The Neglected Wife
S3 EPISODE 142 - IN HIS MEMORY
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From the photo of his mother Ben then turned to the picture of the father. Although he is difficult to forget, the father's attitude is harsh and cruel to him but he so knows the reason especially Ben has begun to make peace with it. He began to forgive all that had passed.
"Dad... Being a father is hard, right?" Ben spoke while watching his father's photo.
Nissa came back after carrying a medicine box, when she saw her husband talking to her father like that, Nissa chose to stand behind the outside door and just keep listening. Nissa gave Ben some space to himself.
"Keeping the child, caring for him, cherishing him it is sometimes very hard, I still have my wife but...I can't imagine Dad having to go through it all without Mom, taking care of Simon and I, protecting us"
Although there are not many memories with the father but many things that he can remember. One of the things he remembered was when the father smiled proudly to see the success of his son. Sometimes the smile feels short but Ben can see it.
"I almost lost Collin on the hunt earlier, when Collin fell and almost got hurt it felt like my heart was going to be dislodged, I felt like half my life was gone and my body felt like a self-moving reflex"
Nissa finally realized that Ben must also be just as surprised when he saw Collin in danger especially Ben saw for himself the incident. Ben had put in a lot of effort to save Collin who was almost injured and even himself was the one who was injured.
Ben's.... Thanksmeme it....
I know very well that being a parent is not an easy thing, not only you, but I myself also have many shortcomings as a Mother and Wife.
"There are so many things I want to do for children, I don't want my children to feel the same way as I do, I want to be with them, I want to be with them, love them and make them strong and proud children but because of today's danger I sometimes doubt if I am a bad parent"
Ben is sometimes uneasy about how parents should educate his child. This was the first time he became a father, a husband. He who grows up without the affection of parents sometimes doubts whether the way he does is right. Different from his wife, who grew out of the love and affection of his parents. Ben lives in distrust of others and is forced to grow up to be strong.
Ben you've been a good parent to our kids.....You have to believe that it is true...You already love us properly.Don't blame yourself too much for an accident is destiny to turn someone into an adult.
Tok.dok....
"May I come in, baby?"
Ben immediately cleared the photo slowly and immediately replied Yes.
Nissa could see the sad face of her husband and her puffy eyes. Slowly Nissa put her hand on Ben's cheek.
"What's up?" Ask her gently.
"I was just talking to a picture of my parents, and I just suddenly missed them"
Nissa took both pictures and looked at them with a smile.
"It's worth it that you're so handsome, my Father and Mother-in-law have faces like this, it's definitely a child this handsome" Tempta Nissa by touching Ben's nose mischievously.
Ben could only laugh slowly.
"Did you miss your parents so much?"
Ben just nodded slowly, and Nissa also grasped Ben's hand gently.
"While you're not with them, you can still see my parents, They're your parents too, they'll be very happy if you indulge in them a lot"
"Can you?"
"Thank you"
Nissa just nodded and smiled.
"One more thing Ben, you don't have to blame everything on you if you've done the best thing with the effort you have."
"What do you mean...."
"As for Collin, I'm sorry for hearing all this"
"What?! You heard all of it?!"
Ben covered his face in embarrassment and Strange Nissa felt it was so cute.
"It was an accident, I know you did what you needed and I was wrong to blame you right then"
"No that's...."
"You've been so trying, I'm sad if you have to blame yourself, because in the future there will certainly be many things like this because it means that our children will continue to grow into adulthood"
Nissa then hugged Ben gently. Ben returns the hug and lets the warmth of their bodies become one and their hearts connect.
"Honey....Collin will never feel everything you felt when you were little, Maybe I'm not worth saying it like this but.....Collin has us as his parents and the one who loves him the most is us, right?"
"I just feel unworthy to be a parent"
"Benedict! Strictly do! Things like this will definitely happen again, and the twins will likely experience the same thing, you have to prepare your heart and do not often blame yourself"
Ben immediately put on a pouting face.
"And you also blamed me when you saw Collin get hurt"
"That's why I'm sorry, right?"
"I forgive you because you're beautiful not because I'm good"
"All right"
Nissa kissed Ben's lips gently.
"I'll bandage your wounds back"
Nissa took off the bandage filled with blood. Nissa re-applied the medicine and ointment so that her wounds quickly closed and dried. Again gently the bandage was neatly wrapped by Nissa. Ben just stared at Nissa gently. Sometimes seeing Nissa who was like that her heart again thumped like looking back at their first meeting.
"My heart is pounding again because of you"
"What?!" Ask Nissa astonished.
"It's like our first meeting, right? You treated me at that time, Haaah... given that I feel young again, If you think - think we've been through a lot after that meeting right?"
"That's why I don't remember"
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