
Gerald was dreaming of his first life. Gerald saw a purple candytuft flower on the edge and turned white if alone to the middle. Some are pink. Gerald was stunned to see the beauty of it. With the sun and trees losing their leaves, the flower bloomed.
Candytuft is an enchanting wildflower that is now widely cultivated. It symbolizes indifference. Well its meaning is inversely proportional to its stunning visuals. Symbolizing indifference refers to the character of the candytuft flower which is a wildflower and thrives despite not being cared for even in the summer atmosphere. But that's just the past.
Gerald's attention was shifted as soon as he heard a familiar-sounding roar of laughter. His eyes narrowed because the sunlight was so hot. He made sure the owner of the laughter.
Is correct. It was Roxena. Who was playing with a little boy. His laughter was so loose, unfortunately so beautiful, really so happy.
"Let's go get Rey, Mommy! Come on, Mother .. hahaha …."
Gerald's riveted. The boy's face was no stranger. He is Rey, Roxena's first son with Regis.
"Hahaha mother .. come .. hahaha …."
They ran in the flower bed. Seeing that Gerald smiled too.
"Geeh!"
"Rey!"
Gerald reflex is about to run. However, he realized that this was a dream. He can only see it.
"Mother .. hiks …." Roxena looks at Rey's knee that was injured by a fall. Blow it with love.
"Still sick?"
"Hiks .. pain, Mother." Rey's tears are pouring out.
Roxena blew it back. Despite still crying, Rey smiled sweetly. "It doesn't hurt anymore, Mother."
"really?" Rey nodded steadily. Roxena then holds Rey.
"We check with the new doctor, you can rest easy, how?"
"Yes, Mommy."
Xena is desperate. He loves Rey very much, Gerald murmured. And now, he's moving places.
A spacious room so luxurious. "It's been five years. I want a child, Xena." Gerald recognized his voice. His voice was clear, Gerald stepped closer to the sound.
On the bed, he saw himself kneeling in front of Roxena. He himself is groaning.
"I don't want to carry your child" Roxena replied. Throw Gerald's hand off his body.
"Why don't you want to conceive my son, Xena? This is not fair. You conceived and gave birth to her child but didn't want to have one with me. I'm your husband too, Xena!"
"I never admit you!"reply Roxena. His expression was much different when he was in the flower bed earlier.
Gerald in the past clenched both his hands. It seemed to be unable to hold back the emotions anymore. The man stood up, "listen, Xena! I am the emperor and you are the queen. It's your job to give birth to an heir! You can't avoid it!!"gerald pointed at Roxena's face.
Roxena's face grew dark in hearing it. "I don't want to!"roxena once again.
"DANNE!!"shouted Gerald furiously.
"Look! No matter if you want to or not you have to give birth to a child for me!" Coercing.
Roxena tried to run but she lost fast. His body was thrown into bed. Before he could rebel, both his hands were tied firmly.
"Take me off, Gerald! Br*bw!"
"I don't want to! Release!!"
Gerald's paying attention to hearing. Rejection, jealousy, and also the demands of the palace officials made it back dark-eyed.
"sick! Get off me, get away from me! Go you, you son of a bitch!!"hardik Roxena's. Unfortunately, it's useless. Gerald's getting a little rough.
"I hate you, Gerald! I swear I'll kill you!"hiss Roxena before she was unconscious.
Gerald froze watching his depravity. Even after Roxena was unconscious, she did not stop until she reached the peak of release.
"Brengsw!!"gerald told himself. Then, Gerald awoke from his sleep with sweat pouring down. Breathing gasps. Gerald was still shocked by his dream.
"Are you okay, Gerald?" Familiar sounds. Gerald. Roxena looked at him worriedly.
Grepp!!
Gerald immediately hugged Roxena. "You had a bad dream?" Gerald hid his face in Roxena's niche. Roxena patted Gerald's shoulder gently, calming the husband.
"It's okay. Just a nightmare."
"I'm sorry," raucous Gerald hoarse.
"I'm sorry, Xena hikss .. sorry …."
Roxena believes that Gerald is dreaming of the past. This time I don't know what makes Gerald like this.
"J-if you don't want to have a child from me, I won't insist. I don't mind. I'm not going to force it, Xena .. sorry …."
Ahh .. then Roxena knows which dream happened. Look Roxena's eyes at it.
That memory is one of those horrible memories. She was forced to conceive Gerald's child. Not out of the room. She had a relationship until she was declared pregnant.
Let alone Roxena who experienced it, Gerald who saw it was traumatized and cursed himself.
Roxena let out a rough sigh. "That's it. It's over."
"Although it's already passed, you still remember it, right? I'm the jerk and lost my mind. I am filled with jealousy to smear my hands with blood and hatred. I'm ... a sinner, Xena. I don't deserve to be forgiven. Hicks …."
Roxena's eyes are reddened.
