THE SNOW-COLD DUDA
WORRY AND DOUBT

" Who is it Mas? Don't just shut up like this! If indeed Mas has another woman, I beg you not to continue Mas because Mas will bear a big prayer. If you love him then let me give up."

Jedeurr...

Yoga immediately stared at Ara in disbelief.

" A... What do you mean Ara?" Ask Yoga.

Ara smilingly stared at Yoga, a beautiful and charming smile.

" Don't commit adultery for loving and being close to a woman other than your wife! Instead of sinning, Mending Mas just marry him. And keep Rere together. Mas also no longer need me to take care of Rere, so for what else am I here Mas? Although I tried so hard to make you look at me, in fact I failed. You're right, I'll never be able to have your heart and love, not really because I can't but because you didn't open up that opportunity for me. I'm sorry, if I've been lacking so much. I can't be a good wife or mother. Besides my lack of knowledge, I also lack experience. I'm sorry for all that, ma'am." Said Ara wiping the tears dripping down her cheek. Yoga closed his eyes while tightly flapping his hands, he felt unable to see Ara cry like that even though he was the main reason for her tears.

" I'll go home, Mas, take care of Rere for me." Ara's words immediately passed from there carrying sadness and wounds in her heart.

" Ara wait for my son!" Shouted Madame Hana but Ara did not care about it.

" Yoga what is this, son? Why did you let Ara go huh? What if he leaves you for good?" Madam Hana doesn't know what Yoga is thinking right now.

" Let her go Ma." Yoga Sayings.

Madam Hana gawked at her son.

" You're really stupid. Take care of your own daughter, Mama dizzy to see your behavior, instead of grateful to have a wife like Ara instead you just wasted like this. Mama can only pray that you won't regret it one day like you did after Rebecca's departure." Madame Hana said annoyed.

Madam Hana is out leaving Yoga and Rere alone. He really felt disappointed at the attitude of his son who thought he was stupid.

Yoga sat pensively beside Rere's bed.

" I'm sorry Ara!" Gumam Yoga's.

Yoga glared at yesterday's incident.

The Flasback

After calling Ara, Yoga went to Rebecca's funeral. What he does every day without anyone knowing. He crouched in front of the ground that was starting to dry.

" Early evening Rebecca, I came again to see you and wanted to continue my outpouring of heart that was yesterday to you." Yoga say put a rose flower on top of the navel.

" Today I feel really worried about Rebecca, I promise you not to love or love other women. But in reality I started to deny it. Ara... Sholehah's wife, who has been serving me and taking good care of our daughter, started to shake my heart. I was getting comfortable around him, I was getting used to him and I started to depend on him. Her tenderness made my heart lean towards her and want to always be with her."

" I have to how Rebecca, I don't want to hurt your heart by reneging on my promise to you. But I also don't want to lose Rebecca, what should I do? If I stayed close to him, I was afraid that this feeling would be even clearer. I don't want to betray you by loving her. I gotta how's Rebecca?"

Yoga is confused about her own feelings. He had no power to break his promise to his late wife but he was also unable to contain his feelings for Ara.

" Do I have to stay away from her? Yep... It looks like I need to get away from her and I can't let this feeling grow." Ujar Yoga's.

" Rebecca I'm going home first, tomorrow I'll be back here again. Rest in peace." Yoga left the funeral.

Yoga drives his car to the cafe where he promises Ara. Arriving at the cafe he just stopped on the highway while staring in there. He saw Ara who was sitting while holding Rere. Suddenly the feeling in his heart just blew away.

" No Yoga... You can't be like this." Yoga again drove his car leaving the cafe with an unknown feeling.

" Aghhhh!!!" Shouted Yoga beating his steering.

" Why did I become like this anyway? I was confused as to how, why also my heart did not have loyalty for one woman only. I don't want to love another woman because I can't bear to betray Rebecca who fought so hard to give birth to my daughter lost her life. Why am I getting comfortable with him. Fuck shit!!!!" Shouting Yoga.

Yoga cannot bear to betray Rebecca who has fought for her life giving birth to her daughter but she forgets who took care of her daughter all along.

Yoga stopped his car at a club he used to visit. He went inside and sat down at the table of the bartender who was making drinks.

" I'm sorry Mr. our club just opened, we have to come first. We can't serve customers before six." Bartender.

" If you can't serve customers yet, why isn't the door locked? Don't talk too much! Get it right now or I'll tear this club apart! You don't know who I am?" Press Yoga stared intently at the bartender making him terrified.

" Good Sir." Her speech.

Not only a bottle, it turns out that Yoga is able to drink up to four bottles to make him seriously drunk. He even vomited at the club, but the new clock showed at seven.

Karina, a woman the same age as Yoga who became her new secretary, entered the club when she saw the Yoga car lying in front. He was surprised to see the current state of Yoga. He immediately brought Yoga home.

Flashback Off

Oek oek...

The sound of Rere's cry made Yoga wake up from his daydream.

" Dear you why hmm?" Yoga stroking elus cheek Rere. Rere looked for Yoga's hand and was about to take a sip.

" Oh you're starving, baby, Papa's making milk first." Ujar Yoga's.

Yoga makes milk for Rere and then gives it using a pacifier. Rere took a strong sip. Suddenly Yoga remembered with Ara when Ara gave milk like this.

" Ara again... " Yoga Gumam.

Yoga tries to remove Ara from her mind but can't.

" Oh my God... What am I supposed to do? Please give me your instructions. Do I have to open my heart to her for the sake of our happiness? Give me your lead, Rob." Gumam Yoga's.

Oek.. Oek...

Rere was crying again when he had finished his milk. Yoga immediately carried Rere's puffed body.

" St st st baby, don't cry anymore! There's Papa here. We can play together, you have to get used to it without your mom. Because Papa doesn't know if we can still be together or not. Papa's feeling very worried baby, either Papa should how now." Ujar Yoga's.

Rere kept crying, Yoga tried to calm him down. Before long Rere started sleeping again.

Drt... Drt...

Yoga phone rang the sign of the incoming call, he stared at the caller id which was none other than his mother. He immediately lifted it.

" Hello Ma."

............

" What???"

Well why huh? Who has ever been in a phase like Yoga?

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