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...~3 Months Later~...
A chill filled his room. Nissa simply hugged her body trying to find the warmth that had been lost from her life since a few months ago. Room windows are always closed even though day or night keep changing.
"Mrs!! Young master Edmund and Edgar just woke up, they're looking for Madam". Bentley.
"I'll be right down"
Sometimes Nissa forgets her duties, she is a mother who has three children that she must take care of with warmth. Losing one of her loves, Nissa forgets her own life. He forgot that his sons needed him.
"Mama!!" Collin called his mother in a loud voice.
Nissa hugged Collin for a bit, then she hugged Edgar and Edmund. In an instant the twins immediately stopped crying.
"Mommy's son, so sad that you didn't see your mom when you woke up?"
Nissa showered the twins with so many kisses. Collin also joined - follow dyed his sister with a sense of joy that is no less great.
"I'm sorry about the end of this, my mom is always sad and rarely pays attention to you well"
His three sons, were his pride. Nissa wanted to hit her head for forgetting that.
"I'm home!!"
Nissa heard the loud voice of Ben who had just returned home. Because of Nissa's condition, the late husband always came home early only to notice Nissa who continued to grieve.
"Welcome dear" said Nissa.
It has long been felt that Nissa did not welcome her husband with a happy smile. Ben returned the smile with a light kiss, then he held Collin and kissed the twins.
"Why this? Did Edmund and Edgar wake up? They usually sleep at this hour"
"Your child has just woken up, their voice is so big, it even sounds up"
Ben laughed, for a long time he had not heard a hint of joke from his wife. Ben longed for the warmth and petty joke of his wife.
"Have you eaten?" Ask Ben.
"I don't taste to eat Ben"
Ben touches Nissa's shoulder and begins to take care of her as if her life is over.
"Eat a little, I'll feed you, okay?"
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Nissa just put on a dirty face. Right now he just doesn't want to eat. It feels stifling to swallow food in the present situation. Everything felt bad for Nissa.
"I'm not hungry...."
Nissa takes Collin to the room and leaves in front of Ben. Ben carried back the twins while staring at the back of his wife who kept away from him.
Nissa leaned back her body while hugging Collin. Every time he closed his eyes or ate, he always imagined Adel. It all felt like hell to him. There is no hope left.
Tok....
Ben came in with the twins. Nissa immediately wiped away her tears. Collin who saw his mama grieving immediately wiped away Nissa's tears with his small hands. Nissa then saw the servants who were carrying a lot of food behind Ben.
"Not for you, but for my children and me" Ben said.
"What?!"
"You don't want to eat, I'm hungry, and I want to eat with the kids"
Ben takes turns feeding food to Collin and himself. The twins enjoyed their milk quickly. Ben deliberately showed off the main course in front of Nissa.
"Not eat yet?" Ask Ben at last.
"You!!" Nissa replied with annoyance.
Being a mother of three never made Nissa look grown up. Nissa could be childish in Ben's presence.
Ben feeds Nissa and Nissa eats voraciously. Pieces of Mayonaise meat and salad mixed in Nissa's mouth.
"The meat!!" Nissa pointed towards the plate full of meat.
Ben just shook his head meaningfully.
"You see that Collin, your mama likes to be dishonest, likes to say not hungry but eat it more greedy than you, Don't be like your mama, baby"
Nissa looked at Ben with a frown.
"Oh yeah this morning Adel called me when I was at the company...."
"Ben!!" Nissa asks Ben to stop the conversation.
"But Adel left a message for you to me, because you haven't been willing to receive his phone since....."
Ever since Adel left, it's always been stifling for Nissa. Not only does Nissa feel that way, but Ben and his kids feel the same way. Nissa vents her tightness to Ben and his children. It makes Ben feel crazy.
"Nissa I've been trying to be patient and understand you, but when are you going to be like this?!"
"Ben, please don't say anything anymore!! I'm so tormented talking about this !!"
Ben knew it, he knew best what Nissa was feeling. But if Nissa's feelings actually make Nissa ignore her children, that's what Ben won't be able to tolerate longer.
"You know you've gone too far!! Even you're always sad in front of Collin and the twins, I don't want to argue in front of them like this, but you're Nissa's outrageous"
Anyone knows that it was Nissa's fault. All of her know that Nissa is always excessive in addressing something but to release Adel in her life it is the toughest thing for her.
"Please say clearly, how much longer do you need to be sad?" Ask Ben.
"I don't know, I also wish I wasn't going to be this sad, but it's just as stifling as Ben....."
Collin looks at his parents and pulls Nissa and Ben's hands together.
"Why Collin?" Ask Ben.
When looking at Collin's face, Ben and Nissa knew that Collin thought his parents were fighting and Collin wanted them to make up immediately by putting his parents' hands together.
"Thank you baby, but mom and dad don't fight, mom and dad are having a discussion, sorry to worry you". Nissa told Colin.
By taking her breath Nissa finally said....
"Please give me two more days to be sad"
"Well?!! Nissa please!!"
"Ben please, I can't stop being sad when Adel leaves"
"Nissa please don't do this....."
"Ben please understand..it's very heavy for me".
Ben patted his head firmly.
"That's right!! Adel has only been gone for three days!!!"
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..."Being a strong mother is a difficulty that only a mother will feel for the sake of her family"...