"Why did you say that? You're not satisfied with the present? Want me to treat you like you used to?!" Roxena's angry. He has tried to rise from the past, to start a new beginning. Gerald was trapped inside.
"I don't have a problem. But, what's the point again?"
"Forget it, Gerald!"
"Xena ... no. Why are you so forgiving to me? I ruined your life. What have I been through yet how much?"
Plakk!!
Can't take it anymore, Roxena slapped Gerald. "Enough!!"
"Stop your bullshit! I forgive me enough to end it all!!"roxena.
"You only need to remember one thing, Gerald! Be a good husband to make amends for your past mistakes!"roxena once again.
Gerald's nose is mixed. Shame on himself. Hated him. Also amazed by the spaciousness of Roxena's heart.
From the beginning I was wrong. What I experienced, has become my destiny.
"May …."
"Don't say anything. Calm yourself." Roxena got out of bed. Prepare to go to work.
"I made him angry. Sorry, Xena."
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"What are you thinking, Miss?" Since leaving for the company until now, Roxena has not focused on her work. Repeatedly breathing harshly.
Yesterday was fine. Is it a fight with Gerald or is there some other problem Erin doesn't know about.
"I had a chat with Gerald about how we were handling things. Rationally or emotionally. Lately, he's been very emotional. I like him who's smart, sensitive, quick to understand, and a little hard-fisted. But, I don't like her pessimistic self at all."
"Explain that our relationship has been very good regardless of the past. I'm also pregnant and this morning she was a lot of crap. How could I not be angry?! It's bad I straightened the red thread, he's getting entangled in it."
Erin did not know how to respond. Gerald and Roxane's domestic affairs are too complicated.
"I'm thinking about a destiny plan."
"The destiny is set, Miss."
"Just like!"
"Where does destiny bring this relationship? What kind of ending is it and will it end there?"
"Thinking the direction of destiny, man cannot be sure of it, Miss. Because destiny is God's secret. Man can only do his best." Erin responded.
"You're right. I was too emotional today. Maybe because of my pregnancy."
Roxena felt that this morning she was exaggerating to the point of slapping Gerald. "I'll apologize later."
"Crown Prince Xavier is back, Miss. It has started carrying out its state duties," Erin reported, feeling Roxena has gained focus again.
"Hm …."
"The royal side issued a statement that Stella will be on leave to carry out state activities due to illness."
"See very clearly."
"The Crown Prince loved Stella very much. Unfortunately …."
"Jealousy knows no place, Erin."
Roxena was no longer surprised by this. Because he had already seen the palace covered in blood from jealousy. Let alone stepbrothers, siblings who love each other can betray each other.
"How did Elisha and Regis move? Where are they staying?"
"They're staying at the Royal Hotel, Miss. For the movement, for a while they have not done anything. But, this is actually surprising. With the character of Elisha, he will definitely go straight to Mister."
"By his side is Regis, Erin." Simply answer one confusion Erin.
"Then about their movements .. maybe after we leave for China."
Erin rounded her eyes. He forgot about it. The anxiety is clearly visible. It was amazing to see the quiet Roxena.
"Are we short of people to look after my husband, Erin?"
"No, Miss!"
"Gerald can keep boundaries. No need to worry."
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"Patience one more day, Elisha."
Elisa is very impatient to meet and take Gerald away from Madrid.
"But, I'm afraid of Regis."
Elisha was afraid that Gerald would turn him down like yesterday. "Whatever happens, we'll get him out of here."
Elisa. Regis was really nice to him. Regis immediately caught up with him. Refraining himself from being rash. Regis initially opposed Elisha's wishes. Elisha was forced to return to Luxembourg.
Regis again could not see Elisha's tears. Burying his own will, Regis decided to help Elisha thoroughly this time.
Start by figuring out Roxena's schedule. As if blessed, it turns out in the near future Roxena will fly to Shanghai. This is the opportunity to execute the plan. If Elisha's persuasion does not work, then coercion must be made.
"Rest." Elisha nodded then returned to his in-room. Leaving behind Regis who was smiling wryly after Elisha disappeared from his sight.
"Agoist if I force my will. Love is not selfishness. Love is not coercion. But, sincerity." Elisha's happiness is not with him but with Regis.
In Elisha's heart, there was no more empty space. It's been filled with Gerald. Regis jealous of Gerald could be Elisha's dead love.
"May you be happy, Elisha. Even if it's not with me."
"Master, you're too good. Sacrificed but not considered."
"Love knows no boundaries. I just follow my heart."
"But, what about the Master and the Great Mistress, Sir?" The assistant asked again.
"I'll explain to Mom and Dad. I'm sure they won't be fighting it. It's just that maybe they'll set me up" Regis replied.
The Assistant is concerned about Gerald's romance. Though it can have. But, choose to unite two separate people.
"There is no sacrifice in vain. I'm sure ... destiny for me has been prepared as beautifully as possible."