The Unacknowledged Seed
Fill the heart of Byantara

Which mother does not get sick when she hears the story of her daughter being forcibly desecrated and humiliated. Likewise with Fira's mother at this time, her world seemed to be destroyed when she heard the confession of her daughter who had been desecrated by an irresponsible man. How unfortunate the fate of his daughter, from childhood he never felt the love of his father is not responsible, he had to work since childhood by helping his mother until he grew up. Not to mention the insults and insults he received for not having a father.

Fira's mother hugged her daughter tightly, she felt sinful to the princess. Perhaps what befell his daughter because of her declining bad luck to the princess.

"I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry. I should've taken care of you, I shouldn't have let you work so hard that nothing like this happens." The middle-aged woman's cry was so heartbreaking that she saw her beloved daughter have to face such a heavy test.

"Why do I have to experience this, ma'am, why are there any trials in our lives. We do not deserve to be happy like everyone else. Why should she be present in the womb of a dirty mother like me. Why should she attend ma'am." Mishel does not understand why she has to be this easy to get a fetus just by having an overnight relationship that she does not even want. Though many couples out there who crave the presence of a child in their life but have difficulty getting it.

If only it could, really Mishel did not want the fetus to be present in her stomach. She is completely unprepared and does not deserve to be a good mother to her child. Not to mention the insults he definitely received from the people. She was not as good as her mother who could endure in the midst of adversity.

Why is the sky so cruel to the two women who have been living in the pit of sadness. Why does the ordeal endlessly come to them. It is wrong that they live in this world, why does it seem that this universe does not approve of their existence.

The crying of both filled the hospital inpatient room that inhabited several patients. Which room is only limited by the bulkhead of the cloth. Those who were there heard the sorrow of the mother and child. Be sad and imagine what if they were in their position. Without feeling the tears they also flow to feel the sadness of two people who are only victims of the selfishness of irresponsible men.

"Do you know who that man is. Do you know him?" ask Fira's mother in the middle of her sobs. He had to do something so that the princess did not suffer the same fate as him.

Mishel shook her head weakly, she knew but she did not want to remember or meet again the man who did not even have mercy on the mall. Though Mishel had already shouted and screamed for mercy so that he would not do so but the man did not care at all for Mishel's grim cry.

"You sure don't know or know the guy, it's okay son. Just tell mom" said Fira's mother trying to persuade her daughter.

"I don't want to remember her anymore, Mom, she's evil. She didn't want to let go of me when I was begging at the time, "it hurt to remember that. Mishel could not remember.

If it used to be Fira's mother, maybe the case is a little different. She was married but abandoned by her husband while pregnant. Mishel's biological father went to work but never returned and never gave any money. Until finally Mother Fira was looking for her husband but the harsh reality she had to get. It turned out that her husband had married a rich woman in another city. Devastated when she learned of the fact, she was pregnant with the boy sincerely but was met with treason. Almost, Mother Fira lost her fetus due to being too stressed thinking about her husband. Until she finally realized that the feelings of her husband who had moved were no longer possible to return. Even if they come back will be different, there is no more trust and only injuries. It was then that Mother Fira thought about staying sane for the sake of the fetus in her womb and decided to separate from living in agony because her husband remarried.

...

Mishel had fallen asleep after a long cry. His eyes were puffy and his sleep was not at all calm. Fira's mother was always beside her daughter and looking after her. At times like this we need the closest people to support us. As a mother, Fira will always be next to her daughter. He once felt alone without anyone when he was at his lowest. Now he will not let his daughter also experience the same.

"Tante, Aunt eat first. Let me accompany Mishel." Nayla was still there. He left but did not leave them. When they were crying, he heard it because it was not a soundproof room. Just a ward for the lower middle class.

"Tante isn't hungry, son." Yeah, how could she be hungry seeing her daughter's current state.

"Auntie I'm sorry if I was presumptuous. But Auntie has to think about Aunt's body too. However Mishel only has an aunt, if Auntie why later who will accompany Mishel," said Nayla trying to persuade Fira's mother.

Fira's mother fell silent, right what her daughter's friend said. If he was sick, who would accompany his daughter at a time like this. "All right, Auntie's gonna eat." Whether he could eat or not, he would still feed the food into his mouth.

Nayla was also filled to see the sad face of Mishel who was asleep. He already knew everything because almost everyone in the room heard their problems. She alone did not feel what Mishel and her mother felt, it was very painful to imagine her. How they've been through all this time. They are really great women.

"You must be strong through all this, Shel. I hope the baby's father takes responsibility." Nayla hopes in her heart.