
"Aliyah, what's beautiful?"
"There Mas Fathir is in the same house Mr, again waiting for Kak Ameera to come home, from earlier you called only, he said Kak Ameera's cellphone is not active why?"
"What's? Mas Fathir?" Ameera repeated saying the words Fathir her ex-husband, like what her sister Aliyah said, felt struck by lightning Ameera's feelings at that time.
'What's coming for again? where's yourfeeling? the Iddah stay another week in Ameera's life, it's all over.'
'Him self ready to leave everything, ready to forget ready to set his own future'
"Who is Mas Fathir here?" Ameera did not believe it.
"The same parents, brother."
"Yes already, Brother came home first did not feel good they waited long."
Ameera left behind Aliyah and Indah who stood together with various thoughts, whether what would happen if her brother would accept Mas Fathir again or all ended up here? maybe that was what Aliyah and Indah had in mind.
Ameera did not enter her room, even with the spirit of Ameera wanted to meet Fathir and his parents.
Along the way Ameera thought about what purpose did Mas Fathir come here for? is it possible that he actually returned and formally handed himself over to his parents? wasn't the statement of talaq he made yesterday before he returned to his parents' house a few months ago all over?
Ameera considers all ended after the word talak said Mas Fathir, although all in the taste of Ameera so quickly everything was over.
Ameera is busy with them and guessing what her goal is. Actually do not want Ameera to meet again with someone who with difficulty himself fought until his heart can accept and at the same time love Mas Fathir. But all her struggles were not in the least priced and looked at by her husband, what kind of pain and disappointment Ameera? unimaginable.
Mas Fathir said when Ameera began to suspect, last night did not come home, two nights and a week did not go home, just changed clothes and went home without giving an explanation that was so satisfying Ameera.
"I'm sorry, Ameera, I married my girlfriend's secretary before we introduced our parents, I have had a child who is sick in the hospital for a week,that's why I haven't been home this week, I'm freaking out about not knowing what to do."
A million questions only existed and raged in Ameera's brain and heart at the time, her heart was too upset.
The world of the terrace is spinning, the sky feels like it is going to collapse all over Ameera's body, her feelings are turbulent between anger and hate but what is the force? everything had happened, his heart was crushed wounded and bleeding, his bath was torn so to pieces, he said, all the flavors that had been knitted to be able to love and accept Mas Fathir's tumble all left in the slightest left only a tear point at the end of Ameera's eyeball at that time.
Ameera walked up to the courtyard of the house that was so large and shady, the atmosphere of shade entered the terrace so wide did not make his heart cool, he said, the sense of dag dig dug what else Ameera felt all mixed into one question that could not be guessed the answer.
Mr. Haji Marzuki greeted him at the door, a glimpse of Ameera seeing Mas Fathir smilingly standing up to welcome him as well. But Ameera does not want to be provoked by all the sweetness that is offered.
Her former father-in-law Haji Jalaludin also greeted her with a smile and stood up, they were like racing to attract Amira and showed a very sweet attitude, Ameera greeted Haji Jalaludin by kissing her hand.
His mother Hj Salamah guided Ameera who looked still confused and groggy, especially when Fathir wanted to greet and embrace him Ameera immediately avoided in front of both parents and former in-laws.
Ameera wants to show her decisiveness, if she does not want to be played with especially regarding marriage and her feelings that have been destroyed. In the heart of Ameera was determined if Mas Fathir wanted to re-invite or reciprocate Ameera would reject it outright.
"How's Neng Ameera doing? looks busy again, right? Your father told me a lot that the family here again built a spectacular project that is very extraordinary" said his father-in-law first greet Ameera. Fathir looked smiling while nodding.
"Good, let alone positive activities. But remember there is a limit to women who are more entitled to work that is a husband."
The deg! ameera's heart immediately hardened, already thinking what the continuation of the conversation would be like. Amira tries hard to be able to answer all questions with mature and wise in this matter.
"Ameera, Mr. Haji Jalaludin came here to discuss with our family and to further straighten out the problems between Naky Fathir and Ameera himself."
Ameera looked at her Father, waiting for her next speech.
"The goal is nothing else just want to apologize on behalf of Nak Fathir especially against you and then Nak Fathir changed his mind to want to revoke the talak before your iddah period is over, invite you back to refer. But it all needs your approval, so you leave it all to you. You will not force you Father just convey it because the choice is in your hands please talk, please convey, please mediate well, please mediate well, what better the best step that you will take and you can only straighten it out." said Pak Haji Marzuki so felt a loud bang in the heart of Ameera.
"Ameera apologizes profusely to Mas Fathir's family as well as to the same Father Mother here, Ameera there are only a few questions that will be addressed to Mas Fathir himself, Sorry Mas Fathir marriage for me is not a game, it needs careful readiness to live and enter it, honestly from the beginning I did not love Mas Fathir! but since I intended worship in marriage I willingly learned to love and understand until I could live it all."
Until there Ameera stopped talking breathing and gathering strength to continue the conversation
"I managed to get out of my own problems, gradually I was able to accept and love Mas Fathir, but all that was so meaningless, when the lies and honesty of Mas Fathir destroyed everything. Sorry, I can't stay in that zone, who will guarantee Mas Fathir will change? family threat? how are his wife and son? what will our next household look like when it all starts with one lie?"
All speechless, all understanding Ameera's disappointment, Fathir lowered his head deeply.
"Ameera, Fathir has been Mr. Ultimatum and has promised to change everything, and will divorce his wife because the same Father Mother does not agree" said Mr. Ameera's father-in-law so hope Ameera changes her mind.
"What if I were in that secretary position? are you going to ask Mas Fathir to divorce him? that's not what I expected, I'm not racing to win this marriage, but I'm actually leaving this marriage because there's more need for Mas Fathir's wife and son."
"Ameera, think before your iddah is over, won't you regret it?" fathir was so naive.
"Mas Fatir, let's talk not in front of our parents because it's not their friendship it's our household and our marriage." said Ameera while standing followed by Fathir to the garden terrace behind the house.
Ameera arose to beg herself, Father and Mother, and her in-laws.
They nodded, agreeing, hoping there was still good hope ahead.
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