The Neglected Wife
S3 EPISODE 42 - I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU!

In accordance with Isyana, Tiara room is still used as the main room and family room as long as the children still need parental assistance, but for adults and privacy they must have their own room without any shadows from the Tiara. 

Until Isyana is sure the Princess has gained enough affection and will understand and not envy again if the hatus is left independent, then they are fully moved. Isyana is also waiting for the construction of the third floor so.

Arriving at the former Princess room which is located only side by side with the room Binar. As soon as the door closed, Binar who had been lowbat and needed to be charged immediately embraced Isyana from behind without permission. 

“Ma.as,” pekik Isyana startled. 

Even Binar immediately picked up Isyana and carried her.

Isyana is no more than 155 cm tall and weighs back down about 50kg. For Binar who used to take care of Tiara which is 160s high is certainly much smaller and lighter Isyana. 

“He..he..i love you!” while carrying Binar even seduced Isyana. 

Then Binar immediately put Isyana on the bed. Isyana is also excited. 

“Ehm... mas, Isyana is still breathing, remember?” isyana replied worriedly looking at the expression of Binar who already looked heated, like he wanted to pounce on her.

“Daddy, Mas know!” answer Binar casually. 

Binar stood up and undressed under her clothes. Isyana was swallowing her saliva. It didn't take long, in Isyana's gaze seemed to be poking out a large stick that stood upright.

“Mas not sleepy?” tanya Isyana switched the conversation with a grin.

Unfortunately Binar did not answer and instead went up to Isyana and began to sniff to Isyana's neck. It is not the first time Isyana received this treatment from Binar. Isyana also did not refuse to be provoked and feel the sensation of taste that she did not get from Lana.

Unfortunately Isyana's heart continues to be restless and still feels uncomfortable. 

“Quick hold!” whispered again Binar demanded to show his trunk wanted to be satisfied.

As Isyana's wife did not refuse, Isyana turned towards Binar, doing her duty. Unfortunately, Isyana's face looks so scared and uncomfortable.  

“What should be like last night Mas? Yesterday was it Mas?” isyana asked softly with an expression of her unhappiness. 

Even the rain can see that. Binar then felt irritated and disliked. Why should there be such a question. They are newlyweds.

The hand of Binar who had been actively trying to unbutton Isyana's pajamas immediately stopped. Even something that Isyana held slightly loosened even though it was still upright. 

“Why did you ask that?” ask Binar offended.

Isyana immediately fell silent. Isyana looks really scared. She wanted to remain a obedient wife, pleasing her husband, but also could not lie to his heart she did not like and was uncomfortable. Isyana felt the Binar was excessive.

“Sorry,” whispered Isyana.

Binar is getting dislike. Binar immediately got up and put away Isyana's hand. 

“Why every time I want to ccu.m.your mother always does not like anyway?” tanya Binar was really offended. 

However, in the household, let alone related husband and wife whatever form, Binar wants both parties to give and receive each other, equally sincere and with pleasure. 

“Ma- sorry, Mas!” isyana answered stammeredly and truly looked frightened. 

Binar sighed, holding back the disappointment.

"What wrong mas asked for wife. Than to anyone else?" answer the emotional sparkle.

Isyana immediately raised her face to shake

"No!" answer Isyana quickly.

Binar held back his emotions and tried to understand his wife. He also pulled a blanket over his body. Then he looked at Isyana intending to speak from heart to heart. 

“Do you still want to tell Tiara? Do you still doubt my feelings?” ask Binar again. 

Isyana knew her husband was offended. Isyana shook her head in fear. 

"No Mas. That's not it!" answer Isyana again.

"How many times have I said. Ilove you. Tiara was calm there. He even paid a woman to come to my office so much that he felt helpless and wanted me to be happy. I refused because I still have a religion. And now you're my istiku. she must be happy. Please until when are you burdened with my mass? We look at our lives ahead. Ishaa!" batu Binar tries to understand Isyana and straighten her out

"It's not that!" answer Isyana again.

“Then what? I am your husband, I am lawful to you and vice versa, how many times do I have to tell you? Or don't-don't not Tiara the problem, you still remember Lana and not love me the same?” binar asked again, finally offended. 

“Kok even discuss Mas Lana anyway Mas? Not that!” isyana replied with heartache. 

“Ya keep what's the problem? Why do you serve me as if always forced and frightened? Do you love me?” 

“Love Mas. But, but I'm afraid this is wrong and I've never done it before! things like this?” answer Isyana honestly. 

Binar then widened his eyes. The time of Ishana did not know such a thing.

“You married Lana for two years right?” ask Binar again. 

While looking down Isyana nodded. 

“Gaze Mas!” binar said again as he grabbed his wife's chin. 

Ishana followed, looking at her husband. 

“What were the two years you were with her when you were menstruating? Lana never demanded her rights?” tanya Binar felt Isyana was a little strange. 

Isyana then shook her head. 

