The Past of the President

The Past of the President
Forgive Annet Ma'am....


"I'm sorry Annet Ma'am, Annet is wrong." Annet's voice was slow but it was so clear to her mother.


Her mother looked inside her daughter's face, looking back at her childhood and adolescence, which had been a life full of twists and turns and a journey so long, it's been here until now.


"From the beginning too I was willing, do not be careless, your work is very big risk, night work, fun people, entertaining people, cradling people, but you make it, but you make it, I'm afraid you're disappointed and hurt if you don't let me, now you don't miss all of Mom's warnings, with your carelessness, now you bring trouble home I don't think you'll be able to Annet," said Annet's mother while enduring all the pain in her heart. Sitting staring at his daughter who had just complained about his problem.


Annet was also silent, had wanted to be with Zen to come to his mother, at the blessing of not being blessed to be married because of compulsion


But now, Annet is speechless, because Zen was arrested by the police before coming to ask his mother for her blessing.


What do you want in the words all late, want to until when Zen in the process? how long will it take? keep going in bui might be waiting out Zen from a newly married punishment? Annet is hunting down the body and maybe Annet's child will grow up later.


Something that could not be Annet's choice is waiting for Zen to come out of punishment. That's probably the best way to languish in the apartment that Zen allocates to him.


"You're my only hope, who would you work for and work for right now if not for your future? I want you not to be miserable like Mom used to be, so I try to be able to move forward, and put myself in the environment here so that it can be accepted but Mother's struggle is in vain." There was deep sadness on the face of Annet's mother.


Annet was getting down, unable to defend himself, all frozen, there was no way in the middle of his mind that was again chaotic like this.


"You're pregnant with someone who has a wife, now the person is involved in a serious case and arrested by the police is likely to be punished with uncertain time, Are you that stupid as my son? why do you do it and give it all to Mom? Mother is trying to educate you so that you can have a little education, morals, religion and decency can be wise in making choices and the future, he said, But your life's journey of misstep cannot dampen your own ambitions, you're stuck in a choice that you believe will be fine."


"Annet realizes now, Mom."


A speck of a clear ball came out from the tip of Annet's eye, it was sore and so piercing everything his mother said, but it is not the words that make him sick but the self-consciousness of remorse that is not in order to accept the consequences of his own actions that are more painful.


Not the happiness he gave to his mother, not the appreciation for all his efforts and efforts but instead the grief and disappointment that Aneet gave to his mother, also social problems and sanctions if she is here pregnant without a husband.


"Annet, a mother's affection for her child is limitless. From childhood to adulthood even to the household even the child remains in the anxiety of a Mother as a parent, but Mother will have the heart to educate you this time, for your awareness and your independence, he said, I'll leave you at my best friend until you have a partner to marry, or if you don't get a partner let you be the one there."


For a moment Annet was stunned, lost was his hope to return home and gather with his mother back, filling the time by helping his mother until the time to give birth.


"Whatever Mother Annet's wishes will go, only one apology will I give."


"Sorry will not change the situation, think about your mistakes, make all the contemplation and introspection material with the best of your choice and the consequences. That's the best option according to Mom, get ready for the night we leave."


"Mother, is it that fast? isn't my content not visible yet?" ask Annet to her mother.


Annet thought maybe he would be allowed some time to stay at his house, could help his mother's busyness, who knew his mother changed her mind and allowed herself to stay here.


"The sooner the better, seeing you here I'll always feel guilty, the more hurt and disappointed I am."


"All right, ma'am."