The Roxena Prison of Love
Chapter 42 Roxena Prison of Love

It's hard to get pregnant.

It's hard to get pregnant. 

Roxena's head throbbed pain remembering her. The effort he built and maintained his position until now was instead slapped by the news that shook him. 

His perfection is smeared.

His drinking and smoking habits returned. Roxena. Exhaled white smoke from his mouth, obscuring his grim face. 

Dttt

Dttt

The ringing of the phone made him glance. Erin call special ringtone. 

"Where are you, Miss?"erin asked worriedly there. 

"Tower."

"Are you okay?"

"You think?" Roxena answered weakly. 

Uhuk

Uhuk

"Miss!"

"It's okay. Probably because I haven't smoked in a long time."

"God! You don't go anywhere. I'll be to your place!"

Perhaps Erin had heard of it from Doctor Liu.

Roxena put her phone back on with the call still connected. 

Back to the smoking. His gloomy and lethargic eyes stared at the stretch of trees from between the lines of the fence. 

"Miss!" Erin looked at Roxena worriedly. Get up to Roxena. Lowered his height parallel to Roxena. Take over a cigarette that has been half-ignited, turn it off. Glancing at a fleeting bottle of alcohol that was already running out. 

"I'm tired, Erin." Roxena made Erin's shoulder a focus. 

Erin's heart hurts. He's never seen Roxena in this drop. Don't know what to do but rub Roxena's shoulder. 

"Don't do this, Miss. We live in a sophisticated age. Difficult does not mean you can't. Miss, you haven't forgotten our motto, have you? Miracle and Beyond the Limit. After all, you rarely get in touch with Mr. Gerald. The opportunity is still wide open, Miss." The words were arranged as a consolation for Roxena. 

"For that, you should cut down on smoking and drinking. Eat on time. And I'll try to simplify your schedule so that you have enough rest" Erin said. Keep rubbing Roxena's shoulder which is now sobbing. Gripping his shirt with shaky shoulders. 

"Miss, I'll always be there for you." 

Roxena's crying is getting stronger. It hurts to see Roxena crying. Erin's tears also came down. 

"I want to go home" Roxena said. 

"Yes, Miss." Erin helps Roxena stand up. Put him down to the car. 

Shoulders that are as solid as coral are fragile. Erin was driving to the apartment. 

"Hm."

Roxena slept on the way home. Tired of heart and physical. Unknowingly lowered his level of alertness. Usually will be awakened immediately because of a slow touch. However, when being carried by Erin rose, Roxena did not open her eyes at all. 

"Secretary Erin." Lily opened the door. 

"Miss?" Surprised to see Roxena in Erin's arms. 

"Miss tired." Erin stepped in.

"Secretary Erin. You …." Gerald's words were cut off when he saw Roxena. Face pale.

"He why?" Gerald got up and checked Roxena's body temperature. 

"Hot." 

"Give it to me." Followed by the movement to take over Roxena from Erin.

"Get me some water and a towel to compress" Gerald said. Lily rushed over. Sophia was not at the place, she was shopping weekly.  

"Master?" Erin's chasing Gerald's step. In his heart raging. Why is Gerald so concerned about Roxena? 

"Open the room!"

Erin came in. 

"When he left he was fine. Why like this?"ask Gerald, worried. The pale face of Roxena. 

"He's crying?" Looking at the bottom of Roxena's puffy eyes. 

"Where's he going?"ask Gerald again. 

"Jawab Erin's secretary!" Gerald's voice was rising. Erin surprised. 

"Miss .. dia-"

"This, Sir." Lily came with water in the basin and also a small towel soon Gerald compressed it. Roxena is uncomfortable in her sleep. 

"Get my equipment in the room. It's in the closet" Gerald said. Lily hurried. 

"Ughhh!"

Roxena grimaced when Gerald injected her with the drug. 

Gerald wondered. What did Roxena do today? The scrunches on his forehead did not disappear. Roxena endured the pain in her sleep. 

"You haven't answered my question, Secretary Erin!" Gerald's cold voice blew Erin away. 

"S-I don't know what happened, sir. Miss asked me to pick her up at the park," Erin replied lying. 

"Say it's a secret" Gerald responded. He read Erin's movements. Not answering and a little nervous. 

Erin gasps. Gerald was staring back at Roxena. "I'll take care of it. You can go home" said Gerald. 

Erin weighed for a moment. Before finally withdrawing. 

Gerald pensively beside Roxena. He sat on the edge of the bed. Recalling his actions. Unknowingly he was immediately anxious to see Roxena in Erin's sling earlier. 

And here is where it is now. In Roxena's room. The room was gloomy and cold just like the owner. A little display. The curtains are closed. The dim lighting. 

"I'm increasingly curious about our past relationships. Seeing you helpless like this, I felt scared. I don't know what I'm feeling. I thought my physique and batik were betraying. I obviously hate you. However, I can't help but worry and take care of you." 

Gerald stretched out his hand, tidying up Roxena's haircut. 

"Roxena, you're my biggest puzzle. I want to break. For that I have to dive deeper. I need to understand you. I want to get to know you more" said Gerald. Gently rubbing Roxena's cheeks. 

"Uh." Distracted by the touch, Roxena tilted her body. 

Gerald sighed softly, smiling faintly.

Gerald then got up to open the curtain. Letting light in explore the space. 