Binar was more surprised, what kind of woman he married, Isyana had given birth but when he approached more than Tiara at the beginning of marriage. Even when Isyana was invited to do what should be normal for married people to do Isyana looked stiff.  

“Have you never seen an adult video?” ask Binar again. 

Isyana. 

“Hhhh....,” Binar sighed. 

“You're 22 years old, right? Sorry, not the intention of Mas bringing up Mas Lana, but what kind of marriage do you live?” ask Binar later. 

In a soft voice, and hesitating Isyana then told her household with Lana.

During the two years of marriage, they had a husband-and-wife relationship only in the last two weeks, even the night at Isyana's parents' house, she's on a per-create basis, because Lana did it because of the drug even mention Mika's name. 

Boro-boro Isyana is known as oraal s..s, or pe manasan. Isyana spent her school days focusing on school and helping grandmother in the fields. With Lana, also completely without the tenderness and compromise of doing so. Isyana is only limited to doing her duty hoping Lana loves her like Bu Wira's insistence. Lana also always plays fast and straight to the point.

If asked to be aggressive and do something unusual, Isyana did feel strange and even a little disgusted and thought Binar was excessive.

“Hhh...,” Binar who heard it did not get angry and justri piba. It turns out Isyana is an unusual widow.

Binar then approached Isyana stroking her hair then approached and kissed her forehead. 

“Sorry Mas, I think by marrying a widow and having given birth you have a lot of experience in this matter. If so, you should learn a lot from now on! I'll teach you later!” benar felt guilty. 

“Mafin Isyana's... Mas. Isyana doesn't know things like this?” ishana answered softly and ashamedly.

Binar nodded. 

“Nih Mas tell you. In our religion, after marriage, what is haram will be lawful for the husband of the wife to do. Except two things that are sinful and forbidden. That is one, putting this on the back of the clear is abstinence and cursed. The second puts this on your front when you menstruate and puerperate. The rest is something that Mas did himself sin but when with you so may be. We are not wrong, we are husband and wife! Husband can have fun with his wife in the state you menstruate or puerperate in all parts of your body except for her place earlier. So we're not wrong!” batu Binar taught Isyana. 

Isyana nodded in understanding.

“Isyana is also still not healed properly pain and recovery Mas, it feels uncomfortable, Isyana's stomach still likes mules, has Isyana is also still a little sore,” replied Isyana honestly communicating her condition. 

Isyana's suture and the healing process of her uterus were not perfect so she was still uncomfortable. 

Binar nodded and slapped.

He should have realized that. It should also prove that he married Isyana with good intentions for the sake of their children and the fate of Isyana. Not as people accuse them of being gay.

Marriage does not always have to refer to the fulfillment of that need. Even if it is important to build a relationship. 

But from the beginning he married Isyana at an unusual time should be aware of all the consequences. Love must also have patience and struggle.

“Mas. I should be more patient and understand you. Sorry about yes! Every time he sees you, he stands up! Sorry yes?” answer Binar honestly. 

Isyana nodded. “Isyana promise to try to let the spit heal, Mas! Hopefully Isyana can quickly fulfill the wishes of Mas,” replied Isyana, Isyana also realized she wanted in her second marriage to be a full wife.

Binar nodded. 

“Ya already if indeed you are not comfortable, Mas do not maksa, have slept yuk!” invite Binar to embrace Isyana to take her to sleep.

“If you are a mas, Mau. It's okay Isya finish!” replied Isyana then still want to make her husband happy. 

Binar shook his head and smiled.

Binar must mature and prove his love, love does not always have to be a form of fulfillment, but an attitude of mutual understanding and respect. All of this will be lost if only one party wants it.

“Yesterday it was. It's okay. Wait for you to clean up!” answer the adult Binar.

“Daddy, no. You're sleeping! Sleep!” benar pulled the blanket and asked her to sleep. 

Binar hugged Isyana warmly and lovingly.

Binar really did not expect, if for two years Isyana married was not treated as a wife. 

"My friend you should be happy. Darling?" batin Binar then kissed the top of Isyana's head in his wound.

**** 

After a few tens of minutes, Isyana woke up first. Isyana deliberately did not wake Binar and let him sleep. 

Isyana chose to wake up in the evening, doing pilates exercises even if only a few minutes. After that make breakfast for the Princess and Binar. 

“Let me cook, Ma'am! I want to cook!” isyana. 

"Really?"

"As long as my aank has not been brought home. Maud. Later if my son comes home. I don't cook!" answer Isyana.

Sister Nik smiled.

“Yes fine but I help ya!” said Mrs Nik. 

"Yes!"

While cooking Maak Nik said that last night Binar was angry and excited to find Isyana thought Isyana left. 

Isyana who heard it was only a head-scarf. 

“Astagah, ck, Mas Binar!” isyana Mummings. Quickly Binar screech and urinate. 

“Daddy... Sir never lhoh, as sweet as it used to be if the same Miss Ara especially until the early hours of getting angry so. I never went home early either. If you are a kemaleman, nginep at the house of the Big Lord or at the hotel!” mbak Nik said again honest without burden and without the intention of comparing.

