THE SNOW-COLD DUDA
HEARTACHE ARA

After dinner, Ara and Yoga returned to her room. Ara opened her headscarf in front of the dressing table, she grabbed a towel and turned her body about to go to the bathroom, but she accidentally bumped into Yoga who was about to go to the bathroom as well.

" I'm sorry, but go first!" Ara.

Yoga stared at Ara who was not wearing a hijab. To her Ara's face was amazingly beautiful. Suddenly there was a strange rumble in his heart.

" No Yoga... You can't admire him." Batin Yoga immediately went into the bathroom.

Ara sat on the edge of the bed waiting for Yoga. After Yoga was over, Ara immediately went inside. Ara changed her clothes with sleeping pajamas sleeves and shorts leaving Ara's white skin exposed. He approached Yoga on the bed sitting leaning back while playing his cell phone. Yoga just glanced at her, actually she admired Ara's beauty.

" When you go to bed, is there anything you need?" Tanya Ara makes Yoga misunderstand.

" Do you think I want to touch you?"

" no... And I would never do that. You just sleep! If you're not comfortable sleeping with me you can sleep on the couch." Cold Yoga sayings.

Be ill... The Yoga speech had cut Ara's heart.

" Comfortable or not I still have to sleep here, next to my husband because it is a worship for me." Sahut Ara lying on her back to Yoga.

Yoga glanced at his back at a glance then he refocused on his phone. Ara tried to close her eyes, just falling asleep the sound of Rere's crying woke her up.

Ara immediately got out of bed, she approached the baby box and held Rere.

" Sadly your mother is hungry." Said Ara kissing Rere's cheek.

" Mama make milk first yeah, you're just as good." Ara gives Rere to Yoga. Yoga holds Rere while kissing his cheek.

Ara makes formula milk using a pacifier, after finishing she holds Ara back and gives her milk to Rere. He petted Rere while chanting sholawat. Long time ago Rere went back to sleep.

" Sleep well baby, Mama's here with you." Said Ara putting Rere on her shoulder so Rere burped. He kissed Rere's cheek gently. Then put her back to the baby box.

Yoga who saw all that smiled knot without him noticing. Ara got on the bed, she closed her eyes again.

Twelve o'clock at night, Yoga put down her phone. He lay staring at the sky of the room. He closed his eyes to dreamland.

In the morning Yoga opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was the beautiful face of his wife. He did not realize that he was sleeping while hugging Ara all night. Yoga tidying up Ara's hair makes Ara's sleep disturbed.

" Mad, I'm awake. Why don't you wake me up, my God... I haven't prayed dawn yet." Ara immediately got down from the bed to the bathroom taking ablution water. He immediately held his prayer mat facing the Qibla

" Will I pray with you?" Tanya Ara looked at Yoga.

" You pray first, I'm after you." Yoga passes to the bathroom.

Ara sighed softly, she prayed dawn alone. Finish praying Ara prepare a Yoga change outfit. He believes Yoga will not take any wedding or honeymoon leave. She changed her dress to a long robe and then put on her instant hijab.

" I've prepared your clothes, I'm downstairs to prepare breakfast. Later if Rere wakes up, call me." Said Rere staring at Yoga who just came out of the bathroom.

" Hm." Gumam Yoga's.

" Oh yeah I have to make you what kind of drink? Coffee, tea, or milk?" Ask Ara.

" Tell Mama to send coffee here." Yoga Sayings.

" All right I'll make it." Sahut Ara's.

" Not you but mama." Cold Yoga sayings.

" Now there I am your wife, although Mas does not want me at least Mas does not let me bear the sin of not taking care of the husband well. Don't stop me from going to heaven!" Said Ara out of her room.

Ara went down the stairs while continuing to grumble.

Up below Ara passed by the Princess who had just come out of her room.

" New bride's morning, at this hour have woken up." Princess Canda.

" Well, I have to prepare breakfast for my husband, right? I don't want my husband to go to work on an empty stomach." Sahut Ara's.

The two of them headed for the kitchen, there was already Madame Hana who was washing the rice in the container.

" Ma Morning." Cater both.

" Morning dear." Sahut madam Hana.

Ara makes coffee for Yoga according to the dose. Want to ask her mother-in-law she was a little embarrassed, afraid her mother-in-law thought that communication between Ara and Yoga was bad.

Ara brought a cup of coffee to her room.

" This is the coffee." Ara put the coffee on the table. He approached Yoga who was wearing a tie.

" Let me put it up." Ara takes a tie in Yoga hands.

" I can do it myself." Yoga took his tie back.

" More I am..

" Go!" Yoga is full of emphasis.

" Mad..

" I said go ya go! Are you deaf, huh?" Yoga with high notes.

" Stop bothering me! I can do anything alone without your help. I don't want to depend on you because you won't be by your side forever."

Degs...

Ara's heart was beating very fast.

" What do you mean, Mum?" Search Ara.

" When Rere grows up, I'll divorce you."

Jedeurr...

Like being struck by lightning during bowling. Ara's stiff body could not be moved. His tongue felt like it was just to say a word.

" I'm not comfortable being around other women besides my late wife. Last night being near you alone makes me uncomfortable especially for years. I can't imagine how tormented I would be if I were around you forever." Yoga strikes Ara's heart.

There were no tears on her cheeks, but Ara immediately wiped it. He looked at Yoga the other way around.

" How could you think like that? We just got married a few hours ago. But now you're talking about farewell. What is your heart made of? If Mas planned a farewell, Mas shouldn't have married me. Let me live happily with others. I should've allowed me to adopt Rere, then." Said Ara letting out her disappointment.

" It doesn't matter, it's my decision. I will accept it with sincerity. I'll leave Rere after Rere's a year old. That age can play and interact with others. So he won't be looking for me. That way I can keep my promise to my father to continue my study." Ara's words soon passed from there.

Ara leaned her back against the wall. His chest felt tight, eagerly he screamed out the pain in his heart.

" Patience Ara! You can definitely melt her heart." Monologue Ara encouraged herself.

TBC...