The Roxena Prison of Love

The Roxena Prison of Love
Chapter 56 Roxena Prison of Love


"Have there been a big problem lately? Miss is unconscious due to stress and exhaustion. Moreover, his body condition has not completely recovered."


Doctor Liu looked at Erin who had come with him earlier, then turned to look at Gerald who was sitting on the sofa with a lowered look.


"There have been some big problems lately. Maybe I'm exhausted I believe. But, depressed?" Erin looked at Doctor Liu, then looked at Gerald.


Feeling an intense look at him, Gerald raised his face looking back at the two women. "I don't know. He's crazy just for the hairpin. Then scream holding his head. I don't know what's going on."


Erin's face immediately darkened. Stepping wide towards Gerald. "Miss wouldn't be depressed if it wasn't something important. I think now it is not Miss who gives you suffering but rather You who give suffering to Miss!"


"Hairclips from his past are so insignificant!"said Gerald. The problem still revolves there. His heart was hot again remembering the name Regis.


Erin grew furious at Gerald's reply.


"Miss has never been this weak. Never except since dealing with you!"erin pointed to Gerald's face.


"You shouldn't have ruined Miss's stuff. You have been treated well. Basic don't know yourself! You really make me emotional. You're getting bolder and breaking boundaries. It seems that woman has to bear the consequences of this sassness of yours!!"


Gerald budged. There was no fear in his eyes. Erin nodded slowly looking at him.


"Enough, Erin. Let me do the talking. You're emotional and scolding him as hard as anything is pointless. Because she belongs to Miss. As subordinates we cannot interfere in their personal affairs too far." Doctor Liu patted Erin on the shoulder.


Erin was not satisfied. But he took a few steps back.


"Include me Liu, your wife's personal doctor." Doctor Liu extended his hand.


"Gerald," replied Gerald replying to the hand. "What should I do?"ask Gerald later.


"I can't answer it. But, if you ask what I suggest for Miss's health, I can answer that," replied Doctor Liu.


"There is no specific treatment. It's just .. he has to get calm. Because the problem is not physical but psychic."


But that's worse. Psychics are more serious than physical. "As Miss's personal doctor, I wish you a lot." Doctor Liu smiled amiably. Then stepped out by pulling Erin's hand.


"Liu you know Miss's emotions are explosive. Why didn't this happen before?"erin asked as they were already in the living room. There was Lily and Sophia waiting anxiously.


"Didn't you say Miss has been like this since you attended? It means there are other emotions that Miss has been quiet all along. However, as soon as Master was present slowly those emotions shot up." Doctor Liu sighed softly.


"Erin, emotions are a hard thing to understand. Even though we've been following Miss for a long time, she keeps a lot of sides that we don't know."


"Miss' emotions have been very varied lately. Miss's husband is really something."


Doctor Liu sighed softly. "I prescribed the medicine. Then make it as I sent it last time, for Miss's food" Doctor Liu told Lily and Sophia. Both of them understood.


"Miss ... is it severe?"sophia asked, still not calm.


"Bite enough rest and make sure there is no fuss. Keep alcohol or cigarettes away from Miss" Dr. Liu explained.


Sophia nodded back. Erin and Doctor Liu then leave Roxena's apartment.


"No sign yet?"erin asked when they were both in the car.


"Miss' pregnancy isn't that easy, Erin. Pregnancy is not only affected by physical but also psychic. We pray that they will make up soon. And start to realize each other's feelings."


"Feelings?"parrot Erin clenched her forehead.


Doctor Liu nodded. "From what I saw earlier, Master's gaze when you mentioned the hairpin was jealousy combined with sadness. Then when he saw Miss, he looked at her with a guilty and regretful look."


Doctor Liu is a very sensitive person to changes in a person. "Their stories are more complicated than we see, Erin."


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Gerald pondered after hearing Erin's words and recalled things before Roxena was unconscious. Gerald pondered as he clasped Roxena's fingers.


Although Roxena's eyes were tightly closed, the arrogance was unfettered from her.


"All your suffering is because of me?"


Really because.


"I am adding to your suffering. I'm really bre*ngsek's man!"


"Obviously I know it's very important to you. But, once again my jealousy ruined it."


"I'm honestly very confused. The person I am now is not the person I was. But, my two natures and feelings mixed into one. What do I have to do for you .. so you can forgive me for this?"


Gerald is aware, to penetrate his mistakes in the past where it may be enough with one thing.


"You better wake up and curse me, than you close your eyes like this. My heart ached, my feelings grew more and more erratic. Xena, please wake up."


Gerald's tears fell on Roxena's hands.