“Ehm..,” dehem Isyana. 

Despite hearing Isyana so know that her husband does love her and Ms. Nik does not mean to compare, but Isyana feels uncomfortable if the name of the person who has been good with her is called or brought.

“Sorry Sister Nik, don't discuss, Sister Ara yes!” isyana said later. 

Madam Nik immediately fell silent swallowing her saliva feeling guilty. 

“Ah Yes, Non. Maap!” mama Nik replied quickly. 

Isyana then smiled and patted the shoulder of Mbak Nik slowly. 

“Ya already, stay serve ya. I wake the Princess and Mas Binar first!” said Isyana softly. 

That morning Isyana made broccoli flakes, fruit salad, brown rice and fruit juice and chicken steak. 

Once mature, Isyana let the art do the platting and cleaned the rest.

Isyana then goes upstairs and takes care of the Princess and wakes up Binar. That morning Isyana also fulfilled her duties well, preparing for the school of Princess and Binar work. 

“Darling today you permission to go to college!” chirp Binar while wearing his shirt.

“Emang no lecture Mas!” isyana replied while she was poking the Princess' hair. 

“Oh yes? Good though. Ready – ready yes! Mas wait!” binar said he saw Isyana still wearing sleeping clothes and the smell of onions. 

“Siap-ready how?” ask Isyana. 

“You smell of onions and still face a pillow so. Bathing and perfumed, follow Mas. Princess to be picked up by Miss Nik!"

"Where are you going?"

"Check Mas Lana and our little whiz. Yesterday he said the dose of his oxygen device has been lowered, if it has been released the tool that is inserted into the throat channel, it is said he can transfer to another hospital!” binar replied giving good news to baby Isyana. 

Isyana immediately smiled very happily. The princess who sat in front of her mother's mirror also turned her head. 

“I mean baby sister wants to take home, Dad?” ask the princess happy.

“If you go home not yet dear,” replied Binar.

“That's right?” 

“Baby sister is still very small and need other medical devices, but want to be moved to a hospital closer!” answer Isyana connect tell. 

“Oh that? If closer, it means the Princess can look?” ask the Princess again. 

Binar and Isana nodded. 

“Yeaay!” exclaim Putri girang. "Daughter wants to see baby sister. Princess pray my sister is healthy!" exclaim Princess.

Binar and Isyana smiled. 

“Yes already, Princess let Mas help you shower!” replied Binar offered to dress the Princess and let Isyana take a bath. 

“But Daddy has to be real yes.. tie my hair!” said the Princess threatened. 

“Yaaa...,” replied Binar smiled. 

Isyana just chuckles, we see the results later, if Binar can tie the Princess' hair well or not. 

But because he heard the may and invited to see his son, Isyana spirit shower and dress up. Even Isyana took a shower faster than usual. 

And after coming out, apparently Binar managed to tie the Princess' hair. 

“Ask Mommy there, haven't really?” binar said he turned into a sweet and multitalented father. 

“Mommy haven't really connected Daddy yet?” ask the Princess to come closer and show the results of the bond of Binar. 

Isyana. 

“Not Bad!” replied Isyana prestige praise Binar

“Means?” putri asked frantically afraid of ugly and mengkawain because previously the bond Binar meleot and make the Princess embarrassed. 

Isyana then smiled. 

“Good Honey! Your daddy is cool!” replied Isyana whispering so that Binar did not ge er, she gave two thumbs and glanced at Binar. 

But Binar who feels successful remains confident and knows Isyana recognizes his ability.

“Daddy, Daddy's trying hard. Soon there will be a little sister. So Daddy has to help Mommy too!” reply Binar. 

Hearing the words of Binar Isyana became moved. Remember the story of Nik. They then immediately prepared.

When they are ready, they take the princess out and down. They let the Princess out first.

Before leaving Isyana also pulled the hand of Binar.

“Still Yes Mas!” said Isyana holding the hand of Binar and make Binar stop stepping.

“Still for what?” replied Binar astonished. 

Notya replied, Isyana on her tiptoes and took the initiative to kiss Binar's lips first. 

“Woooh,” chuckle Binar gawking Isyana can finally be aggressive. 

Isyana then smiled. 

“I love you. And thank you I love you!” isyana said shyly. 

Binar did not answer, but went forward, grabbed Isyana's waist closer and landed her lips and returned Isyana's kiss for longer.

Before breakfast they had breakfast raw meat first. Until they were unconscious from below, the Princess shouted. 

“Daaaddy Mooommy how long?” shouted Princess protest.

The princess knew they were ready to come down, but Daddy and Mommy never arrived. 

“Ehm...,” Isyana and Binar then let go of each other's questionnaires and wiped each other's wet and smiling lips. 

“My friend you have to learn a lot to share me!” whispered the Binar to Isyana's ear. 

“Ya..” replied Isyana blushed.

Then they immediately went down together.