Gerald landed his body on the couch. Again look at the room decor. "I'll renovate it" murmured Gerald. 

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"Take me off!"

"Don't touch me!"

"I don't want it!"

Gerald woke up to the commotion. He slept on Roxena's couch sitting down. 

"Far away! No!"

Consciousness restored. Gerald looked at Roxena. Seeing the woman restlessly rebel in her sleep. The blanket covering his body had already fallen off. 

Sweat flowed profusely with the twitching of the forehead getting deeper. "sick! That hurts, asshole! Get away from my body!"

"Your words are vulgar. What are you dreaming about?" Gerald wiped Roxena's sweat off. His whole body was sweating. The clothes Roxena was wearing were wet because of that. 

"Have you ever experienced coercion? You hate her so much." The question was answered with Roxena's growing uneasiness. Breath hunting. 

"Baju*ngan you! I hate him so much, Gerald!!"

Gerald's eyes widened. "I? When did I force you?!"pekik Gerald was shocked. 

Uhhh!

This feeling again. 

"Hey! What are you doing?!" Gerald used his two fingers to stop Roxena from biting her own lips. 

"Sttt!" Grimaced. Roxena actually bit her finger. 

"Dreams of the past. It seems I hurt you so much." Seeing the tormented Roxena comes guilt. 

The cup!

Feeling Roxena's hyperventilation symptoms have not subsided Gerald decides to help her with a kiss. Slowly Roxena calmed down. However, his clothes were getting soaked. 

Gerald stepped in search of Roxena's wardrobe. Looking for a change of clothes for Roxena. She painstakingly changed Roxena's clothes even though most of her face was turned away. 

They are husband and wife and have been in a relationship. However, still Gerald is still 'awkward' to see the sensitive area of Roxena. 

"Cold. Don't go." Whether it was delirium or an unrecovered consciousness, Roxena wrapped her hands around Gerald's stomach.

Huff!

"You're still a bitch." Opening the blanket and 'forced' lying in Roxena's arms. The blanket covered the bodies of the two. Roxena hugged Gerald tightly, her face docked to Gerald's chest, tightening and becoming a comfort there.

Destiny brought me here. I believe something happened for a reason. Maybe the past, karma for past actions. Roxena, I'll be sincere with you. Break that hatred with sincerity. 

Regarding Elisha .. if fate wills we will surely meet again. Whether as a lover or just facing off without being together again, I will accept it. I used to feel cruel destiny for me. However, maybe my destiny is not as cruel as his fate. This trip I will pass through. I'm not scared!

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Emm

Whatisthis?

Is it rolling this hard?

Wait, I never hugged a roll.

Then what is this? How are they getting bigger?  

Roxena opened her eyes forcibly. Digesting situation. 

He hugs humans not bolsters!

"Get your hands off!"said Gerald coldly.

"MUHHH!"

Roxena surprised. He got up and looked at the horror of Gerald. 

Gerald sat down leaning against the bed, yawning slowly. He's still sleepy. He slept well earlier. However, it was interrupted with a mischievous hand that touched and pressed against the chest and then descended down. 

"You! How can you be in my bed?!"

"Then my shirt? Who replaced it?!"

"You! What were you doing while I fainted?!"

Gerald gasped at it. Not with Roxena's question but with Roxena's attitude. She was like a protesting cat. Her fur stood up by showing her little fangs. Looks panicked. Inversely as he had seen before. 

"If I abuse you, you won't suffer any loss. We have seen each other's bodies. Through the night together, why are you being so weird?" Gerald responded with a wry smile. 

"The most important thing is a husband and wife." Gerald grinned at Roxena's surprised face. Then the woman squealed in annoyance. The words he had once spoken to Gerald were returned to him. 

"Then get out!" The woman came back cold. 

"After building it?" Gerald showed me his groin. 

"Whatchu mean? I accidentally touched it! Besides you don't like me, you shouldn't wake up even if I touch with pressure. Or are you really a per*um and c*Abul?!" His hazel eyes were shining coldly on Gerald. 

"CK!"

"After hugging me like a bolster you insulted me, mad woman!" Out with misrah-misruh upset. 

Ughhhh!

Roxena slid to the floor. His head felt very dizzy again. "He didn't hear my talk, did he?"

Roxena's not that stupid. He dreams of vulgar things. Mixed with hatred, of course, it will come out of the dream realm. 

"Miss! You okay?" Lily greeted Roxena, helping her sit on the bed. 

"What's going on?"ask Roxena. He wants to make sure. 

Lily explained. It was Erin who brought Roxena home. Gerald who was anxious and took care of Roxena personally and just came out and told her to come in. 

Then he changed my clothes. Then how could he throw himself in my arms. 

Huh

"It's driving me crazy."

"Do you need anything, miss?"

"What time is it?"ask Roxena. 

"Hour 16:00, Miss."

"After this?" Roxena sighed softly. 

Erin's words were true. I can't despair. 

"I'll take a shower and eat."

"Good, Miss. Do you need anything to take a shower?" Roxena nodded. He dragged his steps towards the bathroom. 

Lily looked at that back for quite a while. Even when the owner had disappeared behind the door. 

Master came out with a smile. Miss didn't explode either. This ... this is rapid progress!!

Lily cheered happily in her heart. Quickly tidied up Roxena's bed then went out to prepare the food.