In Roxena's subconscious, the woman is confronted with her first life and her present life. The significant difference. Two turbulent feelings in his heart between love and hate. But he could not choose between the two.


Suddenly Roxena felt something fall from above. It was a trickle of water that was getting increasingly heavy. The memories that were in front of her changed into memories during their marriage.


Although hate dominates, they still have a romantic side and seem to love each other.


Gerald's gentle treatment to get his love honestly touched. But, the fact that to get him Gerald slaughtered his family was something that could not be tolerated.


The suffering between hate and love has existed since his past life.


And Roxena also heard Gerald's words. Under that rain, Roxena's cries broke.


What should he choose?


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Gerald slept by holding his fingers.


Spotlight Roxena's eyes cold. Making the decision not to give heart to Gerald.


But that decision will not change what has gone on. Doesn't matter. He did receive Gerald's tenderness but did not give his heart to Gerald. It will remain at its original purpose.


Roxena then put away Gerald's hand. He got up and walked to the window. Opening the curtains, it's still pitch dark.


"Actually what kind of destiny are you preparing for me? Why should there be any worries when I have decided for so long?"muttered angry Roxena.


"I'm getting sick of it. I want to kill him. But, I can't do it."


"Who are you?! Who are you to be able to flip through my heart?!"


Roxena pointed at the night sky filled with stars. It's like watching his life full of twists and turns.


"Lord, if you really exist when can I get justice for everything that happened to me? My wish is simple, to take revenge and to unite with my lover. Is it so hard?" Wailed. Roxena still pointed at the sky in annoyance.


Ugh!!


His head hurt again. Consciousness is drawn.


"Mother ... mother …."


Roxena heard the voice of a child. But, unable to see his figure. There was only a very bright glimmer of light. The light was not far from him.


"Who are you?"roxena asked with narrowed eyes.


"Mother." The light called back.


"Rey?" Roxena called.


The light did not immediately reply.


"Please say so, Mom."


"Rey? Are you that, son?" Roxena's eyes were filled with longing. "Honey .. is this a sign that we will meet again soon?"


"Everything that happens is destined, Mother. No matter how hard you try it won't work because everything is determined."


"What do you mean, Rey? I can't take it!"


"Mother .. I hope you get happiness in this life. Mother ... Maybe mother can defy destiny with mother's life all this time. But God has defined the life of the mother. Don't hate me too much and obsess over revenge. Mother .. The destiny of mother's life is not out of revenge. Your tragic destiny will change."


"He killed you, Rey! He's not your father! How could you forget it?!"exclaim Roxena angry. Breath roaring.


"Mom can do it. We'll meet soon, Mother. I'm looking forward to it. Please don't hate me." The light slowly faded and Roxena regained consciousness and realized that she was lying in bed again.


"Xena, are you okay? Do I need to call Dr Liu again?" There was Gerald who was so worried about him. Gerald awakens when he hears Roxena screaming and finds Roxena lying on the floor.


Roxena did not answer. He was still digesting what had just happened.


I can't possibly hate you, Rey.


"Xena?"call Gerald anxious. Roxena looked over.


"I'm fine."


"But you've been unconscious twice."


"I'm fine!"roxena.


"I'm sorry." Gerald. "I shouldn't be emotional and impulsive. I re-chopped the wound in your heart."


"Tell me. What do I have to do so you can forgive me."


Gerald begged.


It doesn't change Roxena's face. "Why should I think about it?"ask Roxena coldly.


"Xena .. I'm not the one who understands this. Please, tell me. I'll do anything."


"If I told you to return that hairpin would it be possible?"reply Roxena. His eyes were ice cold. Just like Roxena's initial gaze.


Gerald. The hairpin was crushed to the ground by the vehicle. How do I return it?


"out. I want to be alone!"roxena said later.


"Xena."


"Get out!"


Reluctantly, Gerald walked out of the room shabbily. Mind raging. How do I get that hairpin back?


Although upset at Gerald, Sophia also could not bear to see Gerald who was so lethargic. Though the atmosphere is comfortable why it is hot again?


"How do I return it?"


Sophia heard Gerald's complaint in the living room.


Sophia listen. With his flat face he said, "if you can't be responsible don't do anything stupid!"


"Sophia, please help me." Gerald looked at him in despair.


Sophia narrowed her eyes. "Behind your Professor's perfection, there is a very great folly" Sophia said.


"There's a way to get it back. But, even though it had returned the item was just a clone that lost its memories."


"No problem. As long as I can return the goods!"


Sophia smiled cynically. "Make it back with your own hands!"