The Unacknowledged Seed

The Unacknowledged Seed
Guilt


Ms. Darmawan welcomed Anggita's arrival happily. Sella followed behind Miss Darmawan.


Anggita felt a little relieved, at least with the existence of Bu Darmawan he could avoid Byantara. The gripping atmosphere immediately melted, because of the presence of Bu Darmawan.


Benji, who was awake, was still afraid of the new atmosphere. Benji holds the mother's dress and hides behind Anggita.


The usual Sella never welcomed the return of Byantara, this time welcoming the return of Byantara and possessively immediately took the hand of Byantara.


"You must be tired Byan, let me have some sweet tea for you!" sella said intentionally.


Byantara, who was upset with Anggita, let Sella take him to the middle room. After all, for a while Byantara wanted to give his mother a chance to get close to Benji first. Byantara realized that he was still standing in front, Benji must have been scared.


"Come my grandchildren, come here! Grandma wants to see a beautiful granddaughter!" call Bu Darmawan while waving his hand towards Benji.


"Come Benji! Greet grandma!" anggita pulls Benji out of his back as soon as Byantara and Sella disappear.


Because Bu Darmawan is friendly, Benji also walked up to Bu Darmawan and gave salim.


"That's smart and handsome!" praise Bu Darmawan with teary eyes and immediately hold Benji in his arms. The person who witnessed the actions of his adoptive mother felt guilty.


"Let's go to the dining room first and have dinner first, then when it's finished mom will take you to your room." invite Miss Darmawan who from earlier did not release her armband from Benji.


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If he obeys his heart, actually Anggita is lazy to eat, especially considering that later he must eat semeja with Byantara and Sella, but Anggita did not dare to refuse the invitation of Bu Darmawan. There was an unbearable feeling to her foster mother who looked so happy to see Benji's presence.


Inevitably Anggita remembered the services of Bu Darmawan who had raised him. When he was first discovered in a plane crash, when Mr. Darmawan brought him home. Mrs Darmawan accepted her arrival with open arms. You could even say that he loved her very much. Many times Ms. Darmawan comforted her and said that Anggita was a gift from God for her. Ms. Darmawan really wanted to have a daughter at that time, but because her uterus had problems after giving birth to Byantara, finally Bu Darmawan was no longer able to have children. Bu Darmawan does love Anggita like his own child.


This makes Anggita could not bear to refuse the request of Bu Darmawan


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As soon as entering the dining room, Byantara was sitting in the middle in a place as usual Byantara was sitting. The place he sat after his father died. Sella sat beside Byantara staring unhappily at Anggita.


Aggita did not want to look at the couple at all, Anggita tried to assume the two people were not in the dining room. Anggita only focused on seeing Bu Darmawan and Benji, and not once did he cast his gaze toward Sella and Byantara.


I feel my fate is very funny, I used to be so afraid that Sella would one day seize Byantara and my status in this house! My worries became real. Now that my fate has turned around, I came to this family without any status. Just relying on the mother who thinks of me as her son, and it just so happens that my son flows blood. I'm sure now Sella will feel what I felt first! But at least he was lucky, Byantara was on his side, Byantara loved him. Unlike me, who only relied on Mr. Darmawan, in the end I lost and was thrown away once Mr. Darmawan did not exist. I thought I had forgotten this pain of my heart, but as soon as I stepped on this Mansion it seemed like my heart wound was reopened! I hope they have children soon and I can get out of here! please Anggita who suddenly felt her heart bleed back after a long time.


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"Anything, ma'am, don't cook specifically for me Mom. If I want to eat something, I can cook it myself." said Anggita who felt bad.


"ah! Mother, don't worry too much. Maybe Anggita deliberately keep his body not widened. Consider now the status of a widow Bu, if her appearance is not attractive how could young Master Tang be so interested in her!" sindir Sella who because of her envious feelings had forgotten to keep her words.


Bu Darmawan immediately looked angrily at Sella, but had not had time to say anything, even Byantara who scolded Sella.


"You speak carefully Sella! There's Benji listening with us, you don't just talk! You better not take care of Gita!" tegur Byantara looked threateningly at Sella.


"Sorry!" said Sella who immediately fell silent.


Anggita is grateful after that no one speaks anymore, Anggita quickly finished her food, while bribing Benji quickly. Once finished eating, Anggita immediately say goodbye to Bu Darmawan to bring Benji to watch television. What is important for Anggita is that she can avoid the tense atmosphere if it is between Sella and Byantara .


"You just go straight up to your room to clean your body and rest Gita, not overnight. Mother chose the room next to Byantara's room for you, you certainly know the location is not it?" said Ms. Darmawan.


"Know Ma. I went up first, ma'am," Anggita's permission immediately stood up, stepped out and pulled Benji to follow him. I don't want to look at Byantara and Sella at all.


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Well, why do you have to choose the room next to it? There is a door to his entrance! anggita thought to himself, but he did not dare to express his objection.


Once passing through the room he was with Byantara when he was husband and wife, Anggita's heart again felt pain. We ourselves do not understand our own feelings.


Come on, Aggita, it's been a long time, I should've forgotten it. Why am I feeling hurt again!


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As soon as he opened the door of his room, it looked neat and clean. Everything has been prepared by Ms. Darmawan. Anggita was really moved, when he saw his room bed sheet that was patterned with three-dimensional tulips, since long ago Bu Darmawan knew Anggita's favorite who liked to wear flower-patterned bed linen. Suppose you feel cool if you wear flower-patterned bed linen.


Especially when Anggita opens the wardrobe, it looks Anggita clothes that were not carried Anggita when he left hanging and arranged neatly. Unknowingly Anggita shed tears haru, Anggita did not think that Darmawan ma'am still keeps his clothes all. It seems like Ms. Darmawan was still expecting him back.


Forgive the unfilial Gita, ma'am. Even I did not think about my feelings at all and seemed to have forgotten my mother because of my revenge on Byan!


Seriate..........