The Unacknowledged Seed
Unbidable

That morning a woman was sitting limp on the bathroom floor in her home,

her tears fell after learning of such a painful reality

to him. Maybe for some people reality like this is a moment

the one to look forward to but for a woman named Mishel it is

something he never expected now.

“Hiks, hiks, hiks .. why should it be like this. What should I do now?”

tanyanya while staring at a tool that she bought at the pharmacy yesterday. An

a tool that displays two blue lines on it.

This started because he had been feeling dizzy for a week and not feeling well.

He also sometimes gets sick in the morning. He also does not focus on working because

that was yesterday he tried to go to the doctor to find out what pain

suffered. Mishel also told about the symptoms she was suffering from.

“So I hurt what doc?” ask Mishel.

“Sorry in advance are you married Miss?” ask the Doctor.

Mishel shook her head and wondered what her illness had to do with her status.

“May I know, when was the last time you got a monthly guest?”

Mishel started thinking about it, she almost forgot but the one she remembered last she got

the monthly guest was the day before she met the br33ngs3k man. Subsequently

he had never had a monthly guest again until now.

“Perhaps about two months ago doc,” replied Mishel. “What does it have to do with

say disease other Doc?”

“Look Miss, based on the symptoms you mentioned earlier maybe you are

pregnant. To make sure you can visit the doctor or you

you can also use a pregnancy test kit that you can get at pharmacies.”

After Mishel's doctor's mind gets increasingly chaotic, she is reluctant to believe that the

there is life in his stomach. He did not want the seed left behind

in her womb from the man growing inside her womb. Mishel really didn't want to

engage anything else with the rich.

However, the woman still bought what the doctor suggested at a nearby dispensary. Him

even bought some.

And this morning he just tried everything and the result remains the same. All

the pregnancy test kit she bought showed two blue lines that meant her

really pregnant. Mishel could only cry at this moment, somehow to her fate

foreseeable. He who only lives with his mother does not want to make his mother

disappointed by that fact but he also couldn't possibly hide things

like that because in the end it will definitely be discovered as well.

Tok tok tok tok

“Son, are you inside. Why so long, don't you work?” ask the mother.

long in the bathroom there was only one in her house so her mother was

know if he's been in the balam since.

“Iya ma'am, in a minute. My stomach is heartburn,” Mishel replied while biting her lips in order

not crying. How he should explain it to my mother. He's clear

not ready to say it now, he thought maybe not now. Him

I have to think about what he will do in the future.

Mishel came out of her room after getting ready and put on her work uniform. Him

he approached the mother who was at the dinner table.

“Morning of bu,” greeting Mishel.

“For son, sit down. Mom cooked your favorite food.”

Mishel looked at the food on the dining table. The food he usually eats is very

like it but this time just smelling the aroma alone has made him want to

take out his stomach.

“Mmmpp...” Mishel covered her mouth then ran to the bathroom quickly, not forgetting

he also locked the door from the inside so that the mother would not see what was happening

happen. It's been a week she's been nauseous like this but usually not until

vomiting as now. He can still fill his stomach.

“Hoeekk hoeek.” Mishel could not bear to drain her stomach even though it was no longer there

what else he can get out.

“What happened, you why?” the mother knocked on the door anxiously looking

his daughter ran into the bathroom.

Mishel who felt weak also turned on the bathroom faucet so that her mother did not suspect.

“My stomach hurts again ma'am,” he said lied.

“What's okay, how about you get permission today son. Mom doesn't want you

why-napa.”

“Nothing ma'am, later also healed by yourself.”

After being satisfied to spit out his stomach Mishel came out and continued eating with

resisting nausea. He didn't want to make his mother suspicious and there was no way he could

working on an empty stomach that he's getting weaker later.

“Your face is very pale son, let's go to the doctor,”tak mother Fira saw her daughter who

looks pale and lethargic.

“It's okay ma'am, I have to leave for work today.”

“What better not permit first today.”

“No ma'am, I've had a lot of permits. Unpleasant on tops.”

“Alright, but if you feel dizzy you better ask permission yes.”

“Iya ma'am,” answered Mishel by pinning a smile on her lips.