The Past of the President
Love with awareness
"Astagfirullah Annett. Why are you telling me now? why didn't you tell me yesterday when your stomach started to feel heartburn?" Annet's mother was shocked when Annet told her via telephone that she had given birth.
"Thank God all is well, Mom, my son, I'm afraid suddenly Mom is worried, if she is told after birth maybe you can be calmer. Even I've gone home to the Foundation." said Annet at the end of the telephone connection.
"O Allah of Annet, who are you to go to Puskesmas? I'm waiting for news from you or Haji Saodah's mother, when you're about to give birth, even though I'm disappointed with your circumstances but everything has happened, you are still a child Mother realize all need not regret everything has become our fate, before Mother wanted to accompany you during childbirth."
"It's okay Mom, Annet can live everything, Thank God the delivery is smooth," said Annet showed his firmness.
The tightness in Annet's chest is slightly reduced also in his mother's heart, one burden has been released in life just think in the future will be like what?
If his mother does not accept him and his son later, Annet is ready to serve as a single parent and will begin to stand on contract somewhere and start a business with existing capital and want to raise her child with affection as a mother.
While he recovers he will remain at the Foundation while remaining with his activities as yesterday-yesterday.
Annet closed the conversation with his mother, there was relief in his heart, it turns out his mother still has attention on him, although a million disappointed and hurt Annet has incised in his mother's heart.
In the future Annet intends to change the course of his life, living in the hopes and ambitions so exhausting his heart and feelings, to the uncontrollable everything, to no matter what happens to him, he said, Annet himself now felt the futility of pursuing everything that became his desire, no matter the wounds and disappointments of others including Zen's wife, as well as his own mother who had been so much disappointed.
Annet weighed her phone when was the right time to call Jefry? what is the first word he will say?
Annet feels everything must be completed or maybe started, Annet must know the attitude of Jefry now after she gave birth.
There is no other option for the future than Annet is aware of his mistake and will not repeat it again, Especially if if the answer is ready with everything that is on him to accept what is Annet and her tiny baby, Annet is ready to marry to build a family with Jefry who is his lover for a long time.
But had Jefry not been able to accept it, it might have been best for Annet, Annet had betrayed her, Annet would have been glad to accept it.
Finally the phone is connected also why only now Annet feel so afraid while waiting for Jefry's phone to be lifted, the long ringtone on his phone rang to break up by itself and Annet repeated back.
"Yes, Annet?"
"Jef!"
"Yes, you're all right?" jefry said normally.
"A-a-ku is Jef's birth!"
"Yes, umuuun Annet, tell me where are you now? where's the foundation you're saying that is?"
"Why Jef?"
"Jef?"
"Why can't you? still like the last time we went home? you always refuse to take me seriously for a variety of reasons. Are you still resisting now?"
"But Jef .. I feel so guilty about you."
"I also felt guilty for you, for taking away your sanctity for the first time, and I left you with a demanding desire, let our mistakes in the past be our story, I still love you Annet, your mother has blessed our relationship, restore your health we married well."
"Jef?"
"I ..."
"Already Annet, don't blame yourself, blame me for this, which is important in the future we both have good intentions we live in one true bond."
"Okay Jef, maybe we're in a match, I'm waiting for you here with your longing."
"Surely Annet, tomorrow I'll come with your mother."
"Huh? that fast you're familiar with my mother?"
"I'm trying to convince your mother Annet, it looks like your mother is starting to believe that I'm going to be a good daughter-in-law to you."
"Basic you!"
"Haaa .. can't wait to give your baby Annet a little sister."
"Astaghfirullahaladzim Jef? I've only been born three days, don't mess around, we've got to get married first."
"Joking Annet, I'm waiting for you to be ready in any case, when you're ready we're legitimate and to cancel our relationship, because I've implicated the parents in our problems."
"Jef!"
"What's? is there any doubt in your heart Annet?"
"No Jef, I appreciate all your decisions, I miss you too" Annet replied, unable to hide her happiness.