The Past of the President
The struggle to find self
The time was 23:07 when Annet's mother entered the room and found her daughter asleep.
It hurts the heart of a Mother to look at a daughter and remember her misguided fate by stubbornly following misleading desires and ambitions.
However, Janeeta is her daughter, the struggle to raise her, the struggle to bring her from her conflict-ridden country how many decades ago, and the struggle also when moving citizens until recognized here with the help of various parties.
Her comrade Mother Haji Saodah is a witness to the journey of her mother Annet's story, accepting with open arms and assuming Annet is her son too, although from a small new meet again when there is a problem now.
The affection of Annet's mother is seen when all-out entrust Annet to Mother Haji Saodah. Annet is pregnant. Anxiety is very reasonable, but Annet's mother must be firm this time although it is felt too late, hoping in the future Annet can learn the wisdom of its existence here.
His mother covered Annet, not much was said and ordered afraid even to be a burden for his son. All have been handed over to Haji Saodah. I hope Annet can spend her time here and learn to open her eyes and make it a life lesson.
His mother Annet laid her body beside Annet, carving out all the hopes and hopes in his mind, as well as all the problems that befell the child and his family were considered as calamities and trials of life, may there be a glimmer of hope for the future.
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Relieved that the heart of Annet's mother has introduced a place to live for a while here, confident and believing that Haji Saodah can guide Annet, Annet lives who must try hard to adjust here.
Early in the morning Mama Annet had woken up and carried out her dawn prayer obligations, and left Annet still sound in her sleep.
Continue to the kitchen to show his ability to make a cake for breakfast all residents of the Foundation, all feel happy with the presence of Annet's mother, Annet, especially Haji Saodah because they can talk about anything and experiences as long as they live their lives.
After Annet woke up, Annet's mother said goodbye, and not much ordered just take care of health, a lot to learn and can leave themselves the best, he said, so that this place becomes a place that makes Annet feel at home and get a lot of wisdom, use yourself for others no matter how small our ability.
So short but dense will be the meaning of every thing his mother said, unable to answer Annet only hugs and apologies witnessed by the Foundation children who did not understand the meaning of the cries of Mother and child.
It is not easy for everyone to be in this place at first, it will definitely feel wasted, if entrusted family and will feel alone if it comes alone, if it comes alone, it needs adjustment and the strong intention to change is here.
He sat on the couch and asked her to talk.
"It's Annet baby, wipe away your tears. Do not make it a weapon of your sadness, although crying is a statement of our regret and sadness, all that we can fight, regret it may be but to spur us to change, do not think anything, do not think anything, the important thing is to take care of your health, live as usual, later will also get used to it, many activities that you can participate in here and give each other benefits are also dedicated as long as here become a useful person, at least you are independent not a burden and troublesome others, as well as others, you have grown up starting to think positively, there is a mother here can ask anything," said Haji Saodah's mother at length gave motivation to Annet.
"Yes Ma'am, from this moment on I try to get out of my problems and black past all this time, experiences and events give me many valuable lessons." Annet replied as she rubbed her tears.
"Good it is already a wisdom that you can take, start with a new life, many social and religious activities here that you can follow, study, religious immersion, religion, women's skills are also men, sports activities, filial work and others." said Mother Haji Saodah so soft.
"Yes Ma'am, I hope my existence here can provide peace to my mother who has been disappointed," said Annet full of hope.
"Good, actually it's also a happiness for your mother, start with good intentions may your life in the future be useful."
"Yes ma'am, can I take everything my stuff from where I lived yesterday?"
Haji Saodah's mother was silent, thinking fearfully Annet stopped and returned to her world, but in a pregnant state could it be?
"Got a pity, later the same mother driver."
Annet smilingly nodded, giving confidence to Haji Saodah.