The Past of the President
When consciousness greets
Annet was pensive after her mother came out of the room. Trying to lay his body on a mattress that is so far from the soft word and worn sheets.
Recalling clearly when they were in the racket in his apartment, Zen Sama Annet together again without clothes and enjoy togetherness.
Zen is not struggling and almost without a fight even though he can still ask what was his mistake, and where is his arrest warrant.
Annet was also taken to the police station, although initially only as a witness because the arrest was with him.
At that time Annet was in the deepest abyss of the lowest point of his life, was in the police station during the examination in a state of pregnancy with Zen a husband of people, a man, who wouldn't be ruined accepting this kind of reality?
Imagining herself there, languishing in prison pregnant was unimaginable in the least, it should be spoiled and loved while waiting for the baby who in just a matter of months will be present in their midst.
The abundant money in the account does not give him any satisfaction, instead Annet is afraid to always receive transfers from Zen, fear being tracked by the apparatus and drag himself into suspect money laundering results of illegal Zen business into his account.
The hope of marriage is extinct, especially when Zen is seen by his wife and children who shed tears do not think that a husband that is so trusted, especially when Zen is seen, and the father who is so dear to his children is dabbling in the black world of illegal buying and selling of stolen goods, as a big city and a container, which is prohibited by law and the government.
Lost is already the ego Annet has Zen, when watching Zen hug his two daughters and his wife who said nothing, only through tears they convey the message of a million questions the little family to their Father.
Annet did not expect everything to end like this even though Zen had given the apartment in his name but Annet felt all of it was useless, Annet even feared being dragged into the law and affected.
Annet was able to leave the police station on Richard and Benny's bail, because Annet was considered still an employee of the nightclub The Rich Hotel and only Zen's playmates, not knowing about Zen's illegal business, but he was still a fan of Zen, Annet had no intention of taking the apartment, and it might one day be handed over to Zen's wife and children.
Benny is so wise in this, there is still an invaluable sense of empathy for Annet, certainly for Benny's input so Richard dares to guarantee Annet, and Annet can get out of custody. Unlike Zen is still waiting for the next process in stages, becoming suspect, suspect and convicted, should the evidence incriminate him.
Zen has been so good, and Annet felt it all, and gave him the satisfaction of every night in his loneliness, not stingy and royal with his money even though it was no money, every week always transfer in his account, he said, maybe Zen knows the business risk will be like this in the end.
Moreover, Annet contains the seeds himself, Zen feels Annet will give him a son, because from his wife Zen has two daughters even though it's a cliche reason alone a seducer.
Zen left a lot of money in his account, until now Annet did not know what it was all for, because happiness could not be bought with all the money in his account, he said, including the happiness of his mother who has been disappointed and hurt.
Given that Richard Annet felt compelled to thank him, for lifting himself off the brink of ruin had Richard not convinced the police with his statement, Annet might still be languishing in the police station, he said, and gave another sharp nod to his mother.
It would be badly hurt and disappointed his mother, if she knew she was involved and in the law with Zen.
Annet understood Richard was married and married, she was also pregnant, did not want to feel Annet meet again, but if one day meet accidentally might be said thanks to it.
Annet's daydream drifted unbounded and directionless, perching here and there, why? wh why? and if it were a question in his heart, why would it be so messed up? why did Zen have to be caught? and had I not been pregnant, I might have planned a wedding with her boyfriend Jefry, Jefry would have gone home with a longing and would have immediately formalized their relationship, but now Annet has two bodies does Jefry want to accept it? in the name of love it may be possible, but there is another person's seed in his girlfriend's womb could it be?
'Jefry I'm sorry, I have betrayed.'
Annet fell asleep in her tiredness.