The Past of the President
Annet and her loneliness
"Zen!"
"What dear?"
"We're talking seriously this time, don't be like yesterday-yesterday all our talks break up untitled, what should I be like?" said Annet as she flicked her blanket.
"Yes, we should get married, don't work anymore, stay here, I'll slowly ask my wife's understanding, you don't have to think about anything else, about Richard, you know, about your distant girlfriend, think of the fetus in your stomach, anyways Richard tomorrow want to marry all over already, I invite only limited staff and only certain guests invited." said Zen while opening the glass curtains of his apartment room. Zen got up first and was out of the bathroom.
Annet was stunned, staring blankly at his run-down hopes midway through before committing any strategy to win Richard's heart, Richard was about to walk away from his life, which was in the hope he should be with himself, but all was not as expected. Annet's mind wanders away on the journey of his fate, imagined also his best friend Loka has departed from the world of singing that turns out her husband is a director of a large company, what the heck special Loka?
Why is his luck so good and lucky? like the woman Richard was going to marry, why was Richard so interested in that woman what was so special about her beauty beyond my beauty?
Loka is busy comparing herself to her best friend Loka who feels lucky without any advantages on her appeal, also to the woman who will be married Richard, so lucky he what are the advantages? why was Richard so fond and interested that he made her a wife?
Uh! all so unfair! I should be in their position!
The fact is, am I like this? money is a lot in his hands, but why should he get pregnant and contain Zen seeds who are married and have children?
"What is the easiest time we can get married?" annet asked again while looking at Zen who was dressed without taking a shower.
"What's the problem?"
"Wife is also your son, what will it be like? also my mother I can't imagine her disappointment, to Jefry what better I say?" Annet spoke as if all the roads were so difficult.
"My wife may not be able to accept it, but I will try, if your mother and I talk together whatever the reception is at our risk. Talking to your girlfriend is your business, giving all the money back, done it!" zen answered so practically seeing the problem in the sense of Annet is so big.
"If accepting Jefry is still mending, if he comes home and looks for me he does not accept the word break up later how?"
"That's the problem later, tell the truth first, where there is a guy who wants to accept his girlfriend is already pregnant with other people" replied Zen lightly.
"Zen! Jefry is different he loves me too much, all possible if he doesn't accept me deciding."
"But at least you tried first what was his response?"
"I go home first yeah, you're fine here."
"Zen! can't you be with me for one day?"
"Annet, we've been together all night, I hope you know my position, I'm a husband and a father I have to go home."
"Is there no reason for you to be with me for a day?"
"Annet don't inflame the grief and hope, I'm not ordinary, we live as it was maybe later I will try but I have to make excuses that can be understood them."
"What will your wife tell you about me?"
"I'm still thinking, what good it's like."
Zen approached the glassy Annet, hugged her and kissed her. Annet hugged Zen so tightly as if she did not want to be left behind, Zen understood nothing to just wipe and caress Annet and pat her back.
"Mandi, go for a walk, the night we meet again." comfort Zen with a smile.
Annet smilingly tried to stiffen herself, nodding as Zen let go of her embrace.
There was a point of tears that Annet let fall as Zen walked out of his room, Annet saw Zen's back pass behind the door.
His heart was so lonely, had to go through the day alone, wanted to wake up also felt so lazy, imagined through the days of pregnancy later if it was big.
Sometimes Annet thinks maybe if the contents are removed all in order, do not need his mother to know, Jefry will not know, he can freely waltz back into his routine.
But fear always ambushed him, many cases of people who ended up aborting the womb, Annet was so afraid and threw away the thought, even though it appeared in his mind.
Now that he and Zen know the seeds in his stomach are Zen's, every relationship they do not wear protection anymore, they are more free to make a relationship as if it was legal with each other.