The Past of the President
Melted too
The roar of the car in the yard must be the sound of Bang Benny's car but Hanna pretended to sleep while hugging her nephew who was so tacky that Hanna came because Hanna did spoil him too.
Benny heard talking to his brother outside because his house is lined with the same house his parents left behind that was intended for Hanna.
Benny was heard opening the front door and immediately entered the room whose door was not closed tightly stunned to see his wife as if she had slept. Benny was sure Hanna hadn't slept yet just shut up whether there was anything on her mind.
"Han, I'm coming! Are you asleep?" greet Benny while poking Hanna's sleeping arm against the door.
Hanna did not answer in her position.
"Hanna, what's wrong? why come back here and stay the night without saying anything?"
"Think about it yourself!"
"Loh loh loh .. so I asked because I don't understand."
"What's wrong with me coming home? here I can talk to Brother, Brother-in-law, your niece, I need Bang's friend just to talk I don't have one! We're like living in two different realms these days, Brother just comes and goes I as a wife feel no need to continue so Bang until I'm crazy myself!" Hanna spoke while waking up and sitting with unstoppable tears again.
Benny was stunned, stunned in his standing then sat on the bedside staring at Hanna with a guilty feeling.
"Hanna, you know I'm so busy because the hotel's not okay, I'm sorry I wasn't ignoring you all this time but I wanted to solve everything first," benny said in a soft voice.
"I'm such a useless wife! so why are you looking for me?" sniffling and angry Hanna's voice intervened.
Benny laughs while grabbing Hanna's shoulder but Hanna rejects it by dodging and shifting her seat.
"Hanna I'm looking for you because I need you, I Love You and Love You I'm not saying good morning because I left early and it looks like you're still sleeping and then when you go home at night You've gone to bed first I'm afraid to disturb You who's resting also tired of working so I don't dare to wake you up."
"Hanna, the fact is that I'm just busy, don't get angry later on" replied Benny with the intention of teasing.
"Let's get old too I won't have a child!"
"Who said? that is not our power. I've prayed all the time and maybe now is not the right time in the eyes of the Almighty that We have the Son now there are still many things that We have to solve."
"As for you, I'm going to sleep!"
Hanna sleeps on her back to Benny.
Benny smiled looking at Hanna's sobbing back, the busyness of late makes him unable to be with his wife even Benny forgets when the last time a husband and wife and all the rush is indeed Himself guilty until finally Hanna ngambek feel in cuekin and feel not needed anymore.
Benny rubbed Hanna's back and hair but Hanna remained silent.
Only tears that can not be contained Hanna can not be hidden anymore makes Benny silent just look at Hanna with guilt, benny's heart was so filled to feel that he was not perfect not to be someone who was responsible for his wife.
"Hanna I'm sorry, you know Boss Richard's in trouble..."
"Don't bring other people's problems and jobs here, here is Our household that We must defend and We take care of. I've long wanted to have a Son I feel sad and alone if you no longer need Me go to what household We if all run out to serve others? I'm your wife who deserves it but why meet us almost never again, to whom do I complain? let alone as before being able to be friendly and joking also joking what will be like this continue our household? I'm not asking for much time because I also know we're working together but isn't there a little time for us to be together?"
The deg! Benny felt shunned.
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