finally.
“Uhuuuk...” a moment later Bu Mutia spewed out a spoonful of that melted chocolate. His tongue felt an itching that spread but not so noticeable.
Mutia's mother is increasingly confused by the arrival of Binar and Amanda's attitude.
“Haah...,” Amanda breathed a sigh of relief seeing Bu Mutia take out her cake. Even though it had lodged in his mouth for a few seconds.
“Kaliaan why?” bu Mutia asked, looking at Amanda still not understanding.
“Thank God...Aunt, sorry. Sorry, Amanda can explain later,” isak Amanda finally admitted no matter there is Binar. Amanda immediately closed the cake and pulled it to the back of her body.
Miss Mutia also stared strangely at the cake. Then look at Binar.
“Ka...mu?” pekik Bu Mutia looked at Binar but faltered. “Uhukkk...,” Bu Mutia was about to talk to Binar but the throat was itching suddenly hot.
“Tan--- tantee...,” squealed Amanda added panicked to see Bu Mutia moving her mouth uncomfortably and holding her throat.
“Aaaaak, hot......,aair..” shouted Bu Mutia.
Amanda panicked and grabbed the water.
“Tante..., aunt why? Aunty all right?” amanda gave water with trembling hands.
Amanda asked her for a highly sensitive poison work theme.
“Aaaaakkkk, saki.i.t.. hueek,” Bu Mutia's mouth suddenly came out of blood.
“Tantee...,” Amanda was just glaring to see Bu Mutia bleed.
“Saaakiiiit..,” stubs Bu Mutia.
“Theeeeeet...,” Binar yaang from earlier sculpting, pergap immediately ran to squeeze the bell call the doctor who was on the bed Lana.
Miss Wira sat holding her mouth and Amanda was confused and panicked to give tissue.
Madam Mutia continued to spit blood.
Not long after the doctors and nurses arrived. They also immediately helped.
Even shocked and confused nurses have never met patients with such a severe case of oral bleeding.
“Please my aunt... please save hera...” wept very sorry.
In the near future the blood of Bu Wira comes out a lot and Bu Wira can not talk. The nurse immediately gave help to take Missus away from Lana's room.
Amanda packed the cake and was about to leave.
“Amanda...!” call Binar banal.
Amanda stopped her steps. Amanda was already in tears and confusion.
“Biin..binaar,” pekik Amanda staggered. “Ke--- why are you here?”
Still in Lana's room, Binar then walked over to Amanda with a cool face and bit her lips.
Binar took the cake. Then he looked at Amanda who was in front of him with a piercing glare.
“Where are you going?” tanya Binar is full of emphasis.
Amanda trembled and swallowed her spit stammering.
“Biiin... binar.ma... sorry... ttt toll...please me!”.
“For whom is this cake actually?” ask Binar again.
“You... you... you know where?” is from ask Amanda.
Binar glanced at Lana who was still unconscious. His head wearing a hat from the hospital there is an oxygen hose and covered, blocked the wall as well as the face, only visible blankets from the direction of the waiting sofa. That's why Amanda almost thought it was Isyana.
Bar then smiled.
“Tell me, what did you put in this food? Who is this cake for?” ask Binar again.
Amanda fluttered and then cried.
“Hiiikss... hiiiksss.
“haisssh,” Binar was just hissing and shaking his head.
Women who are not at home, not outside, not good not evil, not loved or who do not like the weapon crying.
“You want what this cake is? Huh huh? Will your tears help you? Your history will be ruined soon Amanda! Tell me, who is this cake for?” binar said sharply and not well with Amanda's tears.
Hearing that, Amanda immediately calmed down and knelt down to Binar.
“Please save me... toloong... Binar help me!”
Binar wasn't looking at Amanda.
“Hhhh... did you say?”
“Binaar...” Omit Aamnda again.
“You are wrong to ask me for help, and apologize to me, who is sick to Aunt Mutia, apologize to Aunt Mutia!” reply Binar.
“Hiiiks... hiikss.. I'm sorry... I'm sorry,” Amanda whispered again.
“Tell me! Who is this cake for?” tanya Binat snapped.
Amanda was still curled up. But for a moment Amanda stopped from crying.
Binar noticed it.
“Hhhhh,” Amanda finally screamed annoyed clenched her hand and looked up to Binar.
The sparkle was a little jolted.
“You ask who? Then why are you here? You know everything, right? Why did the clerk say this was the lady's room?” ask Amanda to tear up.
Just realized that he was bullied by Binar indirectly admit to Binar.
“You know who this is for? Don't tell me you don't know. I love you Binar... love you so much!" said Amanda sobbing and stirring.
"I want you. All those years I wanted to forget you? The longer I want you, Binar? Why don't you ever look at me, why don't you ever understand me, even keep your distance from me? That hurts so much! Do you know that?" asked Amanda desperately to get all her heart out.
Binar was silent there was a little tightness that came to greet the heart of Binar. Kasian saw Amanda up to that.
Saka actually has often conveyed to Binar about Amanda. Binar did not think that deep Amanda's feelings.
“I'm a girl I'm well established, I'm pretty Binar. Why would you prefer to be with a sick Tiara? Then why would you prefer to marry his widow Lana in such quick time? Why?” assault...Amanda broke into tears.
The rain is getting uncomfortable. Binar then lowered her head, grabbed Amanda by the shoulder and invited her to stand up to talk quietly.
“I'm sorry!" binar said seriously.
Amanda still shed tears.
"Be aware Amanda, what you have is not love. Look at Lana Amanda? He's our friend, right?” said Binar.
Amanda stood glued to Lana, unwilling to look at Binar.
“Life doesn't have to always be the way we want it to be! Love won't make you suffer like this?” said Binar again.
Amanda was still silent.
“Our biggest enemy is our own ego. Amanda, open your heart and your eyes? How many times do I have to say. I'm not for you. You just need to lower your ego and learn to accept reality!”
“You are beautiful and well-established, you can be happy with the person who loves you without having to hurt your heart and hurt others. Your ego will only continue to enslave you until you forget your true happiness. Until when do you keep doing this? You'll only continue to get tired if you defy God's will?"
"This is just your ambition that will continue to blind you. Until whenever you won't get it. Accept and be at peace with your situation, Amanda. Do you want to be like Lana? Enslaved and defeated by your ego?” whispered Binar calm.
Amanda was still standing glued to her blank gaze, Amanda did not answer a word.
"My destiny is with Isyana. Isyana needs me more. Love is not ambition. Does love fill and complement each other? You don't need someone like me, Amanda! Be aware!" say Binar again
Others may have been happy Binar. But no one ever knew, how the days of Binar over the years, the disease took away little by little the beautiful woman who had once filled his heart. Until Binar every day taught the meaning of destiny and loss, and mengikhlaskan.