The Sweetest Harsh
Episode 31 - Die with You

It was late in the evening when Tiara was pushing Berta's wheelchair down the hospital hallway. For all the consideration of the doctor, these five days are good enough as the recovery period of the woman, when previously she experienced acute shortness of breath due to bronchitis. With half sulking, Tiara was finally left alone to escort Mama home. Arrive at the hospital parking area. Yep. Berta agreed to be escorted by his only daughter, but wisely decided only until he arrived at the parking area and entered his private car. There was still Alfa who needed his attention so that he could not bear to let Tiara tirelessly to pacing to drive her until she arrived home.

Widya and the driver were waiting for their arrival by standing next to the closed car door when the wheelchair emerged from behind the elevator and walked up to the car. With painstaking care, Widya and Tiara memapah Berta to be able to sit comfortably in a sedan car with a deep brown interior.

Tiara was sitting next to her mother when all personal items such as clothes bags had entered the rear cabin. Berta sat on his side facing Tiara with his eyebrows raised when, at his leisure, Alfa's wife was sitting next to him after before, they decided to split up in the parking area. The old woman was silent for a moment reading the situation.

“Ma .…” Tiara exhaled a long breath and rested his body and head on the car seat. He gave a random glance, then glanced briefly at Berta.

“Someone you want to tell? Speak.” Berta stared lovingly, as Tiara did not look at him.

Tiara still locked her mouth, pursing her lips as if she was weighing to speak.

“Ah, no. I'm sorry that I can't spend a lot of time visiting Mama, I hope that after this, Mama is getting healthier.” The woman again blew the air violently. Decided not to say everything that was running agitated in his heart. Berta has just recovered and of course he is not that happy to make his physical back drop because he heard his complaints. In fact, it feels like Tiara is blowing all the burdens that occupy her life at this time and crying in her Mom's arms that can always be soothing.

Maybe someday. Yep. Maybe another day. At a more appropriate time.

“So that stuck in your heart?” Berta asked as if he could read his daughter's mind through the sluggish look on her face.

“Nothing. I'm just glad Mama finally got home.” Tiara smiled compulsively.

“What Alpha hurt you?” Berta was chasing questions. Unsatisfied that Tiara seemed to cover up her anxiety by pretending to be tough in front of her.

“Ma .. she loves me so much. Know it? He wouldn't bother me when I waited. He's a really nice guy. Love me so much that I don't know how I should repay her so great love.” As much as Tiara's energy held back the rumbling of taste that squeezed her heart. Twisting the corner of his heart until he almost shed tears just in case he was not cleverly put on his smile mask just like that. Tiara did not even expect, her own words that mentioned that Alfa loved her so much it hit her defense until it was torn. He became strong because of love, but he felt that love made him weaker because it continued to hold him to a bond that he did not want to let go.

“Can I hug Mama?” Tiara tilts the body.

Berta opened his arms wide with a full warm smile and Tiara burst into his arms later. The soft caress in her brown hair felt soothing. For a moment, Tiara felt the peace that came out from within her soul after a long time of not embracing this Mama.

“Sometimes, there are indeed things that are not worth revealing. However, there are times when you should give your heart time to meet with relief. A heart that felt pleased, grew a strong physique Tiara. Do not let your heart control your physique, so you are weak. Speak, if you cannot speak to me, bow your head and face God, you are free to reveal whatever you grieve, so that your heart continues to be nourished by the things that make it happy and your physique is healthy.” Berta continued to caress that hair with constant movement. Tiara. He felt he was being led over lovingly and hypnotized by Berta's conditional words of advice. The woman closed her eyes. Berta must have known that he was hiding something. The strong bond between mother and child can actually channel any form of energy from the emotions that are being radiated from the heart.

“Thank you.” Tiara took off her embrace and nodded. “I will always remember your advice. Thank you for everything that means so much to me.” Tiara stepped out of the car cabin and invited Widya to enter after waiting for some time.

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The woman opened her eyes. Bandages that bind to the head, scratches that are still blue, pale facial rays and lips lesions really make anyone who sees can not recognize it well. The beautiful face that is usually polished by thick makeup is now not even wearing one layer of powder because the wound must be treated with medicine.

“You're crazy!” Davian curses with a high tone of voice. As if no matter how broken the heart of the woman in front of him is that even now his physique was torn as if to illustrate how sick he felt.

“I am crazy. Youre right. And you're driving me crazy." The woman spoke with a face turned away.

“Nelly! Watch me!” Davian rubbed his hair violently. Angrier. He felt very angry.

Nelly's hurt. Causes of Alpha injury. Yep. Nelly was the one who planned the accident. He asked one of the truck drivers he could work with to carry out a hit-and-run attack on a car driven by Alfa. His obsession blinded him. Alfa's cold attitude after their relationship ran aground made him unable to survive. He no longer knew how to get his attention back. The support from Helmia that made him have a strong shield turned out to be not effective at all.

Alpha is not that easy to falter and be tempted. Somehow He and Tiara could strengthen each other after the verdict of the only princess Nicholas was tied. Tiara was hard to give him offspring. Berta's threat to him was like the wind so that until now, they were still together. And Davian. Ah, the man, instead, is caught up in the melancholy drama he created himself so that he is unable to get close to Tiara and instead sympathizes with her.

“You almost made yourself die. I never thought, it turns out your dreams are this shallow. I'm giving you the perfect score for your efforts this time. But I won't give you any awards at all.”

"As far as you! I don't give a shit. If I can no longer live with Alpha, then I will die with him. If I can't have it anymore, then neither can Tiara." Nelly put an eagle look on Davian. But the man smiled broadly revealing his white teeth. Laughs. Davian laughing.

"But Alpha is not dead. He is healthy and fit right now. The wound is even limited to injury and bone fractures are meaningless." Davian laughed but with a face that could not be defined. " They even look more affectionate and their love gets stronger."

Nelly widens her eyes. Laughing in tears, watching the man have mocked and torn apart his entire self-esteem. Clear circles began to descend from the throne of his eyelids.

"Good fun of your heartache Nelly." Davian turned around and waved his hand as a gesture of goodbye. Unceasingly reproached him.

Nelly answered with a sobbing. His face was increasingly red with stifling deep wrinkles. The woman was crying in screams. Squeezing bed linen and banging his hands on his bed mattress. Shouting with all my heart. Satisfying the cry until it echoed in the room.

Nelly wants to die, she wants to die.