THE SNOW-COLD DUDA
MUTUAL SELF-INSTROSPECTION

After being satisfied with getting what Dean wanted, he only realized what he did to Riani.

" Riani." Dean muttered away from Riani's body.

" Hix... " Isak Riani curled up on the sofa.

" a.. Dear... " Say Dean. Dean picked up his clothes and put them back on.

" Dear forgive me! I can't control myself." Keep Dean touching Riani's shoulder.

" Don't touch me! I hate you!" Shouted Riani brushed off Dean's hand.

" Dear I beg your pardon!" Dean Said.

" I'll never forgive you." Riani tightly clenched her hand. It was eager for him to punch the face of the man who had snatched away his honor.

Dean picked up his cane, he walked towards his room to pick up the blanket.

Czech....

Dean opened the door of his room, he was very surprised when he saw his room that looked very beautiful. Candle flames adorned her dark room, a rose petal arrangement forming a love on the floor and another. Tart cake with lighted candles showing the number thirty. He stepped closer to the cake, where it appeared to be written.

Mr HBD. Rodean, will you marry me?

Degs....

Dean's heart stopped beating, his world crumbling after realizing it all.

" Rian... Is this a surprise for me? Is that why you keep taking me to my room? So this is the reason? Oh my.... When he gave me a new life, why would I ruin his life?" Dean pulled his hair.

Dean's body slammed onto the floor. He really regretted his actions that hurt Riani's self-esteem.

Without thinking, Dean immediately moved and took a blanket on the bed. He went back to Riani on the sofa.

" Dear forgive me! I don't know if you're preparing a surprise for me. I get angry when you say you want to leave me and marry another man. I don't sincerely take you off, that's why I'm trying to hold you back. I'm sorry that the way I defend has been wrong!" Dean's words enveloped Riani's body.

Riani wrapped the blanket around her body, she ran towards Dean's room following Dean from behind.

" Riani wait!" Dean Said.

Riani went into Dean's room and took the birthday cake on the table and threw it on the floor.

Pleks... Prangs... Pyars....

Riani smashed everything on the table including the glasses and dishes. He even randomized the rose petals that were on the floor.

" Dear forgive me!" Dean Said.

" Because of this surprise, my life is ruined. Because of preparing this surprise I lost my pride." Shouted Riani frustratedly.

" Dear I'm sorry!" Dean Said.

" I hate all this! I hate everything.. I hate you, I hate you so much Rodean." Riani shouted back.

Grep....

Dean hugged Riani from behind to control her.

" Free!!!" Riani rebelled.

" Control yourself Riani!" Dean Said.

" I said get off!!" Riani pulled the rough of Dean's two hands that coiled around her stomach until it slipped apart.

Brugh....

Riani pushed Dean's body to the floor. His hand was stuck in the shard making him bleed.

Riani did not care about it, she exited the room leaving Dean alone towards her room.

Brakes....

Riani closed her bedroom door loudly. Riani's body slid to the floor leaning against the door. He did not care about the pain in his lower half because the pain in his heart was much more pronounced.

" Hix... Hix... " Isak Riani hit her own chest.

" What is this thing called blind love? Can I mean what Mas Dean did was love? Out of love and fear of losing me she treated me like this? Is this how I can make him his? Hix... "

" Oh my God... Is this how much Mas Dean loved me that he had to hurt me in this way? Hix.... " Isaac Riani.

" Riani forgive me! I was wrong to hurt you but this is the only way I can do to make you mine. I don't want to part from you, I don't want you to leave me! I want to continue living with you, I can't get away from you Riani. Hix.. If only you hadn't done this lie, I definitely wouldn't have done it Riani. I beg you to forgive me!" Said Dean, knocking on his door.

" Rian... " bluff Dean.

Arrive arrive...

Brugh..

Dean's body collapsed to the floor due to his loss of consciousness. Riani who heard it was shocked.

" Good God, Dean." Riani.

Riani immediately put on the clothes she took from the cupboard and opened the door.

" Mad." Oh." Said Riani crouching in front of Dean's body.

" Most drinks lose consciousness and patience." Riani.

With great difficulty Riani dragged Dean's body into her bed. He laid Dean's body on the bed, then covered him. As their faces were close together, Riani paused for a moment looking at Dean.

" You're right, Mom, if only I hadn't fucked you up like this. If I hadn't lied to you just to surprise you, you would never have done this. All this time we've been together but never once have you touched me, even if you want the opportunity to always be there. I forgive you, you accept me for who I am, and so do I. May we live happily ever after." Riani.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

This morning Dean blinked his eyes as the sunlight entered into the crevice of his room curtain. He circulated his gaze around, he only realized that he was in Riani's room.

" Riani." Dean muttered as he remembered what he had done to Riani.

" Where is Riani? Did he leave me? No. gabe... That can't happen. I have to find him." Dean got out of bed.

Dean walked with his cane out of Riani's room. He looked for Riani in the kitchen, in the laundry room even in the back garden but could not find her. He suddenly panicked because he did not find Riani where.

" O Lord don't let Riani leave me!" Mumbled Dean.

Dean heads to his room, hoping Riani is there. And sure enough, Riani was sweeping the shards of the shard over there. Arrive arrived....

Grep....

Dean hugged Riani from behind, lucky Riani did not lose her balance.

" I'm sorry!" Dean's words sucked his face into Riani's neck.

" I didn't mean to hurt you, I did it because I was afraid of losing you. I will be responsible for marrying you as soon as possible. Accept you and live happily with me forever." Dean Said.

" What if I don't want to?" Ask Riani.

" I'll be gone." Dean's Law.

" What are you going to do?" Riani asked again while turning her back to look at Dean.

" I'm going to wither...

" Stt." Riani put her index finger to Dean's lips.

" Don't say that scary thing again! I don't want to lose you." Riani.

" Really?" Dean asked with sparkling eyes.

" Yes." Yeah." Sahut Riani nodded her head.

" Then what do you want?" This time, Dean asked.

" I want to live with you forever. I love you." Riani hugged Dean.

" I love you too, baby, I'm sorry for hurting you." Dean replied to Riani's embrace.

" I started it, I'm sorry!" Riani.

" Alright I'm sorry, but next time don't be like this again. Thank you for forgiving me and accepting me." Dean said in a nod of his head by Riani.

Riani took off her embrace, she looked up at Dean intensely.

" Happy birthday, may you live a long and healthy life so you can take care of me for the rest of my life." Riani.

" Thank you, I promise to take care of you all my life. I love you." Said Dean kissing Riani's forehead.

TBC....